As it turns out, there's an exogenous reason for her depression - the strange magical sphere she inherited from her deceased father Nicholas (see above), a Villers Sphere created by a powerful mage.
You start off as a "commoner", and after you gain enough experience, you can become a mage, priest, thief or warrior.
Choose to play as a Fighter, Wizard, Ninja, Vampire Slayer, Rogue, Knight, Mage, Paladin or Dragonslayer.
She may be in the lobby of the tower or in the Mystic Archives if you are a high-ranking Mage.
Class choices during initial character creation are as follows: Adept, Fighter, Mage or Thief.
You play John, who has supernatural powers as an exorcist, mage and occultist.
Then, go to hall that is south of the Hedge Mage.
Derk isn't perhaps the best mage around.
Rhyn tested the bonds of his cell again until a mage in a brown robe hurried down the hall to repair the damage.
He watched the mage in brown scuttle away.