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  • Certainly she had been under a lot of stress.
  • All the papers had been signed and the money provided.
  • Would she ever outgrow the things mama had taught her?
  • A nearby steeple had been broken off short and the fragments lay heaped beside it.
  • But it is a long time since I have had any sleep, and I'm tired.
  • But they had no handkerchiefs, either.
  • He had climbed many a tree when he was a boy.
  • He had just entered, wearing an embroidered court uniform, knee breeches, and shoes, and had stars on his breast and a serene expression on his flat face.
  • Alex had provided the money to remodel the home, but insisted that it stay in her name only.
  • Carmen had already spoken to Mums about it.
  • He was not a very large man, but was well formed and had a beautiful face--calm and serene as the face of a fine portrait.
  • When he had finished, he bowed, and waited, hoping that he would be rewarded.
  • But in the excitement of carrying me to church my father lost the name on the way, very naturally, since it was one in which he had declined to have a part.
  • They had walked a mile or two towards home, when they came to the edge of a narrow and deep ravine.
  • Each stick was carefully mortised or tenoned by its stump, for I had borrowed other tools by this time.
  • Anna Pavlovna had had a cough for some days.
  • In fact, he had given her strict orders not to lift anything.
  • Some time later, the shepherd went to the city and told the king that the children had learned to speak one word, but how or from whom, he did not know.
  • Many wise men and poets and musicians had also been invited.
  • Martha Washington understood my signs, and I seldom had any difficulty in making her do just as I wished.
  • Even so, she had accepted it in her mind to a degree.
  • He sent out among the poor people of the city and found two little babies who had never heard a word spoken.
  • People have always had the drive and the ability to build, create, discover, and explore.
  • I knew my own mind well enough and always had my own way, even if I had to fight tooth and nail for it.
  • Long dark lashes and black curly hair - he had it all.
  • She added that Her Majesty had deigned to show Baron Funke beaucoup d'estime, and again her face clouded over with sadness.
  • The crowd drew up to the large table, at which sat gray-haired or bald seventy-year-old magnates, uniformed and besashed almost all of whom Pierre had seen in their own homes with their buffoons, or playing boston at the clubs.
  • He stood at the back, and, though he had heard hardly anything, understood everything in his own way.
  • This general, hating Barclay, rode to visit a friend of his own, a corps commander, and, having spent the day with him, returned to Barclay and condemned, as unsuitable from every point of view, the battleground he had not seen.
  • So she ran along over their heads until she had left them far behind and below and had come to the city and the House of the Sorcerer.
  • I too had woven a kind of basket of a delicate texture, but I had not made it worth any one's while to buy them.
  • I determined to go into business at once, and not wait to acquire the usual capital, using such slender means as I had already got.
  • Glinka, the editor of the Russian Messenger, who was recognized (cries of "author! author!" were heard in the crowd), said that "hell must be repulsed by hell," and that he had seen a child smiling at lightning flashes and thunderclaps, but "we will not be that child."
  • She had the most expressive face he had ever seen.
  • So far her prayers had been unanswered.
  • Alex was supposed to be sterile, but they had been wrong about that.
  • Alex was romantic enough to understand the sentimental significance of the home she had inherited.
  • The voice and words belonged to Josh, and yet he had been dead for more than two years.
  • Alex had destroyed it then with suspicion and accusations.
  • Right or wrong, the decision had been made.
  • Alex was uneasy because he and his biological father had never seen eye to eye.
  • If Alex knew that, he gave no indication - and she had no intention of telling him.
  • Alex walked into the room, smiling when he saw what she had done.
  • When Carmen's father died, she thought she was alone in the world, yet all these people had been there for her.
  • Alex had been the one who helped her see them as true family, and yet he was having issues accepting his own father.
  • The little girl stood still to watch until the train had disappeared around a curve; then she turned to see where she was.
  • The buggy seemed almost new, for it had a shiny top and side curtains.
  • "We had a lot of earthquakes," said Dorothy.
  • The horse had stopped short, and stood firm as a rock.
  • The sky had grown darker again and the wind made queer sobbing sounds as it swept over the valley.
  • Also, turning her head, she found that she could see the boy beside her, who had until now remained as still and silent as she herself.
  • Dorothy had a green streak through the center of her face where the blue and yellow lights came together, and her appearance seemed to add to his fright.
  • But they continued to fall, all together, and the boy and girl had no difficulty in remaining upon the seat, just as they were before.
  • All this was so terrible and unreal that he could not understand it at all, and so had good reason to be afraid.
  • They seemed to be falling right into the middle of a big city which had many tall buildings with glass domes and sharp-pointed spires.
  • Jim the horse had seen these spires, also, and his ears stood straight up with fear, while Dorothy and Zeb held their breaths in suspense.
  • But even old Jim has been saying things since we had our accident.
  • The roof beside them had a great hole smashed through it, and pieces of glass were lying scattered in every direction.
  • But not a sound had broken the stillness since the strangers had arrived, except that of their own voices.
  • The man had taken a step or two across the glass roof before he noticed the presence of the strangers; but then he stopped abruptly.
  • "None of us has had breakfast," said the boy; "and in a time of danger like this it's foolish to talk about eating."
  • There were men and women, but no children at all, and the folks were all beautifully formed and attractively dressed and had wonderfully handsome faces.
  • Then, remembering the stones that had fallen with them and passed them long before they had reached this place, he answered:
  • If you had any sense at all you'd known it was the earthquake.
  • I had let so much gas out of my balloon that I could not rise again, and in a few minutes the earth closed over my head.
  • But I've just had the bad luck to come out of the sky, skip the solid earth, and land lower down than I intended.
  • No one did, because the Mangaboos did not wear hats, and Zeb had lost his, somehow, in his flight through the air.
  • When he removed his hat the last piglet had disappeared entirely.
  • The little man gave a bow to the silent throng that had watched him, and then the Prince said, in his cold, calm voice:
  • By the time he had attached a handle to this sword he was having much trouble to breathe, as the charm of the Sorcerer was beginning to take effect.
  • By this time the party had reached a freshly plowed field, and the Prince said to Dorothy:
  • The beautiful creature passed her hands over her eyes an instant, tucked in a stray lock of hair that had become disarranged, and after a look around the garden made those present a gracious bow and said, in a sweet but even toned voice:
  • "If it had any bones, I ate them," replied the kitten, composedly, as it washed its face after the meal.
  • The little pigs had stood huddled in a group, watching this scene with frightened eyes.
  • That is, if Jim has had enough of the pink grass.
  • So the boy went willingly upon the errand, and by the time he had returned Dorothy was awake.
  • Just then they heard the big voice of Jim the cab-horse calling to them, and going to the doorway leading to the dome they found the Princess and a throng of her people had entered the House of the Sorcerer.
  • Just then his eye fell upon the lanterns and the can of kerosene oil which Zeb had brought from the car of his balloon, and he got a clever idea from those commonplace things.
  • Some of the Mangaboos fell down and had to be dragged from the fire, and all were so withered that it would be necessary to plant them at once.
  • Slowly but steadily the heartless Mangaboos drove them on, until they had passed through the city and the gardens and come to the broad plains leading to the mountain.
  • The cavern did not come to an end, as they had expected it would, but slanted upward through the great glass mountain, running in a direction that promised to lead them to the side opposite the Mangaboo country.
  • Jim hastened his lagging steps at this assurance of a quick relief from the dark passage.
  • Alluring brooks of crystal water flowed sparkling between their flower-strewn banks, while scattered over the valley were dozens of the quaintest and most picturesque cottages our travelers had ever beheld.
  • None of them were in clusters, such as villages or towns, but each had ample grounds of its own, with orchards and gardens surrounding it.
  • Presently they came to a low plant which had broad, spreading leaves, in the center of which grew a single fruit about as large as a peach.
  • They all looked around, but the piglets had disappeared.
  • Oh, I guess Zeb could fight if he had to.
  • But they were in great numbers, and the Champion could not shout much because he had to save his breath for fighting.
  • They now bade farewell to the kind but unseen people of the cottage, and after the man had called their attention to a high, pyramid-shaped mountain on the opposite side of the Valley, and told them how to travel in order to reach it, they again started upon their journey.
  • Dorothy climbed into the buggy, although Jim had been unharnessed from it and was grazing some distance away.
  • He had nearly finished this last task when a low growling was suddenly heard and the horse began to jump around and kick viciously with his heels.
  • Dorothy and the buggy had floated slowly down stream with the current of the water, and the others made haste to join her.
  • The Wizard opened his satchel and got out some sticking-plaster with which he mended the cuts Jim had received from the claws of the bears.
  • Directly facing the place where Jim had stopped was an arched opening leading to a broad stairway.
  • The old horse panted a little, and had to stop often to get his breath.
  • Here one side of the mountain had a great hole in it, like the mouth of a cavern, and the stairs stopped at the near edge of the floor and commenced ascending again at the opposite edge.
  • These birds were of enormous size, and reminded Zeb of the rocs he had read about in the Arabian Nights.
  • They had fierce eyes and sharp talons and beaks, and the children hoped none of them would venture into the cavern.
  • Once I lived on top the earth, but for many years I have had my factory in this spot--half way up Pyramid Mountain.
  • "Have you a factory in this place?" asked the Wizard, who had been examining the strange personage carefully.
  • To his delight they were now plainly visible, which proved that they had passed beyond the influence of the magical Valley of Voe.
  • The stairs had become narrower and Zeb and the Wizard often had to help Jim pull the buggy from one step to another, or keep it from jamming against the rocky walls.
  • These were very numerous, for the place was thickly inhabited, and a large group of the queer people clustered near, gazing sharply upon the strangers who had emerged from the long spiral stairway.
  • Some had long, curved noses and chins, small eyes and wide, grinning mouths.
  • Others had flat noses, protruding eyes, and ears that were shaped like those of an elephant.
  • The tops of their heads had no hair, but were carved into a variety of fantastic shapes, some having a row of points or balls around the top, others designs resembling flowers or vegetables, and still others having squares that looked like waffles cut criss-cross on their heads.
  • The group of these queer creatures which was discovered clustered near the stairs at first remained staring and motionless, glaring with evil eyes at the intruders who had so suddenly appeared in their land.
  • "Wish I had an axe," said Zeb, who by now had unhitched the horse.
  • "If we had known we were coming we might have brought along several other useful things," responded the Wizard.
  • The horse had especially attracted their notice, because it was the biggest and strangest creature they had ever seen; so it became the center of their first attack.
  • The others picked themselves up from the ground one by one and quickly rejoined their fellows, so for a moment the horse thought he had won the fight with ease.
  • The top of its head was carved into a crown and the Wizard's bullet had struck it exactly in the left eye, which was a hard wooden knot.
  • Before this crowned Gargoyle had recovered himself Zeb had wound a strap several times around its body, confining its wings and arms so that it could not move.
  • By that time, the others had all retired.
  • When the next company of Gargoyles advanced, our adventurers began yelling as if they had gone mad.
  • The houses of this city had many corners, being square and six-sided and eight-sided.
  • To one of these houses which had neither doors nor windows, but only one broad opening far up underneath the roof, the prisoners were brought by their captors.
  • As they had no wings the strangers could not fly away, and if they jumped down from such a height they would surely be killed.
  • The creatures had sense enough to reason that way, and the only mistake they made was in supposing the earth people were unable to overcome such ordinary difficulties.
  • When Eureka's captor had thrown the kitten after the others the last Gargoyle silently disappeared, leaving our friends to breathe freely once more.
  • In this country, as in all others they had visited underneath the earth's surface, there was no night, a constant and strong light coming from some unknown source.
  • The Wizard had listened intently to what Eureka had said.
  • "I wish we had some of those loose wings," he said.
  • So, if we had the wings, and could escape the Gargoyles, we might fly to that rock and be saved.
  • He had fastened one end of the strap to a wheel of the buggy, and now he let the line dangle over the side of the house.
  • These preparations had not consumed a great deal of time, but the sleeping Gargoyles were beginning to wake up and move around, and soon some of them would be hunting for their missing wings.
  • The main point, however, was that they flew, and flew swiftly, if a bit unevenly, toward the rock for which they had headed.
  • Our friends had a good start and were able to maintain it, for with their eight wings they could go just as fast as could the Gargoyles.
  • It carried their baggage and was useful to ride in wherever there were good roads, and since it had accompanied them so far in their travels they felt it their duty to preserve it.
  • Sometimes they had to climb over heaps of loose rock, where Jim could scarcely drag the buggy.
  • This appeared so unexpectedly that they were unprepared to take advantage of it at first, and allowed the rocky wall to swing around again before they had decided to pass over.
  • They heard a crunching, grinding sound, a loud snap, and the turn-table came to a stop with its broadest surface shutting off the path from which they had come.
  • That meant that their world--the real world--was not very far away, and that the succession of perilous adventures they had encountered had at last brought them near the earth's surface, which meant home to them.
  • The Wizard told them of the misfortune that had overtaken the wanderers.
  • "I don't believe we'll realize anything, when it comes to that," remarked Dorothy, who had been deep in thought.
  • "Where is that Magic Belt?" enquired the Wizard, who had listened with great interest.
  • She had scarcely spoken the words then she suddenly disappeared from the cave, and with her went the kitten.
  • There had been no sound of any kind and no warning.
  • His fame had not been forgotten in the Land of Oz, by any means.
  • He had seen considerable of life in the cities in his younger days, and knew that this regal palace was no place for him.
  • After many adventures I reached Omaha, only to find that all my old friends were dead or had moved away.
  • Then the servants heaped a lot of rugs upon the floor and the old horse slept on the softest bed he had ever known in his life.
  • Ozma sprinkled me with a magic powder, and I just had to live.
  • "Not only possible, but true," replied Jim, who was gratified by the impression he had created.
  • We've had a good many adventures together, Ozma and I, and she likes me.
  • Just then Dorothy, who had risen early and heard the voices of the animals, ran out to greet her old friends.
  • After breakfast Ozma announced that she had ordered a holiday to be observed throughout the Emerald City, in honor of her visitors.
  • When he had made them all disappear again Ozma declared she was sorry they were gone, for she wanted one of them to pet and play with.
  • There was enough material there to enable him to prepare several new tricks which he had learned from some of the jugglers in the circus, and he had passed part of the night in getting them ready.
  • This made Zeb laugh, in turn, and the boy felt comforted to find that Ozma laughed as merrily at her weeping subject as she had at him.
  • There was more applause at this, and then Ozma had the jewelled saddle replaced upon the Sawhorse and herself rode the victor back to the city at the head of the grand procession.
  • Jellia at once departed on the errand, and she was gone so long that they had almost forgotten her mission when the green robed maiden returned with a troubled face.
  • Hearing this, Dorothy and the Wizard exchanged startled glances, for they remembered how often Eureka had longed to eat a piglet.
  • Tell them it would be foolish for me to eat the piglet, because I had sense enough to know it would raise a row if I did.
  • The vase had a very small neck, and spread out at the top like a bowl.
  • When he returned the Princess looked down the narrow neck of the big ornament and discovered her lost piglet, just as Eureka had said she would.
  • Eureka was much surprised to find herself in disgrace; but she was, in spite of the fact that she had not eaten the piglet.
  • Then he looked up to find the nest from which they had fallen.
  • Before the half hour was ended he had written a very neat composition on his slate.
  • Mr. Finney had a turnip, And it grew, and it grew; It grew behind the barn, And the turnip did no harm.
  • "I wish I had that whistle," he said.
  • His father and grandfather and great-grandfather had all been shepherds.
  • How had Sirrah managed to get the three scattered divisions together?
  • How had he managed to drive all the frightened little animals into this place of safety?
  • Then he ordered his treasurer to pay the poet five hundred pieces of gold; for, indeed, the poem which he had recited was wonderfully fine.
  • The king had sent them there to make the people obey his unjust laws.
  • For this reason they had bought some powder and stored it at Concord,[Footnote: Concord (_pro_. kong'krd).] nearly twenty miles away.
  • Perhaps the soldiers had given up their plan.
  • The soldiers had started.
  • They were angry because their plans had been discovered.
  • Gilbert de Lafayette's father and grandfather and great-grandfather had all been brave and noble men.
  • One day word came that a savage wolf had been seen in the forest.
  • Men said that it was a very large wolf and that it had killed some of the farmers' sheep.
  • The mother sat down in the shade of a tree and began to read in a new book which she had bought the day before.
  • It was only a pet calf that had come there to browse among the bushes.
  • Then he told her all that had happened.
  • One carried a gun, one had a pitchfork, and the third had an ax.
  • "Shoe him quickly, for the king wishes to ride him to battle," said the groom who had brought him.
  • The battle had been raging for some time.
  • His uncle had written her a letter saying:
  • But George had made up his mind to go.
  • The little chest that held his clothing had been carried down to the bank.
  • The stranger bent over him and looked at the picture he had made on the rock.
  • Night came on before he had finished it.
  • There was another famous artist whose name was Parrhasius. When he heard of the boast which Zeuxis had made, he said to himself, "I will see what I can do."
  • For if the boy had been as well painted as the cherries, the birds would have been afraid to come near him.
  • Some would have smiled, if they had dared.
  • He remembered that he had seen many bees flying among these flowers and gathering honey from them.
  • All eyes were turned to see why the king had said, "Open the window."
  • But he had never seen any pictures except a few small ones in a book.
  • One day Benjamin's mother had to go to a neighbor's on some errand.
  • He had no paper, but he knew where there was a smooth board.
  • He had no pencil, but there was a piece of black charcoal on the hearth.
  • Some other officers, who had seen the whole affair, cried out to the captain, Shame!
  • He soon learned all that his teacher could teach; for he was bright and quick, and had a good memory.
  • Within less than two minutes, Billy saw Mary Green whispering, and she had to take his place.
  • Everybody loved her, and this was the first time she had whispered that day.
  • Little Lucy had not meant to whisper.
  • There was something which she wished very much to know before going home, and so, without thinking, she had leaned over and whispered just three little words.
  • She was very much ashamed and hurt, for it was the first time that she had ever been in disgrace at school.
  • Everybody was astonished, for that boy was the best scholar in the school, and he had never been known to break a rule.
  • He worked many years as a blacksmith and studied books whenever he had a spare moment.
  • There was one such king who had four sons, Ethelbald, Ethelbert, Ethelred, and Alfred. The three older boys were sturdy, half-grown lads; the youngest, Alfred, was a slender, fair-haired child.
  • One day when they were with their mother, she showed them a wonderful book that some rich friend had given her.
  • She showed them the beautiful pictures, and told them how they had been drawn and painted.
  • They admired the book very much, for they had never seen anything like it.
  • But after he had learned to read, she taught him to look in books for that which he wished to know.
  • He was noted for his great knowledge, the most of which he had obtained from books.
  • So he gave one portion to the king's officer who had taught him to ride.
  • He saw that Cyrus had a will of his own, and this pleased him very much.
  • After the guests had drunk quite a little of it, they began to talk foolishly and sing loudly; and some of them went to sleep.
  • There was a caliph of Persia whose name was Al Mamoun. He had two sons whom he wished to become honest and noble men.
  • He had never heard of a boy with so much money as that.
  • No one would have thought that a child like you had gold about him.
  • "If I had answered your questions differently, I should have told a lie," said Otanes; "and none but cowards tell lies"
  • He thought of the number of times that he himself had been a coward.
  • At last, far in the East, he came to a land of which he had never heard.
  • In those days, people had not learned to be kind to their enemies.
  • He had given them a great deal of trouble, and they wished to destroy him.
  • It ran into a narrow cleft which he had not seen before, and then through a long, dark passage which was barely large enough for a man's body.
  • The small house in which he had taken shelter was almost between the two armies.
  • The summer had been very dry and the corn crop had failed.
  • The people of Antium were enemies of the Romans and had often been at war with them.
  • Soon, at the head of a very great army, he marched toward the city which had once been his home.
  • His army was the greatest that the Romans had ever seen.
  • On the last day, the great army which Coriolanus had led from Antium was drawn up in battle array.
  • The captain himself had been a robber.
  • When they heard that Arion had a large sum of money with him they began to make plans to get it.
  • But they had made up their minds to get rid of him.
  • Hardly had they spoken these words when the door opened and Arion himself stood before them.
  • He was dressed just as they had seen him when he jumped into the sea.
  • Old story-tellers say that he alighted on the back of a large fish, called a dolphin, which had been charmed by his music and was swimming near the ship.
  • Once when a boy gave him a pair of doves which he had snared, St. Francis had a nest made for them, and the mother bird laid her eggs in it.
  • And when he had blessed them, all began to sing; and the whole forest was filled with sweetness and joy because of their wonderful melodies.
  • To do this, he had to take them to a large city where there was a slave market.
  • For the bundle which he had chosen had contained the food for the whole party.
  • After all had eaten three meals from it, it was very much lighter.
  • And before the end of the journey Aesop had nothing to carry, while the other slaves were groaning under their heavy loads.
  • He had not gone farther than to the end of the innkeeper's field, when to his surprise he found that the road forked.
  • He began to see how foolish he had been; he thought how terrible it would be to live there without one friend, without one person to whom he could speak.
  • He had written many stories which people at that time liked to read.
  • When Daniel Defoe heard how Selkirk had lived alone on the island of Juan Fernandez, he said to himself: Here is something worth telling about.
  • He wondered where they had come from and where they were going.
  • They told him about the strange lands they had visited far over the sea.
  • They told him about the wonderful things they had seen there.
  • He had only a dog and some cats to keep him company.
  • Like other kings, he lived in a beautiful palace and had many officers and servants to wait upon him.
  • He had fought a battle with his enemies, the English.
  • His little army had been beaten and scattered.
  • Many of his best friends had been killed or captured.
  • He began to ask about his enemies who had been hunting him.
  • He had now been a wanderer for twenty days.
  • Slowly, one little step at a time, it crept up across the rough place where it had slipped and fallen so often.
  • The old man who had bought the first turkey was standing quite near.
  • He had heard all that was said.
  • "Oh, no!" said another man who had seen and heard it all.
  • When they wanted to move the boat from one place to another they had to pole it; that is, they pushed against a long pole, the lower end of which reached the bottom of the stream.
  • That night when Christopher went home he had a wonderful story to tell.
  • One day a strange merchant came to him with some diamonds and pearls which he had brought from beyond the sea.
  • No doubt the bird had mistaken the purple silk for something good to eat.
  • Then the merchant told him how the eagle had flown away with his money.
  • A few said that there was one man in their neighborhood who seemed to have had some sort of good luck.
  • A year ago he was so poor that he had scarcely clothes for his back.
  • But lately everything had changed for him.
  • Both he and his family dressed well; they had plenty to eat; he had even bought a horse to help him carry his produce to market.
  • The gardener put his hand under his cloak and drew out the very bag that the merchant had lost.
  • I had no shoes for my feet, no coat for my back.
  • Inside of the great kitchen, beside the fire, the men were shouting and laughing; for the blacksmith had finished his song, and it was very pleasing.
  • The singing in the kitchen was ended, the fire had burned low, and each man had gone to his place.
  • And one ran quickly and told the good abbess, or mistress of the abbey, what strange thing had happened.
  • He had never gone beyond the beautiful gardens that surrounded his father's palace.
  • He had never seen nor heard of sorrow or sickness or poverty.
  • Everything that was evil or disagreeable had been carefully kept out of his sight.
  • But one day after he had become a man, he said: Tell me about the great world which, you say, lies outside of these palace walls.
  • At first he did not see anything that disturbed him; for word had gone before him to remove from sight everything that might be displeasing or painful.
  • One night he left the beautiful palace which his father had given to him and went out into the world to do good and to help his fellow men.
  • But if I had not helped you, you would have been in a worse place.
  • I had carried some charcoal to the queen's kitchen and was just starting home.
  • Well, as I was hurrying along, I heard a great splash, as though something had fallen into the pool by the fountain.
  • He had just noticed that the king was wearing poor Charlot's Sunday suit instead of his own.
  • He was a poor man and had no wish to be rich.
  • The people of his country had made him their king; but as soon as he had made good laws for them he gave up his crown.
  • Everybody had heard of Periander, king of Corinth.
  • Some had heard of his great learning, and others had heard of his selfishness and cruelty.
  • When he heard that some men had come to Corinth with a very costly golden tripod, he had them brought before him.
  • They had never heard of Chilon, for his name was hardly known outside of his own country.
  • Chilon was so busy that the messengers had to wait several days before they could see him.
  • They had no trouble in finding Solon.
  • In any event, King Croesus had it in his mind to wage war against the Persians, so he asked the oracle: "Should I attack the Persians?"
  • But even if I had a robot that knew everything, I couldn't really say, "Tell me every custom they have here" and be fully informed.
  • "If only I had known," we often lament, in the widespread belief that to know everything would mean we would never make mistakes.
  • That said, if I had to pick one function I think the Internet will turn out to "be," it is this: The Internet will become a repository and a set of applications for storing the sum total of all life experiences of all people on earth.
  • But let's say everyone had their device set to "broadcast my location but not my identity" constantly.
  • My grandfather had a local Carnegie Library.
  • Two hundred years later, William Rutherford thought he had calculated it to 208 digits but only got the first 152 correct, so we will give him credit that far.
  • They might balk at getting on an airline flight flown by a computer and prefer having a pilot on board to take over if he "feels in his gut" that something is wrong (even if that feeling is the airport burrito he had for lunch).
  • Jim Haynes has had well over 100,000 people come over for dinner.
  • And if each of those billion people in turn shared a million of their life experiences, and you recorded them, you'd have an aggregate number of life experiences so large I had to look it up online.
  • And from every experience they have had in their lives, we would be able to infer what was successful and what was not successful.
  • Back in the old days (the 1980s), you only had data—say, the Yellow Pages with its list of restaurants.
  • You had no real knowledge and therefore no way to make a wise decision.
  • Then along came the web, and you had data plus knowledge.
  • We all have had that turn out poorly!
  • When the salesperson rings up your purchase, no one tells him he had better forget what shoes he sold you with that suit and not to use that information to advise any future clients.
  • During his campaign and his time in office, the extent of the effect of his polio was kept from the public, but the fact he had the disease was commonly known.
  • The dimes had worked.
  • By the 1780s, though the procedure was certainly better than nothing, it still had a fair number of problems.
  • Jenner had frequently performed variolations on patients.
  • When Jenner did variolations on milkmaids who had had cowpox, they never came down with smallpox.
  • In 1796, he extracted fluid from the pox on the hand of a dairymaid named Sarah Nelmes—who had caught the condition from her cow Blossom—and injected the fluid into a cut in eight-year-old James Phipps's arm.
  • And Jenner had created this vaccine for smallpox without even understanding the basics of germ theory!
  • Many of the treatments of the ancient world had high degrees of efficacy, all obtained without access to any modern knowledge or equipment.
  • Had they had the technology of our day, I wonder what they could have accomplished.
  • Had they had the technology of our day, I wonder what they could have accomplished.
  • Its makers had not conceived bupropion hydrochloride as a drug to help people quit smoking.
  • So you make sure that if your population of redheads had a million people with a certain distribution of age, the distribution in your non-redhead sample is exactly the same.
  • It would know all my food sensitivities and alert me if a single bite had these substances in it.
  • You won't have to go eat the other foods; the system will remember every meal you have had and will log your headaches.
  • He had discovered, and seen, chromosomes.
  • In 1902, an American named Walter Sutton noticed that chromosomes duplicated themselves before cells divided so that each new cell had a full copy of the chromosomes.
  • But no one had any idea of the mechanism by which this could be achieved.
  • Then in the 1940s, another American, Oswald Avery, was able to show, through an ingenious method, that the genetic information had to be carried by the DNA.
  • In 1953, James Watson and Francis Crick announced to the scientific world that they had solved the puzzle.
  • If you and I both had our DNA sequenced and compared the output, the information would be virtually identical.
  • They had so much success with so little.
  • If you had access to a library, its stock of medical books and journals was very small.
  • If you were a scientist in Pasteur's time, you had more resources.
  • You had a lab and science symposiums.
  • Twenty-five years ago, I had never seen a mobile phone.
  • If the scientists of today had all I describe.
  • In fact, if you stayed sick long enough in that culture, the doctor had to pay you!
  • Most cases aren't like our jelly bean example where each person had the items the other person wanted.
  • Imagine that you personally had to create everything you wanted to use.
  • He had died by the time I read that passage in one of his books, so I couldn't write him, as is my normal practice when an author's words puzzle me.
  • Water isn't scarce either; we have had the same amount forever.
  • What if everyone had a job only a person could do?
  • The robots I watched making Legos had no human operators because no human can keep up with them.
  • If I had to put a number on it, I would say ten thousandfold.
  • In the past, we simply had division of labor among people.
  • It had 4K of memory and cost my parents about $200.
  • In Beverly Hills, your poor neighbor might be one who had to buy the 14K-gold back scratcher instead of the diamond-encrusted platinum one everyone else is buying.
  • Economically, that hasn't turned out as well as they had hoped.
  • Didn't Thomas Jefferson, author of the Declaration of Independence, believe the Constitution should be rewritten every twenty years so that no one was governed by a document they had no say in creating?
  • Well, wealth would expand dramatically, and the people who had those jobs before could get new and better jobs, such as managing the army of manure-toting robots.
  • The farmers had to learn what it meant to be paid by the hour and to take instructions from supervisors; how to do a task and then the next day, learn a completely new task and do it instead.
  • Imagine if all the people with boring, dead-end machine jobs were told they never had to work another day in their life at a job they did not like.
  • As children, we had all these things we liked to do that interested and excited us.
  • But as we grew up, reality set in that market forces did not allow those activities to pay enough to support us, so at some point we all figured out we had to "earn a living."
  • The rich have always had this luxury.
  • What if everyone on the planet had that luxury?
  • Barely a decade earlier, Cleveland, also a Democrat, had said essentially, "Look, the government shouldn't be helping the poor Texans; that's the role of charity."
  • The system had an office, Overseer of the Poor, in each of 1,500 parishes.
  • The theory was that life in the workhouse had to be worse than life outside the workhouse, otherwise it would be overrun with the poor.
  • When the economy entered recession, the workhouse conditions had to be worsened more.
  • Or, we gravitate toward anecdotes like, "I take my vitamin C every day and haven't had a cold in year."
  • Ever since we've had agriculture, people have been employing technology to make it better.
  • By the early twentieth century, most manufacturing of fertilizer had switched to the synthetic production of ammonium sulfate and ammonium phosphate.
  • Stakman had determined that immunity to these diseases, or at least resistance, could be bred into crops.
  • By the time Norman Borlaug passed away in 2009 at the age of ninety-five, he had become one of only six people to have won the Nobel Peace Prize, the Presidential Medal of Freedom, and the Congressional Gold Medal.
  • He had no way to collaborate with scientists in other places, no Internet, and no library.
  • A fascinating character and an extremely patient experimenter, Mendel was a German friar and scientist who figured out that plants (and presumably animals) had inheritable characteristics.
  • Additionally, we had a five-acre garden where we grew everything you can grow in East Texas.
  • Every morning before I went to school I had chores to do, which began with mixing up the formula and feeding the calves.
  • Susie's ears had an unusual fold in the middle so they basically pointed downward.
  • Susie had kittens, and two of them had folded ears as well.
  • Thus we had genetic modifications in plants that could have occurred in nature but probably wouldn't have.
  • In 2005, rice became the first crop plant whose complete genome had been compiled.
  • The individual had no liberties, or at least very few, but in exchange was, in theory, entitled to certain economic rights.
  • The implication is that any time they nursed, they felt pain as well, to learn at an early age that there is no pleasure to be had in life without pain.
  • The disturbing thing to realize is we would have been those people had we been born in those times.
  • In the past, when the power of the state was absolute in many parts of the world, it was harder to argue that every person on the planet had rights no monarch or state could violate.
  • After all, we have had war almost constantly throughout history and yet have still managed to progress.
  • President Dwight Eisenhower, lifelong military man and five-star general, had much to say on the waging of war.
  • I had not heard anyone predict even the possibility of these two events before they came upon us, in what seemed the blink of an eye.
  • No one I knew of had ever seriously considered the possibility that without any conflict, treaty, war, or even a coin toss, the Soviet Union would simply vote itself into nonexistence in 1991.
  • Anyone projecting an end to the historical constant of war had better be ready to overcome no small amount of justified skepticism.
  • When I first made this list, it had well over one hundred entries.
  • By the time Eisenhower left office, this had changed, and a dedicated military industry existed.
  • In the past, a weak group unjustly persecuted by a strong group had few options.
  • The day after the Japanese bombed Pearl Harbor, civilization had to be defended.
  • Publishing was expensive, and by the time news of the lie came out, days or weeks had passed.
  • O'Neill observed that scrutiny of government had become so intense that officials never could have gotten away with that—and he was writing in the late 1980s.
  • In 2000, Africa had fewer than five million Internet users.
  • In 2006, roughly a billion people had access to the Internet.
  • In Russia, Joseph Stalin had thousands of writers, intellectuals, and scientists arrested and put into concentration camps.
  • Here is a fact to get your head around: In 1980, about seven million Americans had a passport.
  • In 2011, more than one hundred million Americans had passports.
  • Half a century ago, the United States had three channels on TV and everyone watched them.
  • In World War II, even more battles had a million casualties each.
  • If they had not, lengthy epics would never have survived oral transmission for centuries.
  • The implication was that Castor and Pollux, knowing of the imminent collapse of the roof, had come calling with the purpose of saving Simonides's life as their payment for the poem.
  • We would then work feverishly on them for months before selling them for slightly less than we had paid.
  • If the whole world had only ten thousand people, how many breakthroughs would you expect?
  • But imagine the difference if the world had ten billion healthy, well-educated people!
  • We were not born in that age that had no word for change.
  • Even after my illness I remembered one of the words I had learned in these early months.
  • But during the first nineteen months of my life I had caught glimpses of broad, green fields, a luminous sky, trees and flowers which the darkness that followed could not wholly blot out.
  • Standing before the mirror, as I had seen others do, I anointed mine head with oil and covered my face thickly with powder.
  • Inspired, perhaps, by Master Gobbler's success, we carried off to the woodpile a cake which the cook had just frosted, and ate every bit of it.
  • He had had a short illness, there had been a brief time of acute suffering, then all was over.
  • I knew that I had ceased to be my mother's only darling, and the thought filled me with jealousy.
  • At that time I had a much-petted, much-abused doll, which I afterward named Nancy.
  • She had a cradle, and I often spent an hour or more rocking her.
  • His methods had probably died with him; and if they had not, how was a little girl in a far-off town in Alabama to receive the benefit of them?
  • My fingers lingered almost unconsciously on the familiar leaves and blossoms which had just come forth to greet the sweet southern spring.
  • Anger and bitterness had preyed upon me continually for weeks and a deep languor had succeeded this passionate struggle.
  • I was like that ship before my education began, only I was without compass or sounding-line, and had no way of knowing how near the harbour was.
  • The little blind children at the Perkins Institution had sent it and Laura Bridgman had dressed it; but I did not know this until afterward.
  • But my teacher had been with me several weeks before I understood that everything has a name.
  • In despair she had dropped the subject for the time, only to renew it at the first opportunity.
  • I had not loved the doll.
  • I felt my teacher sweep the fragments to one side of the hearth, and I had a sense of satisfaction that the cause of my discomfort was removed.
  • Everything had a name, and each name gave birth to a new thought.
  • That was because I saw everything with the strange, new sight that had come to me.
  • On entering the door I remembered the doll I had broken.
  • Then my eyes filled with tears; for I realized what I had done, and for the first time I felt repentance and sorrow.
  • Long before I learned to do a sum in arithmetic or describe the shape of the earth, Miss Sullivan had taught me to find beauty in the fragrant woods, in every blade of grass, and in the curves and dimples of my baby sister's hand.
  • But about this time I had an experience which taught me that nature is not always kind.
  • The morning had been fine, but it was growing warm and sultry when at last we turned our faces homeward.
  • I knew the sky was black, because all the heat, which meant light to me, had died out of the atmosphere.
  • A shiver ran through the tree, and the wind sent forth a blast that would have knocked me off had I not clung to the branch with might and main.
  • I had learned a new lesson--that nature "wages open war against her children, and under softest touch hides treacherous claws."
  • It seemed as if the spirit of spring had passed through the summer-house.
  • Its delicate blossoms shrank from the slightest earthly touch; it seemed as if a tree of paradise had been transplanted to earth.
  • I had some difficulty in holding on, for the branches were very large and the bark hurt my hands.
  • I had now the key to all language, and I was eager to learn to use it.
  • Sometimes a new word revived an image that some earlier experience had engraved on my brain.
  • I had found a few early violets in the garden and brought them to my teacher.
  • I had made many mistakes, and Miss Sullivan had pointed them out again and again with gentle patience.
  • The sun had been under a cloud all day, and there had been brief showers; but suddenly the sun broke forth in all its southern splendour.
  • For a long time I had no regular lessons.
  • I cannot explain the peculiar sympathy Miss Sullivan had with my pleasures and desires.
  • Added to this she had a wonderful faculty for description.
  • I never had patience to arrange more than five or six groups at a time.
  • After I had learned a great many interesting things about the life and habits of the children of the sea--how in the midst of dashing waves the little polyps build the beautiful coral isles of the Pacific, and the foraminifera have made the chalk-hills of many a land--my teacher read me "The Chambered Nautilus," and showed me that the shell-building process of the mollusks is symbolical of the development of the mind.
  • He had made his leap, he had seen the great world, and was content to stay in his pretty glass house under the big fuchsia tree until he attained the dignity of froghood.
  • On Christmas Eve the Tuscumbia schoolchildren had their tree, to which they invited me.
  • When I learned that there was a gift for each child, I was delighted, and the kind people who had prepared the tree permitted me to hand the presents to the children.
  • That night, after I had hung my stocking, I lay awake a long time, pretending to be asleep and keeping alert to see what Santa Claus would do when he came.
  • How different this journey was from the one I had made to Baltimore two years before!
  • She was covered with dirt – the remains of mud pies I had compelled her to eat, although she had never shown any special liking for them.
  • When the train at last pulled into the station at Boston it was as if a beautiful fairy tale had come true.
  • We had scarcely arrived at the Perkins Institution for the Blind when I began to make friends with the little blind children.
  • Until then I had been like a foreigner speaking through an interpreter.
  • While we were in Boston we visited Bunker Hill, and there I had my first lesson in history.
  • The story of the brave men who had fought on the spot where we stood excited me greatly.
  • I was delighted, for my mind was full of the prospective joys and of the wonderful stories I had heard about the sea.
  • After I had recovered from my first experience in the water, I thought it great fun to sit on a big rock in my bathing-suit and feel wave after wave dash against the rock, sending up a shower of spray which quite covered me.
  • One day Miss Sullivan attracted my attention to a strange object which she had captured basking in the shallow water.
  • It was a great horseshoe crab--the first one I had ever seen.
  • But next morning I went to the trough, and lo, he had disappeared!
  • Nobody knew where he had gone, or how he had escaped.
  • I could also feel the stamping of the horses, which they had ridden out from town and hitched under the trees, where they stood all night, neighing loudly, impatient to be off.
  • I called him Black Beauty, as I had just read the book, and he resembled his namesake in every way, from his glossy black coat to the white star on his forehead.
  • I had never crossed it until one day Mildred, Miss Sullivan and I were lost in the woods, and wandered for hours without finding a path.
  • I had to feel for the rails with my toe; but I was not afraid, and got on very well, until all at once there came a faint "puff, puff" from the distance.
  • I recall my surprise on discovering that a mysterious hand had stripped the trees and bushes, leaving only here and there a wrinkled leaf.
  • The birds had flown, and their empty nests in the bare trees were filled with snow.
  • The earth seemed benumbed by his icy touch, and the very spirits of the trees had withdrawn to their roots, and there, curled up in the dark, lay fast asleep.
  • The impulse to utter audible sounds had always been strong within me.
  • I used to sit in my mother's lap all day long and keep my hands on her face because it amused me to feel the motions of her lips; and I moved my lips, too, although I had forgotten what talking was.
  • I stopped using it only after I had learned to spell the word on my fingers.
  • Mrs. Lamson had scarcely finished telling me about this girl's success before I was on fire with eagerness.
  • I had learned only the elements of speech.
  • Nor is it true that, after I had learned these elements, I did the rest of the work myself.
  • All teachers of the deaf know what this means, and only they can at all appreciate the peculiar difficulties with which I had to contend.
  • In reading my teacher's lips I was wholly dependent on my fingers: I had to use the sense of touch in catching the vibrations of the throat, the movements of the mouth and the expression of the face; and often this sense was at fault.
  • Discouragement and weariness cast me down frequently; but the next moment the thought that I should soon be at home and show my loved ones what I had accomplished, spurred me on, and I eagerly looked forward to their pleasure in my achievement.
  • Just here, perhaps, I had better explain our use of the manual alphabet, which seems to puzzle people who do not know us.
  • When I had made speech my own, I could not wait to go home.
  • I had made my homeward journey, talking constantly to Miss Sullivan, not for the sake of talking, but determined to improve to the last minute.
  • I wrote the story when I was at home, the autumn after I had learned to speak.
  • Some one asked me if I had read it in a book.
  • This question surprised me very much; for I had not the faintest recollection of having had it read to me.
  • I had disgraced myself; I had brought suspicion upon those I loved best.
  • Something I said made her think she detected in my words a confession that I did remember Miss Canby's story of "The Frost Fairies," and she laid her conclusions before Mr. Anagnos, although I had told her most emphatically that she was mistaken.
  • He believed, or at least suspected, that Miss Sullivan and I had deliberately stolen the bright thoughts of another and imposed them on him to win his admiration.
  • I think if this sorrow had come to me when I was older, it would have broken my spirit beyond repairing.
  • Miss Sullivan had never heard of "The Frost Fairies" or of the book in which it was published.
  • But the fact remains that Miss Canby's story was read to me once, and that long after I had forgotten it, it came back to me so naturally that I never suspected that it was the child of another mind.
  • For a long time, when I wrote a letter, even to my mother, I was seized with a sudden feeling of terror, and I would spell the sentences over and over, to make sure that I had not read them in a book.
  • Everything had budded and blossomed.
  • Up to the time of the "Frost King" episode, I had lived the unconscious life of a little child; now my thoughts were turned inward, and I beheld things invisible.
  • Before October, 1893, I had studied various subjects by myself in a more or less desultory manner.
  • I had a French grammar in raised print, and as I already knew some French, I often amused myself by composing in my head short exercises, using the new words as I came across them, and ignoring rules and other technicalities as much as possible.
  • I had read many books before, but never from a critical point of view.
  • My progress in lip-reading and speech was not what my teachers and I had hoped and expected it would be.
  • When I left New York the idea had become a fixed purpose; and it was decided that I should go to Cambridge.
  • Of course my instructors had had no experience in teaching any but normal pupils, and my only means of conversing with them was reading their lips.
  • I had had, moreover, a good start in French, and received six months' instruction in Latin; but German was the subject with which I was most familiar.
  • For a while, indeed, I had to copy my Latin in braille, so that I could recite with the other girls.
  • In study hours she had to look up new words for me and read and reread notes and books I did not have in raised print.
  • Burke's speech was more instructive than any other book on a political subject that I had ever read.
  • I rejoiced over all his successes, I shut my eyes to his faults, and wondered, not that he had them, but that they had not crushed or dwarfed his soul.
  • I lived with several others in one of the pleasant houses connected with the school, the house where Mr. Howells used to live, and we all had the advantage of home life.
  • He had to pass five hours at a time to have them counted.
  • The first day I had German.
  • Mr. Gilman spelled to me what I had written, and I made such changes as I thought necessary, and he inserted them.
  • I wish to say here that I have not had this advantage since in any of my examinations.
  • In the finals, no one read my work over to me, and in the preliminaries I offered subjects with some of which I was in a measure familiar before my work in the Cambridge school; for at the beginning of the year I had passed examinations in English, History, French and German, which Mr. Gilman gave me from previous Harvard papers.
  • Mr. Gilman sent my written work to the examiners with a certificate that I, candidate No. 233, had written the papers.
  • I remember that the day the Latin paper was brought to us, Professor Schilling came in and informed me I had passed satisfactorily in German.
  • Mr. Gilman had agreed that that year I should study mathematics principally.
  • I could not follow with my eyes the geometrical figures drawn on the blackboard, and my only means of getting a clear idea of them was to make them on a cushion with straight and curved wires, which had bent and pointed ends.
  • In a word, every study had its obstacles.
  • As I have said before, I had no aptitude for mathematics; the different points were not explained to me as fully as I wished.
  • It was not until Mr. Keith taught me that I had a clear idea of mathematics.
  • Just before the books came, Mr. Gilman had begun to remonstrate with Miss Sullivan on the ground that I was working too hard, and in spite of my earnest protestations, he reduced the number of my recitations.
  • At the beginning we had agreed that I should, if necessary, take five years to prepare for college, but at the end of the first year the success of my examinations showed Miss Sullivan, Miss Harbaugh (Mr.
  • Mr. Gilman at first agreed to this; but when my tasks had become somewhat perplexing, he insisted that I was overworked, and that I should remain at his school three years longer.
  • He explained each time what I did not understand in the previous lesson, assigned new work, and took home with him the Greek exercises which I had written during the week on my typewriter, corrected them fully, and returned them to me.
  • My tutor had plenty of time to explain what I did not understand, so I got on faster and did better work than I ever did in school.
  • The first day I had Elementary Greek and Advanced Latin, and the second day Geometry, Algebra and Advanced Greek.
  • It is true that I was familiar with all literary braille in common use in this country--English, American, and New York Point; but the various signs and symbols in geometry and algebra in the three systems are very different, and I had used only the English braille in my algebra.
  • Both Mr. Keith and I were distressed and full of forebodings for the morrow; but we went over to the college a little before the examination began, and had Mr. Vining explain more fully the American symbols.
  • But when I took up algebra I had a harder time still.
  • The signs, which I had so lately learned, and which I thought I knew, perplexed me.
  • I had always done my work in braille or in my head.
  • The administrative board of Radcliffe did not realize how difficult they were making my examinations, nor did they understand the peculiar difficulties I had to surmount.
  • I had looked forward to it for years.
  • I had taken to heart the words of the wise Roman who said, "To be banished from Rome is but to live outside of Rome."
  • But I soon discovered that college was not quite the romantic lyceum I had imagined.
  • Many of the dreams that had delighted my young inexperience became beautifully less and "faded into the light of common day."
  • While my days at Radcliffe were still in the future, they were encircled with a halo of romance, which they have lost; but in the transition from romantic to actual I have learned many things I should never have known had I not tried the experiment.
  • At first I had only a few books in raised print--"readers" for beginners, a collection of stories for children, and a book about the earth called "Our World."
  • I remember she asked me if I liked little Pearl, and explained some of the words that had puzzled me.
  • Then she told me that she had a beautiful story about a little boy which she was sure I should like better than "The Scarlet Letter."
  • We had hurried through the dish-washing after luncheon, in order that we might have as long an afternoon as possible for the story.
  • The hammock was covered with pine needles, for it had not been used while my teacher was away.
  • When her fingers were too tired to spell another word, I had for the first time a keen sense of my deprivations.
  • Circumscribed as my life was in so many ways, I had to look between the covers of books for news of the world that lay outside my own.
  • I was familiar with the story of Troy before I read it in the original, and consequently I had little difficulty in making the Greek words surrender their treasures after I had passed the borderland of grammar.
  • I have had the same strange sensation even in the heart of the city.
  • In the summer of 1901 I visited Nova Scotia, and had opportunities such as I had not enjoyed before to make the acquaintance of the ocean.
  • What glorious sails we had to Bedford Basin, to McNabb's Island, to York Redoubt, and to the Northwest Arm!
  • One day we had a thrilling experience.
  • Our hearts beat fast, and our hands trembled with excitement, not fear, for we had the hearts of vikings, and we knew that our skipper was master of the situation.
  • He had steered through many a storm with firm hand and sea-wise eye.
  • I had another tree friend, gentle and more approachable than the great oak--a linden that grew in the dooryard at Red Farm.
  • We went out to see the hero that had withstood so many tempests, and it wrung my heart to see him prostrate who had mightily striven and was now mightily fallen.
  • I have had many dog friends--huge mastiffs, soft-eyed spaniels, wood-wise setters and honest, homely bull terriers.
  • I had often read the story, but I had never felt the charm of Rip's slow, quaint, kind ways as I did in the play.
  • I was only just learning to speak, and had previously repeated her name until I could say it perfectly.
  • He had invited Miss Sullivan and me to call on him one Sunday afternoon.
  • It was early in the spring, just after I had learned to speak.
  • I had made my beloved poet weep, and I was greatly distressed.
  • He had a book of his poems in raised print from which I read "In School Days."
  • He was delighted that I could pronounce the words so well, and said that he had no difficulty in understanding me.
  • Here in Dr. Bell's laboratory, or in the fields on the shore of the great Bras d'Or, I have spent many delightful hours listening to what he had to tell me about his experiments, and helping him fly kites by means of which he expects to discover the laws that shall govern the future air-ship.
  • He makes you feel that if you only had a little more time, you, too, might be an inventor.
  • They were all gentle and sympathetic and I felt the charm of their manner as much as I had felt the brilliancy of their essays and poems.
  • They had a pretty Christmas-tree, and there were many pretty presents on it for little children.
  • I had a mug, and little bird and candy.
  • I had many lovely things for Christmas.
  • On May 26th they arrived in Boston and went to the Perkins Institution; here Helen met the little blind girls with whom she had corresponded the year before.
  • I had a very pleasant time at Brewster.
  • I went in bathing almost every day and Carrie and Frank and little Helen and I had fun.
  • Teacher and I had a lovely time with many kind friends.
  • Pony's name was Mollie and I had a nice ride on her back; I was not afraid, I hope my uncle will get me a dear little pony and a little cart very soon.
  • I played with many little girls and we had fun.
  • One day there was a great shout on the ship for the people saw the land and they were full of joy because they had reached a new country safely.
  • My puppy has had his supper and gone to bed.
  • I had many lovely presents given to me.
  • The other day I had a fine party.
  • Then we had great fun.
  • He had climbed the high mountains in Switzerland and visited beautiful churches in Italy and France, and he saw a great many ancient castles.
  • Thursday we had a picnic.
  • Mildred and I had our pictures taken while we were in Huntsville.
  • She had a most beautiful doll given her.
  • Oh, it was a lovely and delicate doll! but the little girl's brother, a tall lad, had taken the doll, and set it up in a high tree in the garden, and had run away.
  • Daisy is happy, but she would be happy ever if she had a little mate.
  • We had some of them for supper, and they were very nice.
  • My Dear Mr. Wade:--I have just received a letter from my mother, telling me that the beautiful mastiff puppy you sent me had arrived in Tuscumbia safely.
  • I had a lovely letter from the poet Whittier.
  • We had a very nice dinner on Thanksgiving day,--turkey and plum-pudding.
  • This was the first home-going after she had learned to "talk with her mouth."
  • After we had had some breakfast we went up to see Mr. Anagnos.
  • Jack Frost had dressed them in gold and crimson.
  • At first I was very sorry when I found that the sun had hidden his shining face behind dull clouds, but afterwards I thought why he did it, and then I was happy.
  • I had two or three hundred others and thine was one of the most welcome of all.
  • Of course the sun did not shine, but we had great open wood fires in the rooms, which were all very sweet with roses and other flowers, which were sent to me from distant friends; and fruits of all kinds from California and other places.
  • I cannot begin to tell you how delighted I was when Mr. Anagnos told me that you had sent him some money to help educate "Baby Tom."
  • Then I knew that you had not forgotten the dear little child, for the gift brought with it the thought of tender sympathy.
  • This wonderful world with all its sunlight and beauty was hidden from me, and I had never dreamed of its loveliness.
  • I had a beautiful visit at Hulton.
  • I had one gift which especially pleased me.
  • I have loved you for a long time, but I did not think you had ever heard of me until your sweet message came.
  • You must have wondered why your letter has not had an answer, and perhaps you have thought Teacher and me very naughty indeed.
  • I had intended to write the sketch during my vacation: but I was not well, and I did not feel able to write even to my friends.
  • I often think of the pleasant time we had all together in Boston last spring.
  • I had the same feeling once before when I first stood by the great ocean and felt its waves beating against the shore.
  • I sat in King Ludwig's armchair and felt like a queen when Dr. Gillett remarked that I had many loyal subjects.
  • We also rode in the Ferris wheel, and on the ice-railway, and had a sail in the Whale-back....
  • She had taken a few piano lessons at the Perkins Institution.
  • TO MRS. KATE ADAMS KELLER New York, March 31, 1895. ...Teacher and I spent the afternoon at Mr. Hutton's, and had a most delightful time!...
  • I had known about them for a long time; but I had never thought that I should see them, and talk to them; and I can scarcely realize now that this great pleasure has been mine!
  • I might have seen Mrs. Wiggin, the sweet author of "Birds' Christmas Carol," but she had a dangerous cough and could not come.
  • Our friends were greatly surprised to see us, as they had not expected us before the last of this month.
  • We had to change cars at Philadelphia; but we did not mind it much.
  • After we had had our breakfast, Teacher asked one of the train-men in the station if the New York train was made up.
  • We had a quiet but very pleasant time in Hulton.
  • He has lately had several books printed in England for me, "Old Mortality," "The Castle of Otranto" and "King of No-land."...
  • Almost two weeks ago we called at Mr. Hutton's and had a delightful time.
  • Mr. Warner and Mr. Burroughs, the great lover of nature, came to see us a few days after, and we had a delightful talk with them.
  • We had looked forward to seeing you there, and so we were greatly disappointed that you did not come.
  • We spent about three weeks in Boston, after leaving New York, and I need not tell you we had a most delightful time.
  • ...What a splendid time we had at the "Players' Club."
  • We have had some splendid toboganning this month.
  • This is the first opportunity I have had to write to you since we came here last Monday.
  • Poor Teacher has had her hands full, attending to movers, and express-men, and all sorts of people.
  • It is like a beautiful maiden, who always lived in a palace, surrounded by a magnificent court; while the "Iliad" is like a splendid youth, who has had the earth for his playground.
  • They look down pityingly on the country-folk, who have never had an opportunity "to see the great world."
  • My teacher and I had a good laugh over the girls' frolic.
  • TO MR. JOHN HITZ 12 Newbury Street, Boston, February 3, 1899. ...I had an exceedingly interesting experience last Monday.
  • She had previously obtained permission from General Loring, Supt. of the Museum, for me to touch the statues, especially those which represented my old friends in the "Iliad" and "Aeneid."
  • She looked as if she had just risen from the foam of the sea, and her loveliness was like a strain of heavenly music.
  • So you see, I had a foretaste of the pleasure which I hope some day to have of visiting Florence.
  • I have just had some pictures taken, and if they are good, I would like to send one to Mr. Rogers, if you think he would like to have it.
  • How I wish I had eyes to see them!
  • She has not had a vacation for twelve years, think of it, and all that time she has been the sunshine of my life.
  • TO MRS. LAURENCE HUTTON [Boston] May 28th [1899]. ...We have had a hard day.
  • The other day, I met a deaf Norwegian gentleman, who knows Ragnhild Kaata and her teacher very well, and we had a very interesting conversation about her.
  • But I must confess, I had a hard time on the second day of my examinations.
  • Consequently, I did not do so well as I should have done, if Teacher had been allowed to read the Algebra and Geometry to me.
  • She said I had already shown the world that I could do the college work, by passing all my examinations successfully, in spite of many obstacles.
  • She showed me how very foolish it would be for me to pursue a four years' course of study at Radcliffe, simply to be like other girls, when I might better be cultivating whatever ability I had for writing.
  • But, while we were discussing plans for the winter, a suggestion which Dr. Hale had made long ago flashed across Teacher's mind--that I might take courses somewhat like those offered at Radcliffe, under the instruction of the professors in these courses.
  • The first day I had Elementary Greek and Advanced Latin, and the second day Geometry, Algebra and Advanced Greek.
  • I had used it all through my school work, and never any other system.
  • But, when I took up Algebra, I had a harder time still--I was terribly handicapped by my imperfect knowledge of the notation.
  • The signs, which I had learned the day before, and which I thought I knew perfectly, confused me.
  • We've just had four lovely dresses made by a French dressmaker.
  • We could hear the yells of the boys and the cheers of the lookers-on as plainly in our room as if we had been on the field.
  • Mrs. Hutton had already written to mother, asking her to telegraph if she was willing for me to have other advisers besides herself and Teacher.
  • This morning we received word that mother had given her consent to this arrangement.
  • We had a long talk with Dr. Bell.
  • I had had misgivings on this point; but I could not see how we were to help it.
  • We clapped our hands and shouted;--went away beaming with pleasure, and Teacher and I felt more light of heart than we had for sometime.
  • She could not even walk and had very little use of her hands.
  • I was in New York not long ago and I saw Miss Rhoades, who told me that she had seen Katie McGirr.
  • I had a splendid time; the toasts and speeches were great fun.
  • Did I tell you in my last letter that I had a new dress, a real party dress with low neck and short sleeves and quite a train?
  • Anyway, he certainly never had a dress like mine!...
  • I have had a letter from Mrs. Thaw with regard to the possibility of doing something for these children.
  • A little bird had already sung the good news in my ear; but it was doubly pleasant to have it straight from you.
  • He had just constructed a boat that could be propelled by a kite with the wind in its favor, and one day he tried experiments to see if he could steer the kite against the wind.
  • On one of them I noticed that the strings were of wire, and having had some experience in bead work, I said I thought they would break.
  • Altogether we had great fun....
  • If he had not taken upon himself the responsibility of Laura Bridgman's education and led her out of the pit of Acheron back to her human inheritance, should I be a sophomore at Radcliffe College to-day--who can say?
  • Whatever doubts Miss Keller herself may have had are now at rest.
  • He quoted the passages in which she explains that college is not the "universal Athens" she had hoped to find, and cited the cases of other remarkable persons whose college life had proved disappointing.
  • The way in which Miss Keller wrote her story shows, as nothing else can show, the difficulties she had to overcome.
  • Last July, when she had finished under great pressure of work her final chapter, she set to work to rewrite the whole story.
  • Her good friend, Mr. William Wade, had a complete braille copy made for her from the magazine proofs.
  • Then for the first time she had her whole manuscript under her finger at once.
  • She sat running her finger over the braille manuscript, stopping now and then to refer to the braille notes on which she had indicated her corrections, all the time reading aloud to verify the manuscript.
  • Miss Keller is tall and strongly built, and has always had good health.
  • But she was not satisfied until she had carried out her purpose and entered college.
  • If any one whom she is touching laughs at a joke, she laughs, too, just as if she had heard it.
  • Miss Keller used to knit and crochet, but she has had better things to do.
  • If she had any conception, there is no way of discovering it now; for she cannot remember, and obviously there was no record at the time.
  • She had no conception of God before she heard the word "God," as her comments very clearly show.
  • Her sense of time is excellent, but whether it would have developed as a special faculty cannot be known, for she has had a watch since she was seven years old.
  • Some time ago, when a policeman shot dead her dog, a dearly loved daily companion, she found in her forgiving heart no condemnation for the man; she only said, 'If he had only known what a good dog she was, he wouldn't have shot her.'
  • It is now sixty-five years since Dr. Samuel Gridley Howe knew that he had made his way through Laura Bridgman's fingers to her intelligence.
  • As head of the Perkins Institution for the Blind in Boston, he heard of Laura Bridgman and had her brought to the Institution on October 4, 1837.
  • Dr. Howe was an experimental scientist and had in him the spirit of New England transcendentalism with its large faith and large charities.
  • After Laura's education had progressed for two months with the use only of raised letters, Dr. Howe sent one of his teachers to learn the manual alphabet from a deaf-mute.
  • As soon as a thing was done, a definite goal passed, the teacher did not always look back and describe the way she had come.
  • As Mr. Anagnos was the head of a great institution, what he said had much more effect than the facts in Miss Sullivan's account on which he based his statements.
  • Teachers of the deaf proved a priori that what Miss Sullivan had done could not be, and some discredit was reflected on her statements, because they were surrounded by the vague eloquence of Mr. Anagnos.
  • Some of the details she had forgotten, as she grew more and more to generalize.
  • The only time she had to prepare herself for the work with her pupil was from August, 1886, when Captain Keller wrote, to February, 1887.
  • It must be remembered that Miss Sullivan had to solve her problems unaided by previous experience or the assistance of any other teacher.
  • They said somebody had met every train for two days.
  • Friends had probably brought her candy in their bags, and she expected to find some in mine.
  • I made her understand, by pointing to a trunk in the hall and to myself and nodding my head, that I had a trunk, and then made the sign that she had used for eating, and nodded again.
  • Somehow I had expected to see a pale, delicate child--I suppose I got the idea from Dr. Howe's description of Laura Bridgman when she came to the Institution.
  • Then I took the doll, meaning to give it back to her when she had made the letters; but she thought I meant to take it from her, and in an instant she was in a temper, and tried to seize the doll.
  • The two letters "c-a," you see, had reminded her of Fridays "lesson"--not that she had any idea that cake was the name of the thing, but it was simply a matter of association, I suppose.
  • I made the signs that she had used when she wished me to go for the cake, and pushed her toward the door.
  • She had not finished the cake she was eating, and I took it away, indicating that if she brought the doll I would give her back the cake.
  • She had no further trouble and filled the string quickly, too quickly, in fact.
  • She tied the ends together when she had finished the string, and put the beads round her neck.
  • I had a lot to say, and couldn't stop to think how to express things neatly.
  • I had a battle royal with Helen this morning.
  • Then we had another tussle over folding her napkin.
  • When she had finished, she threw it on the floor and ran toward the door.
  • I had an idea that I could win the love and confidence of my little pupil by the same means that I should use if she could see and hear.
  • I had a good, frank talk with Mrs. Keller, and explained to her how difficult it was going to be to do anything with Helen under the existing circumstances.
  • We had a good frolic this morning out in the garden.
  • It seems that Mr. Anagnos had heard of Helen before he received Captain Keller's letter last summer.
  • Only a few hours after my talk with Captain and Mrs. Keller (and they had agreed to everything), Helen took a notion that she wouldn't use her napkin at table.
  • She had put the napkin under her chin, instead of pinning it at the back, as was her custom.
  • After spelling half the words, she stopped suddenly, as if a thought had flashed into her mind, and felt for the napkin.
  • In a previous letter I think I wrote you that "mug" and "milk" had given Helen more trouble than all the rest.
  • All the way back to the house she was highly excited, and learned the name of every object she touched, so that in a few hours she had adDED THIRTY NEW WORDS TO HER VOCABULARY.
  • She had signs for SMALL and LARGE long before I came to her.
  • After she had played with them a little while, the thought occurred to her that the puppies must have special names, like people, and she asked for the name of each pup.
  • She evidently understood that VERY was the name of the new thing that had come into her head; for all the way back to the house she used the word VERY correctly.
  • Indeed, I feel as if I had never seen anything until now, Helen finds so much to ask about along the way.
  • I had no idea she knew what a letter was.
  • She knew, too, that I sometimes write "letters to blind girls" on the slate; but I didn't suppose that she had any clear idea what a letter was.
  • I asked her what she had written to Frank.
  • She had evidently been reading, and fallen asleep.
  • I had no idea a short time ago how to go to work; I was feeling about in the dark; but somehow I know now, and I know that I know.
  • They tell us that Helen is "overdoing," that her mind is too active (these very people thought she had no mind at all a few months ago!) and suggest many absurd and impossible remedies.
  • It's queer how ready people always are with advice in any real or imaginary emergency, and no matter how many times experience has shown them to be wrong, they continue to set forth their opinions, as if they had received them from the Almighty!
  • We had a glorious thunder-tempest last night, and it's much cooler to-day.
  • We all feel refreshed, as if we'd had a shower-bath.
  • The same day she had learned, at different times, the words: hOUSE, WEED, DUST, SWING, MOLASSES, FAST, SLOW, MAPLE-SUGAR and COUNTER, and she had not forgotten one of these last.
  • She was (or imagined she was) putting on paper the things which had interested her.
  • When she had finished the letter she carried it to her mother and spelled, "Frank letter," and gave it to her brother to take to the post-office.
  • She had been with me to take letters to the post-office.
  • I had hoped this would never happen again.
  • It seems Viney had attempted to take a glass, which Helen was filling with stones, fearing that she would break it.
  • I told her that she had better not talk about it any more, but think.
  • I had a letter from Laura Bridgman last Sunday.
  • We had a beautiful time in Huntsville.
  • The next morning we were astonished to find that she remembered all of them, and recognized every one she had met the night before.
  • We had Helen's picture taken with a fuzzy, red-eyed little poodle, who got himself into my lady's good graces by tricks and cunning devices known only to dogs with an instinct for getting what they want.
  • She remembers all that I told her about it, and in telling her mother REPEATED THE VERY WORDS AND PHRASES I HAD USED IN DESCRIBING IT TO HER.
  • You see, I had to use words and images with which she was familiar through the sense of touch.
  • I reminded her of the corn, beans and watermelon-seed she had planted in the spring, and told her that the tall corn in the garden, and the beans and watermelon vines had grown from those seeds.
  • I had no difficulty in making it clear to her that if plants and animals didn't produce offspring after their kind, they would cease to exist, and everything in the world would soon die.
  • Helen had a letter this morning from her uncle, Doctor Keller.
  • She was much pleased with the letter, and after she had asked all the questions she could think of, she took it to her mother, who was sewing in the hall, and read it to her.
  • It was amusing to see her hold it before her eyes and spell the sentences out on her fingers, just as I had done.
  • In the meantime Mildred had got the letter and crept away with it.
  • Mrs. Keller took the baby in her arms, and when we had succeeded in pacifying her, I asked Helen, "What did you do to baby?"
  • You see, she had an idea that the colour of our thoughts matched that of our skin.
  • I doubt if any teacher ever had a work of such absorbing interest.
  • I had two letters from Mr. Anagnos last week.
  • For the first lesson I had two balls, one made of worsted, large and soft, the other a bullet.
  • Just then I had no sentences in raised letters which she could understand; but she would sit for hours feeling each word in her book.
  • About this time I sent a list of the words she knew to Mr. Anagnos, and he very kindly had them printed for her.
  • As she had now learned to express her ideas on paper, I next taught her the braille system.
  • She learned it gladly when she discovered that she could herself read what she had written; and this still affords her constant pleasure.
  • We took Helen to the circus, and had "the time of our lives"!
  • I don't know who had the best time, the monkeys, Helen or the spectators.
  • Do you remember what a happy time we had last Christmas?
  • Saturday the school-children had their tree, and I took Helen.
  • It was the first Christmas tree she had ever seen, and she was puzzled, and asked many questions.
  • She placed them in a chair, resisting all temptation to look at them until every child had received his gifts.
  • One little girl had fewer presents than the rest, and Helen insisted on sharing her gifts with her.
  • After dinner it began to snow, and we had a good frolic and an interesting lesson about the snow.
  • It was the first snow I had seen here, and it made me a little homesick.
  • Of course, she hung her stocking--two of them lest Santa Claus should forget one, and she lay awake for a long time and got up two or three times to see if anything had happened.
  • She had a trunk and clothes for Nancy, and her comment was, "Now Nancy will go to party."
  • How ridiculous it is to say I had drunk so copiously of the noble spirit of Dr. Howe that I was fired with the desire to rescue from darkness and obscurity the little Alabamian!
  • We had a splendid time in Memphis, but I didn't rest much.
  • I don't know what I should have done, had some of the young people not learned to talk with her.
  • The stores in Memphis are very good, and I managed to spend all the money that I had with me.
  • She had a silver dollar and a dime.
  • I had Helen begin a journal March 1st.[Most of this journal was lost.
  • I had letter from Robert.
  • Dr. Keller distributed the extracts from the report that Mr. Anagnos sent me, and he could have disposed of a thousand if he had had them.
  • He had never heard of "talking-gloves"; but I explained that she had seen a glove on which the alphabet was printed, and evidently thought they could be bought.
  • He asked me how I had taught Helen adjectives and the names of abstract ideas like goodness and happiness.
  • These same questions had been asked me a hundred times by the learned doctors.
  • If you had called these sensations respectively BLACK and WHITE, he would have adopted them as readily; but he would mean by BLACK and WHITE the same things that he means by SWEET and SOUR.
  • I was incredulous when he first told me the secret.
  • A little girl had written: I have a new dress.
  • I asked her if the little girl who had written about the new dress was particularly pleased with her dress.
  • Several experiments were tried, to determine positively whether or not she had any perception of sound.
  • She would turn her head, smile, and act as though she had heard what was said.
  • This time her countenance changed whenever she was spoken to, but there was not such a decided lighting up of the features as when I had held her hand.
  • Even before I knew her, she had handled a dead chicken, or bird, or some other small animal.
  • This was the first time that she had heard the word.
  • Helen had been given a bed and carriage for her dolls, which she had received and used like any other gift.
  • One morning she was greatly distressed by finding that one of the dogs had a block fastened to her collar.
  • I got the milk to show her that she had used the correct word; but I did not let her drink it until she had, with my assistance, made a complete sentence, as "Give Helen some milk to drink."
  • It was raining very hard and he had a very large umbrella to keep off the rain-drops.
  • He had a bag in one hand.
  • Between these humps she had placed her doll, which she was giving a ride around the room.
  • I watched her for some time as she moved about, trying to take long strides in order to carry out the idea I had given her of a camel's gait.
  • There was a hopeless look in the dull eye that I could not help noticing, and then, as I was thinking where I had seen that horse before, she looked full at me and said, 'Black Beauty, is that you?'
  • After she had read "The Battlefield," by the same author, I asked her which verse she thought was the most beautiful.
  • Until October, 1889, I had not deemed it best to confine Helen to any regular and systematic course of study.
  • She had learned the printed letters, and for some time had amused herself by making simple sentences, using slips on which the words were printed in raised letters; but these sentences had no special relation to one another.
  • When she had read the words of the second sentence, I showed her that there really was a mouse in the box.
  • Finally she one day demanded a name for the power, the existence of which she had already conceived in her own mind.
  • She had met with the expression Mother Nature in the course of her reading, and for a long time she was in the habit of ascribing to Mother Nature whatever she felt to be beyond the power of man to accomplish.
  • After May, 1890, it was evident to me that she had reached a point where it was impossible to keep from her the religious beliefs held by those with whom she was in daily contact.
  • As we were passing a large globe a short time after she had written the questions, she stopped before it and asked, "Who made the REAL world?"
  • When her friend added that some of the pupils he had seen in Budapest had more than one hundred tunes in their heads, she said, laughing, "I think their heads must be very noisy."
  • The necessity of laws and penalties had to be explained to her.
  • At first, the words, phrases and sentences which she used in expressing her thoughts were all reproductions of what we had used in conversation with her, and which her memory had unconsciously retained.
  • She had been living in a world she could not realize.
  • I always tried to find out what interested her most, and made that the starting-point for the new lesson, whether it had any bearing on the lesson I had planned to teach or not.
  • Helen has had the best and purest models in language constantly presented to her, and her conversation and her writing are unconscious reproductions of what she has read.
  • When at the age of fourteen she had had but a few lessons in German, she read over the words of "Wilhelm Tell" and managed to get the story.
  • Often I found her, when she had a little leisure, sitting in her favourite corner, in a chair whose arms supported the big volume prepared for the blind, and passing her finger slowly over the lines of Moliere's 'Le Medecin Malgre Lui,' chuckling to herself at the comical situations and humorous lines.
  • In the first place she had nineteen months' experience of sight and sound.
  • She had inherited vigour of body and mind.
  • I knew that Laura Bridgman had shown the same intuitive desire to produce sounds, and had even learned to pronounce a few simple words, which she took great delight in using, and I did not doubt that Helen could accomplish as much as this.
  • She was already perfectly familiar with words and the construction of sentences, and had only mechanical difficulties to overcome.
  • Before describing the process of teaching Helen to speak, it may be well to state briefly to what extent she had used the vocal organs before she began to receive regular instruction in articulation.
  • At the time when I became her teacher, she had made for herself upward of sixty signs, all of which were imitative and were readily understood by those who knew her.
  • The only words she had learned to pronounce with any degree of distinctness previous to March, 1890, were PAPA, MAMMA, BABY, SISTER.
  • These words she had caught without instruction from the lips of friends.
  • President Roosevelt had little difficulty last spring in making Miss Keller understand him, and especially requested Miss Sullivan not to spell into her hand.
  • But she knows better than any one else what value speech has had for her.
  • The reason why she read to her pupil so many good books is due, in some measure, to the fact that she had so recently recovered her eyesight.
  • I inquired of her where she had read this; she did not remember having read it, did not seem to know that she had learned it.
  • As I had never heard it, I inquired of several of my friends if they recalled the words; no one seemed to remember it.
  • It would seem that Helen had learned and treasured the memory of this expression of the poet, and this morning in the snow-storm had found its application.
  • I knew that in that sunny land spring had come in all its splendour.
  • In a letter to a friend at the Perkins Institution, dated May 17, 1889, she gives a reproduction from one of Hans Christian Andersen's stories, which I had read to her not long before.
  • As we had never seen or heard of any such story as this before, we inquired of her where she read it; she replied, "I did not read it; it is my story for Mr. Anagnos's birthday."
  • As I had never read this story, or even heard of the book, I inquired of Helen if she knew anything about the matter, and found she did not.
  • This became a difficult task, as her publishers in Philadelphia had retired from business many years ago; however, it was eventually discovered that her residence is at Wilmington, Delaware, and copies of the second edition of the book, 1889, were obtained from her.
  • I wonder if you would like to have me tell you a pretty dream which I had a long time ago when I was a very little child?
  • It was quite early, the sun had not been up very long; the birds were just beginning to sing joyously.
  • They would not awake until the sun had smiled lovingly upon them.
  • It was very beautiful; but the idle fairies were too much frightened at the mischief their disobedience had caused, to admire the beauty of the forest, and at once tried to hide themselves among the bushes, lest King Frost should come and punish them.
  • Their fears were well founded, for their long absence had alarmed the king, and he had started out to look for his tardy servants, and just as they were all hidden, he came along slowly, looking on all sides for the fairies.
  • And when he came to the nut trees, and saw the shells left by the idle fairies and all the traces of their frolic, he knew exactly how they had acted, and that they had disobeyed him by playing and loitering on their way through the woods.
  • What we had supposed to be peaks were in reality a thousand glittering spires.
  • Their fears were well founded, for their long absence had alarmed the King, and he mounted North Wind and went out in search of his tardy couriers.
  • Of course, he had not gone far when he noticed the brightness of the leaves, and he quickly guessed the cause when he saw the broken jars from which the treasure was still dropping.
  • At first King Frost was very angry, and the fairies trembled and crouched lower in their hiding-places, and I do not know what might have happened to them if just then a party of boys and girls had not entered the wood.
  • Now Helen, in her letter of February, 1890 (quoted above), alludes to this story of Miss Canby's as a dream "WHICH I HAD A LONG TIME AGO WHEN I WAS A VERY LITTLE CHILD."
  • 'I thought everybody had the same thought about the leaves, but I do not know now.
  • I first tried to ascertain what had suggested to Helen's mind the particular fancies which made her story seem like a reproduction of one written by Miss Margaret Canby.
  • Helen told me that for a long time she had thought of Jack Frost as a king, because of the many treasures which he possessed.
  • Such rich treasures must be kept in a safe place, and so she had imagined them stored in jars and vases in one part of the royal palace.
  • I asked Helen what stories she had read about Jack Frost.
  • She could not remember that any one had ever read to her any stories about King Frost, but said she had talked with her teacher about Jack Frost and the wonderful things he did.
  • On Miss Sullivan's return to Brewster, she read to Helen the story of "Little Lord Fauntleroy," which she had purchased in Boston for the purpose.
  • The episode had a deadening effect on Helen Keller and on Miss Sullivan, who feared that she had allowed the habit of imitation, which has in truth made Miss Keller a writer, to go too far.
  • In the early years of her education she had only good things to read; some were, indeed, trivial and not excellent in style, but not one was positively bad in manner or substance.
  • When she came to retell the story in a fuller form, the echo was still in her mind of the phrases she had written nine years before.
  • In the cold, dreary month of February, when I was nineteen months old, I had a serious illness.
  • But early one morning the fever left me as mysteriously and unexpectedly as it had come, and I fell into a quiet sleep.
  • They did not know for some time after my recovery that the cruel fever had taken my sight and hearing; taken all the light and music and gladness out of my little life.
  • But I was too young to realize what had happened.
  • Soon even my childish voice was stilled, because I had ceased to hear any sound.
  • After all, sight and hearing are but two of the beautiful blessings which God had given me.
  • A beautiful summer day had dawned, the day on which I was to make the acquaintance of a somber and mysterious friend.
  • For the first time since my entrance into Radcliffe I had the opportunity to make friends with all my classmates...
  • I was very fond of bananas, and one night I dreamed that I found a long string of them in the dining-room, near the cupboard, all peeled and deliciously ripe, and all I had to do was to stand under the string and eat as long as I could eat.
  • Miss Sullivan had put out the light and gone away, thinking I was sound asleep.
  • Perhaps this was a confused recollection of the story I had heard not long before about Red Riding Hood.
  • At all events, I slipped down from the bed and nestled close to the fire which had not flickered out.
  • The Indians had advanced so far as to regulate the effect of the wind by a mat suspended over the hole in the roof and moved by a string.
  • There is actually no place in this village for a work of fine art, if any had come down to us, to stand, for our lives, our houses and streets, furnish no proper pedestal for it.
  • They were pleasant spring days, in which the winter of man's discontent was thawing as well as the earth, and the life that had lain torpid began to stretch itself.
  • Before I had done I was more the friend than the foe of the pine tree, though I had cut down some of them, having become better acquainted with it.
  • Sometimes a rambler in the wood was attracted by the sound of my axe, and we chatted pleasantly over the chips which I had made.
  • I had already bought the shanty of James Collins, an Irishman who worked on the Fitchburg Railroad, for boards.
  • It was dark, and had a dirt floor for the most part, dank, clammy, and aguish, only here a board and there a board which would not bear removal.
  • In her own words, they were "good boards overhead, good boards all around, and a good window"--of two whole squares originally, only the cat had passed out that way lately.
  • To my astonishment I was informed on leaving college that I had studied navigation!--why, if I had taken one turn down the harbor I should have known more about it.
  • To meet the objections of some inveterate cavillers, I may as well state, that if I dined out occasionally, as I always had done, and I trust shall have opportunities to do again, it was frequently to the detriment of my domestic arrangements.
  • They were a real cereal fruit which I ripened, and they had to my senses a fragrance like that of other noble fruits, which I kept in as long as possible by wrapping them in cloths.
  • There is a plenty of such chairs as I like best in the village garrets to be had for taking them away.
  • The whole of my winters, as well as most of my summers, I had free and clear for study.
  • One young man of my acquaintance, who has inherited some acres, told me that he thought he should live as I did, if he had the means.
  • My imagination carried me so far that I even had the refusal of several farms--the refusal was all I wanted--but I never got my fingers burned by actual possession.
  • The nearest that I came to actual possession was when I bought the Hollowell place, and had begun to sort my seeds, and collected materials with which to make a wheelbarrow to carry it on or off with; but before the owner gave me a deed of it, his wife--every man has such a wife--changed her mind and wished to keep it, and he offered me ten dollars to release him.
  • Now, to speak the truth, I had but ten cents in the world, and it surpassed my arithmetic to tell, if I was that man who had ten cents, or who had a farm, or ten dollars, or all together.
  • I have frequently seen a poet withdraw, having enjoyed the most valuable part of a farm, while the crusty farmer supposed that he had got a few wild apples only.
  • I was in haste to buy it, before the proprietor finished getting out some rocks, cutting down the hollow apple trees, and grubbing up some young birches which had sprung up in the pasture, or, in short, had made any more of his improvements.
  • All that I could say, then, with respect to farming on a large scale--I have always cultivated a garden--was, that I had had my seeds ready.
  • To my imagination it retained throughout the day more or less of this auroral character, reminding me of a certain house on a mountain which I had visited a year before.
  • I did not need to go outdoors to take the air, for the atmosphere within had lost none of its freshness.
  • Both place and time were changed, and I dwelt nearer to those parts of the universe and to those eras in history which had most attracted me.
  • I discovered that my house actually had its site in such a withdrawn, but forever new and unprofaned, part of the universe.
  • I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived.
  • Hardly a man takes a half-hour's nap after dinner, but when he wakes he holds up his head and asks, "What's the news?" as if the rest of mankind had stood his sentinels.
  • "Pray tell me anything new that has happened to a man anywhere on this globe"--and he reads it over his coffee and rolls, that a man has had his eyes gouged out this morning on the Wachito River; never dreaming the while that he lives in the dark unfathomed mammoth cave of this world, and has but the rudiment of an eye himself.
  • Incessant labor with my hands, at first, for I had my house to finish and my beans to hoe at the same time, made more study impossible.
  • They had not learned the nobler dialects of Greece and Rome, but the very materials on which they were written were waste paper to them, and they prized instead a cheap contemporary literature.
  • But when the several nations of Europe had acquired distinct though rude written languages of their own, sufficient for the purposes of their rising literatures, then first learning revived, and scholars were enabled to discern from that remoteness the treasures of antiquity.
  • There is a work in several volumes in our Circulating Library entitled "Little Reading," which I thought referred to a town of that name which I had not been to.
  • Most men do not know that any nation but the Hebrews have had a scripture.
  • It is time that we had uncommon schools, that we did not leave off our education when we begin to be men and women.
  • As the sparrow had its trill, sitting on the hickory before my door, so had I my chuckle or suppressed warble which he might hear out of my nest.
  • I had this advantage, at least, in my mode of life, over those who were obliged to look abroad for amusement, to society and the theatre, that my life itself was become my amusement and never ceased to be novel.
  • If we were always, indeed, getting our living, and regulating our lives according to the last and best mode we had learned, we should never be troubled with ennui.
  • When my floor was dirty, I rose early, and, setting all my furniture out of doors on the grass, bed and bedstead making but one budget, dashed water on the floor, and sprinkled white sand from the pond on it, and then with a broom scrubbed it clean and white; and by the time the villagers had broken their fast the morning sun had dried my house sufficiently to allow me to move in again, and my meditations were almost uninterupted.
  • The sumach (Rhus glabra) grew luxuriantly about the house, pushing up through the embankment which I had made, and growing five or six feet the first season.
  • In August, the large masses of berries, which, when in flower, had attracted many wild bees, gradually assumed their bright velvety crimson hue, and by their weight again bent down and broke the tender limbs.
  • He had never seen such a dull and out-of-the-way place; the folks were all gone off; why, you couldn't even hear the whistle!
  • Next Spanish hides, with the tails still preserving their twist and the angle of elevation they had when the oxen that wore them were careering over the pampas of the Spanish Main--a type of all obstinacy, and evincing how almost hopeless and incurable are all constitutional vices.
  • Regularly at half-past seven, in one part of the summer, after the evening train had gone by, the whip-poor-wills chanted their vespers for half an hour, sitting on a stump by my door, or upon the ridge-pole of the house.
  • I had a rare opportunity to become acquainted with their habits.
  • I could always tell if visitors had called in my absence, either by the bended twigs or grass, or the print of their shoes, and generally of what sex or age or quality they were by some slight trace left, as a flower dropped, or a bunch of grass plucked and thrown away, even as far off as the railroad, half a mile distant, or by the lingering odor of a cigar or pipe.
  • We meet at very short intervals, not having had time to acquire any new value for each other.
  • We have had to agree on a certain set of rules, called etiquette and politeness, to make this frequent meeting tolerable and that we need not come to open war.
  • At one o'clock the next day Massasoit "brought two fishes that he had shot," about thrice as big as a bream.
  • This meal only we had in two nights and a day; and had not one of us bought a partridge, we had taken our journey fasting.
  • Fearing that they would be light-headed for want of food and also sleep, owing to "the savages' barbarous singing, (for they use to sing themselves asleep,)" and that they might get home while they had strength to travel, they departed.
  • They had nothing to eat themselves, and they were wiser than to think that apologies could supply the place of food to their guests; so they drew their belts tighter and said nothing about it.
  • I had more visitors while I lived in the woods than at any other period in my life; I mean that I had some.
  • I had withdrawn so far within the great ocean of solitude, into which the rivers of society empty, that for the most part, so far as my needs were concerned, only the finest sediment was deposited around me.
  • He was about twenty-eight years old, and had left Canada and his father's house a dozen years before to work in the States, and earn money to buy a farm with at last, perhaps in his native country.
  • Frequently he would leave his dinner in the bushes, when his dog had caught a woodchuck by the way, and go back a mile and a half to dress it and leave it in the cellar of the house where he boarded, after deliberating first for half an hour whether he could not sink it in the pond safely till nightfall--loving to dwell long upon these themes.
  • Such an exuberance of animal spirits had he that he sometimes tumbled down and rolled on the ground with laughter at anything which made him think and tickled him.
  • In the winter he had a fire by which at noon he warmed his coffee in a kettle; and as he sat on a log to eat his dinner the chickadees would sometimes come round and alight on his arm and peck at the potato in his fingers; and he said that he "liked to have the little fellers about him."
  • He had got to find him out as you did.
  • I sometimes found the name of his native parish handsomely written in the snow by the highway, with the proper French accent, and knew that he had passed.
  • He had never heard of such things before.
  • He had worn the home-made Vermont gray, he said, and that was good.
  • He had soaked hemlock leaves in water and drank it, and thought that was better than water in warm weather.
  • He could defend many institutions better than any philosopher, because, in describing them as they concerned him, he gave the true reason for their prevalence, and speculation had not suggested to him any other.
  • I asked him once, when I had not seen him for many months, if he had got a new idea this summer.
  • "Good Lord"--said he, "a man that has to work as I do, if he does not forget the ideas he has had, he will do well.
  • He would sometimes ask me first on such occasions, if I had made any improvement.
  • Though he hesitated, and perhaps failed to express himself distinctly, he always had a presentable thought behind.
  • Half-witted men from the almshouse and elsewhere came to see me; but I endeavored to make them exercise all the wit they had, and make their confessions to me; in such cases making wit the theme of our conversation; and so was compensated.
  • The Lord had made him so, yet he supposed the Lord cared as much for him as for another.
  • It seemed that from such a basis of truth and frankness as the poor weak-headed pauper had laid, our intercourse might go forward to something better than the intercourse of sages.
  • Men who did not know when their visit had terminated, though I went about my business again, answering them from greater and greater remoteness.
  • I had more cheering visitors than the last.
  • Children come a-berrying, railroad men taking a Sunday morning walk in clean shirts, fishermen and hunters, poets and philosophers; in short, all honest pilgrims, who came out to the woods for freedom's sake, and really left the village behind, I was ready to greet with--"Welcome, Englishmen! welcome, Englishmen!" for I had had communication with that race.
  • But what right had I to oust johnswort and the rest, and break up their ancient herb garden?
  • It was the only open and cultivated field for a great distance on either side of the road, so they made the most of it; and sometimes the man in the field heard more of travellers' gossip and comment than was meant for his ear: "Beans so late! peas so late!"--for I continued to plant when others had begun to hoe--the ministerial husbandman had not suspected it.
  • Fellow-travellers as they rattled by compared it aloud with the fields which they had passed, so that I came to know how I stood in the agricultural world.
  • It was a cheap sort of top dressing in which I had entire faith.
  • And when the sound died quite away, and the hum had ceased, and the most favorable breezes told no tale, I knew that they had got the last drone of them all safely into the Middlesex hive, and that now their minds were bent on the honey with which it was smeared.
  • This was one of the great days; though the sky had from my clearing only the same everlastingly great look that it wears daily, and I saw no difference in it.
  • A long war, not with cranes, but with weeds, those Trojans who had sun and rain and dews on their side.
  • We should really be fed and cheered if when we met a man we were sure to see that some of the qualities which I have named, which we all prize more than those other productions, but which are for the most part broadcast and floating in the air, had taken root and grown in him.
  • After hoeing, or perhaps reading and writing, in the forenoon, I usually bathed again in the pond, swimming across one of its coves for a stint, and washed the dust of labor from my person, or smoothed out the last wrinkle which study had made, and for the afternoon was absolutely free.
  • I observed that the vitals of the village were the grocery, the bar-room, the post-office, and the bank; and, as a necessary part of the machinery, they kept a bell, a big gun, and a fire-engine, at convenient places; and the houses were so arranged as to make the most of mankind, in lanes and fronting one another, so that every traveller had to run the gauntlet, and every man, woman, and child might get a lick at him.
  • I had many a genial thought by the cabin fire "as I sailed."
  • I had gone down to the woods for other purposes.
  • Once in a while we sat together on the pond, he at one end of the boat, and I at the other; but not many words passed between us, for he had grown deaf in his later years, but he occasionally hummed a psalm, which harmonized well enough with my philosophy.
  • But now I had made my home by the shore.
  • Sometimes, after staying in a village parlor till the family had all retired, I have returned to the woods, and, partly with a view to the next day's dinner, spent the hours of midnight fishing from a boat by moonlight, serenaded by owls and foxes, and hearing, from time to time, the creaking note of some unknown bird close at hand.
  • Making another hole directly over it with an ice chisel which I had, and cutting down the longest birch which I could find in the neighborhood with my knife, I made a slip-noose, which I attached to its end, and, letting it down carefully, passed it over the knob of the handle, and drew it by a line along the birch, and so pulled the axe out again.
  • Perhaps on that spring morning when Adam and Eve were driven out of Eden Walden Pond was already in existence, and even then breaking up in a gentle spring rain accompanied with mist and a southerly wind, and covered with myriads of ducks and geese, which had not heard of the fall, when still such pure lakes sufficed them.
  • It was as good when a week old as the day it was dipped, and had no taste of the pump.
  • Sometimes, when I pushed off my boat in the morning, I disturbed a great mud-turtle which had secreted himself under the boat in the night.
  • When I approached carelessly and alarmed them, they made a sudden splash and rippling with their tails, as if one had struck the water with a brushy bough, and instantly took refuge in the depths.
  • But suddenly the dimples ceased, for they were produced by the perch, which the noise of my oars had seared into the depths, and I saw their schools dimly disappearing; so I spent a dry afternoon after all.
  • When I first paddled a boat on Walden, it was completely surrounded by thick and lofty pine and oak woods, and in some of its coves grape-vines had run over the trees next the water and formed bowers under which a boat could pass.
  • The hills which form its shores are so steep, and the woods on them were then so high, that, as you looked down from the west end, it had the appearance of an amphitheatre for some land of sylvan spectacle.
  • It was even supposed by some that the pond had sunk, and this was one of the primitive forest that formerly stood there.
  • He sawed a channel in the ice toward the shore, and hauled it over and along and out on to the ice with oxen; but, before he had gone far in his work, he was surprised to find that it was wrong end upward, with the stumps of the branches pointing down, and the small end firmly fastened in the sandy bottom.
  • It was about a foot in diameter at the big end, and he had expected to get a good saw-log, but it was so rotten as to be fit only for fuel, if for that.
  • He had some of it in his shed then.
  • If it had lasted longer it might have tinged my employments and life.
  • I had sat there many times of old before the ship was built that floated his family to America.
  • The chickens, which had also taken shelter here from the rain, stalked about the room like members of the family, too humanized, methought, to roast well.
  • The wildest scenes had become unaccountably familiar.
  • I speak of fishing only now, for I had long felt differently about fowling, and sold my gun before I went to the woods.
  • Commonly they did not think that they were lucky, or well paid for their time, unless they got a long string of fish, though they had the opportunity of seeing the pond all the while.
  • Who has not sometimes derived an inexpressible satisfaction from his food in which appetite had no share?
  • Who knows what sort of life would result if we had attained to purity?
  • He had not attended to the train of his thoughts long when he heard some one playing on a flute, and that sound harmonized with his mood.
  • Sometimes I had a companion in my fishing, who came through the village to my house from the other side of the town, and the catching of the dinner was as much a social exercise as the eating of it.
  • When I was building, one of these had its nest underneath the house, and before I had laid the second floor, and swept out the shavings, would come out regularly at lunch time and pick up the crumbs at my feet.
  • It probably had never seen a man before; and it soon became quite familiar, and would run over my shoes and up my clothes.
  • So perfect is this instinct, that once, when I had laid them on the leaves again, and one accidentally fell on its side, it was found with the rest in exactly the same position ten minutes afterward.
  • I had dug out the spring and made a well of clear gray water, where I could dip up a pailful without roiling it, and thither I went for this purpose almost every day in midsummer, when the pond was warmest.
  • Or perchance he was some Achilles, who had nourished his wrath apart, and had now come to avenge or rescue his Patroclus.
  • Once, when berrying, I met with a cat with young kittens in the woods, quite wild, and they all, like their mother, had their backs up and were fiercely spitting at me.
  • In the fall the loon (Colymbus glacialis) came, as usual, to moult and bathe in the pond, making the woods ring with his wild laughter before I had risen.
  • He dived again, but I miscalculated the direction he would take, and we were fifty rods apart when he came to the surface this time, for I had helped to widen the interval; and again he laughed long and loud, and with more reason than before.
  • The barberry's brilliant fruit was likewise food for my eyes merely; but I collected a small store of wild apples for coddling, which the proprietor and travellers had overlooked.
  • It was very exciting at that season to roam the then boundless chestnut woods of Lincoln--they now sleep their long sleep under the railroad--with a bag on my shoulder, and a stick to open burs with in my hand, for I did not always wait for the frost, amid the rustling of leaves and the loud reproofs of the red squirrels and the jays, whose half-consumed nuts I sometimes stole, for the burs which they had selected were sure to contain sound ones.
  • I had often since seen its crumpled red velvety blossom supported by the stems of other plants without knowing it to be the same.
  • Already, by the first of September, I had seen two or three small maples turned scarlet across the pond, beneath where the white stems of three aspens diverged, at the point of a promontory, next the water.
  • I thus warmed myself by the still glowing embers which the summer, like a departed hunter, had left.
  • He brought his own knife, though I had two, and we used to scour them by thrusting them into the earth.
  • The north wind had already begun to cool the pond, though it took many weeks of steady blowing to accomplish it, it is so deep.
  • I had in my cellar a firkin of potatoes, about two quarts of peas with the weevil in them, and on my shelf a little rice, a jug of molasses, and of rye and Indian meal a peck each.
  • There is as much secrecy about the cooking as if he had a design to poison you.
  • I was surprised to see how thirsty the bricks were which drank up all the moisture in my plaster before I had smoothed it, and how many pailfuls of water it takes to christen a new hearth.
  • I had the previous winter made a small quantity of lime by burning the shells of the Unio fluviatilis, which our river affords, for the sake of the experiment; so that I knew where my materials came from.
  • I might have got good limestone within a mile or two and burned it myself, if I had cared to do so.
  • The pond had in the meanwhile skimmed over in the shadiest and shallowest coves, some days or even weeks before the general freezing.
  • One day when I came to the same place forty-eight hours afterward, I found that those large bubbles were still perfect, though an inch more of ice had formed, as I could see distinctly by the seam in the edge of a cake.
  • The new ice had formed around and under the bubble, so that it was included between the two ices.
  • The snow had already covered the ground since the 25th of November, and surrounded me suddenly with the scenery of winter.
  • An old forest fence which had seen its best days was a great haul for me.
  • In the course of the summer I had discovered a raft of pitch pine logs with the bark on, pinned together by the Irish when the railroad was built.
  • I amused myself one winter day with sliding this piecemeal across the pond, nearly half a mile, skating behind with one end of a log fifteen feet long on my shoulder, and the other on the ice; or I tied several logs together with a birch withe, and then, with a longer birch or alder which had a hook at the end, dragged them across.
  • I had an old axe which nobody claimed, with which by spells in winter days, on the sunny side of the house, I played about the stumps which I had got out of my bean-field.
  • In previous years I had often gone prospecting over some bare hillside, where a pitch pine wood had formerly stood, and got out the fat pine roots.
  • But commonly I kindled my fire with the dry leaves of the forest, which I had stored up in my shed before the snow came.
  • It was as if I had left a cheerful housekeeper behind.
  • The stove not only took up room and scented the house, but it concealed the fire, and I felt as if I had lost a companion.
  • Here, by the very corner of my field, still nearer to town, Zilpha, a colored woman, had her little house, where she spun linen for the townsfolk, making the Walden Woods ring with her shrill singing, for she had a loud and notable voice.
  • Not long since I read his epitaph in the old Lincoln burying-ground, a little on one side, near the unmarked graves of some British grenadiers who fell in the retreat from Concord--where he is styled "Sippio Brister"--Scipio Africanus he had some title to be called--"a man of color," as if he were discolored.
  • I had just sunk my head on this when the bells rung fire, and in hot haste the engines rolled that way, led by a straggling troop of men and boys, and I among the foremost, for I had leaped the brook.
  • We thought it was far south over the woods--we who had run to fires before--barn, shop, or dwelling-house, or all together.
  • He had long ago bought a potter's wheel of him, and wished to know what had become of him.
  • I had read of the potter's clay and wheel in Scripture, but it had never occurred to me that the pots we use were not such as had come down unbroken from those days, or grown on trees like gourds somewhere, and I was pleased to hear that so fictile an art was ever practiced in my neighborhood.
  • If he had lived I should have made him fight his battles over again.
  • He was a man of manners, like one who had seen the world, and was capable of more civil speech than you could well attend to.
  • Little did the dusky children think that the puny slip with its two eyes only, which they stuck in the ground in the shadow of the house and daily watered, would root itself so, and outlive them, and house itself in the rear that shaded it, and grown man's garden and orchard, and tell their story faintly to the lone wanderer a half-century after they had grown up and died--blossoming as fair, and smelling as sweet, as in that first spring.
  • Whichever way we turned, it seemed that the heavens and the earth had met together, since he enhanced the beauty of the landscape.
  • There was one other with whom I had "solid seasons," long to be remembered, at his house in the village, and who looked in upon me from time to time; but I had no more for society there.
  • When I crossed Flint's Pond, after it was covered with snow, though I had often paddled about and skated over it, it was so unexpectedly wide and so strange that I could think of nothing but Baffin's Bay.
  • I also heard the whooping of the ice in the pond, my great bed-fellow in that part of Concord, as if it were restless in its bed and would fain turn over, were troubled with flatulency and had dreams; or I was waked by the cracking of the ground by the frost, as if some one had driven a team against my door, and in the morning would find a crack in the earth a quarter of a mile long and a third of an inch wide.
  • They were manifestly thieves, and I had not much respect for them; but the squirrels, though at first shy, went to work as if they were taking what was their own.
  • I used to start them in the open land also, where they had come out of the woods at sunset to "bud" the wild apple trees.
  • He had lost a dog, but found a man.
  • The hunter who told me this could remember one Sam Nutting, who used to hunt bears on Fair Haven Ledges, and exchange their skins for rum in Concord village; who told him, even, that he had seen a moose there.
  • Nutting had a famous foxhound named Burgoyne--he pronounced it Bugine--which my informant used to borrow.
  • At midnight, when there was a moon, I sometimes met with hounds in my path prowling about the woods, which would skulk out of my way, as if afraid, and stand silent amid the bushes till I had passed.
  • These trees were alive and apparently flourishing at midsummer, and many of them had grown a foot, though completely girdled; but after another winter such were without exception dead.
  • One had her form under my house all winter, separated from me only by the flooring, and she startled me each morning by her hasty departure when I began to stir--thump, thump, thump, striking her head against the floor timbers in her hurry.
  • It is hardly as if you had seen a wild creature when a rabbit or a partridge bursts away, only a natural one, as much to be expected as rustling leaves.
  • He would perhaps have placed alder branches over the narrow holes in the ice, which were four or five rods apart and an equal distance from the shore, and having fastened the end of the line to a stick to prevent its being pulled through, have passed the slack line over a twig of the alder, a foot or more above the ice, and tied a dry oak leaf to it, which, being pulled down, would show when he had a bite.
  • A factory-owner, hearing what depth I had found, thought that it could not be true, for, judging from his acquaintance with dams, sand would not lie at so steep an angle.
  • The deepest part was found to be within one hundred feet of this, still farther in the direction to which I had inclined, and was only one foot deeper, namely, sixty feet.
  • I did not know whether they had come to sow a crop of winter rye, or some other kind of grain recently introduced from Iceland.
  • They told me that they had some in the ice-houses at Fresh Pond five years old which was as good as ever.
  • But such was not the effect on Walden that year, for she had soon got a thick new garment to take the place of the old.
  • One pleasant morning after a cold night, February 24th, 1850, having gone to Flint's Pond to spend the day, I noticed with surprise, that when I struck the ice with the head of my axe, it resounded like a gong for many rods around, or as if I had struck on a tight drum-head.
  • On the 13th of March, after I had heard the bluebird, song sparrow, and red-wing, the ice was still nearly a foot thick.
  • Even ice begins with delicate crystal leaves, as if it had flowed into moulds which the fronds of waterplants have impressed on the watery mirror.
  • I heard a robin in the distance, the first I had heard for many a thousand years, methought, whose note I shall not forget for many a thousand more--the same sweet and powerful song as of yore.
  • The pitch pines and shrub oaks about my house, which had so long drooped, suddenly resumed their several characters, looked brighter, greener, and more erect and alive, as if effectually cleansed and restored by the rain.
  • But when I stood on the shore they at once rose up with a great flapping of wings at the signal of their commander, and when they had got into rank circled about over my head, twenty-nine of them, and then steered straight to Canada, with a regular honk from the leader at intervals, trusting to break their fast in muddier pools.
  • It was the most ethereal flight I had ever witnessed.
  • I had heard the wood thrush long before.
  • The phÅ“be had already come once more and looked in at my door and window, to see if my house was cavern-like enough for her, sustaining herself on humming wings with clinched talons, as if she held by the air, while she surveyed the premises.
  • Perhaps it seemed to me that I had several more lives to live, and could not spare any more time for that one.
  • I had not lived there a week before my feet wore a path from my door to the pond-side; and though it is five or six years since I trod it, it is still quite distinct.
  • Before he had found a stock in all respects suitable the city of Kouroo was a hoary ruin, and he sat on one of its mounds to peel the stick.
  • He had made a new system in making a staff, a world with full and fair proportions; in which, though the old cities and dynasties had passed away, fairer and more glorious ones had taken their places.
  • If I were confined to a corner of a garret all my days, like a spider, the world would be just as large to me while I had my thoughts about me.
  • We read that the traveller asked the boy if the swamp before him had a hard bottom.
  • But presently the traveller's horse sank in up to the girths, and he observed to the boy, "I thought you said that this bog had a hard bottom."
  • They talked to me of the age of the wine and the fame of the vintage; but I thought of an older, a newer, and purer wine, of a more glorious vintage, which they had not got, and could not buy.
  • I should have done better had I called on him.
  • If I had known how to name them, I should then have signed off in detail from all the societies which I never signed on to; but I did not know where to find a complete list.
  • I felt as if I alone of all my townsmen had paid my tax.
  • As near as I could discover, he had probably gone to bed in a barn when drunk, and smoked his pipe there; and so a barn was burnt.
  • It was like travelling into a far country, such as I had never expected to behold, to lie there for one night.
  • It seemed to me that I never had heard the town-clock strike before, nor the evening sounds of the village; for we slept with the windows open, which were inside the grating.
  • I never had seen its institutions before.
  • When they called for the vessels again, I was green enough to return what bread I had left; but my comrade seized it, and said that I should lay that up for lunch or dinner.
  • My neighbors did not thus salute me, but first looked at me, and then at one another, as if I had returned from a long journey.
  • He is the well-known Prince Bolkonski who had to retire from the army under the late Emperor, and was nicknamed 'the King of Prussia.'
  • Prince Vasili's son, Hippolyte, had come with Mortemart, whom he introduced.
  • The Abbe Morio and many others had also come.
  • The young Princess Bolkonskaya had brought some work in a gold- embroidered velvet bag.
  • First he had left a lady before she had finished speaking to him, and now he continued to speak to another who wished to get away.
  • One, chiefly masculine, had formed round the abbe.
  • She rose with the same unchanging smile with which she had first entered the room--the smile of a perfectly beautiful woman.
  • The little princess had also left the tea table and followed Helene.
  • Pierre had managed to start a conversation with the abbe about the balance of power, and the latter, evidently interested by the young man's simple-minded eagerness, was explaining his pet theory.
  • It was evident that he not only knew everyone in the drawing room, but had found them to be so tiresome that it wearied him to look at or listen to them.
  • Pierre, who from the moment Prince Andrew entered the room had watched him with glad, affectionate eyes, now came up and took his arm.
  • All the affectation of interest she had assumed had left her kindly and tear-worn face and it now expressed only anxiety and fear.
  • She had now come to Petersburg to procure an appointment in the Guards for her only son.
  • It was, in fact, solely to meet Prince Vasili that she had obtained an invitation to Anna Pavlovna's reception and had sat listening to the vicomte's story.
  • Apparently she had forgotten her age and by force of habit employed all the old feminine arts.
  • But as soon as the prince had gone her face resumed its former cold, artificial expression.
  • It is as if the whole world had gone crazy.
  • He explained this to her with as much gravity as if she had asked him to do it.
  • Pierre wished to make a remark, for the conversation interested him, but Anna Pavlovna, who had him under observation, interrupted:
  • "Yes, if having obtained power, without availing himself of it to commit murder he had restored it to the rightful king, I should have called him a great man," remarked the vicomte.
  • But when she saw that Pierre's sacrilegious words had not exasperated the vicomte, and had convinced herself that it was impossible to stop him, she rallied her forces and joined the vicomte in a vigorous attack on the orator.
  • Prince Andrew, who had evidently wished to tone down the awkwardness of Pierre's remarks, rose and made a sign to his wife that it was time to go.
  • And she had a lady's maid, also big.
  • Though it was unintelligible why he had told it, or why it had to be told in Russian, still Anna Pavlovna and the others appreciated Prince Hippolyte's social tact in so agreeably ending Pierre's unpleasant and unamiable outburst.
  • Prince Andrew had gone out into the hall, and, turning his shoulders to the footman who was helping him on with his cloak, listened indifferently to his wife's chatter with Prince Hippolyte who had also come into the hall.
  • Anna Pavlovna had already managed to speak to Lise about the match she contemplated between Anatole and the little princess' sister-in-law.
  • Prince Hippolyte laughed spasmodically as he stood in the porch waiting for the vicomte whom he had promised to take home.
  • Prince Andrew shook himself as if waking up, and his face assumed the look it had had in Anna Pavlovna's drawing room.
  • She had changed her gown for a house dress as fresh and elegant as the other.
  • You had better go.
  • Every muscle of his thin face was now quivering with nervous excitement; his eyes, in which the fire of life had seemed extinguished, now flashed with brilliant light.
  • He was free, he had nothing but his aim to consider, and he reached it.
  • Pierre was always astonished at Prince Andrew's calm manner of treating everybody, his extraordinary memory, his extensive reading (he had read everything, knew everything, and had an opinion about everything), but above all at his capacity for work and study.
  • He suddenly blushed crimson, and it was plain that he had made a great effort to say this.
  • One of the footmen who had stooped to pick up some broken glass remained in that position without taking his eyes from the window and from Dolokhov's back.
  • The man who had wished to stop the affair ran to a corner of the room and threw himself on a sofa with his face to the wall.
  • It seemed to him that more than half an hour had elapsed.
  • Prince Vasili kept the promise he had given to Princess Drubetskaya who had spoken to him on behalf of her only son Boris on the evening of Anna Pavlovna's soiree.
  • The Guards had already left Petersburg on the tenth of August, and her son, who had remained in Moscow for his equipment, was to join them on the march to Radzivilov.
  • The countess was a woman of about forty-five, with a thin Oriental type of face, evidently worn out with childbearing--she had had twelve.
  • The conversation was on the chief topic of the day: the illness of the wealthy and celebrated beau of Catherine's day, Count Bezukhov, and about his illegitimate son Pierre, the one who had behaved so improperly at Anna Pavlovna's reception.
  • "What is that?" asked the countess as if she did not know what the visitor alluded to, though she had already heard about the cause of Count Bezukhov's distress some fifteen times.
  • And they have had to suffer for it.
  • It was evident that she had not intended her flight to bring her so far.
  • The count jumped up and, swaying from side to side, spread his arms wide and threw them round the little girl who had run in.
  • Boris was tall and fair, and his calm and handsome face had regular, delicate features.
  • Boris on the contrary at once found his footing, and related quietly and humorously how he had known that doll Mimi when she was still quite a young lady, before her nose was broken; how she had aged during the five years he had known her, and how her head had cracked right across the skull.
  • I thought they would never go, said the countess, when she had seen her guests out.
  • Hardly had Boris gone than Sonya, flushed, in tears, and muttering angrily, came in at the other door.
  • "Oh, how nice," thought Natasha; and when Sonya and Nicholas had gone out of the conservatory she followed and called Boris to her.
  • She grew confused, glanced round, and, seeing the doll she had thrown down on one of the tubs, picked it up.
  • The countess wished to have a tête-à-tête talk with the friend of her childhood, Princess Anna Mikhaylovna, whom she had not seen properly since she returned from Petersburg.
  • "If you had told me sooner, Mamma, I would have gone," she replied as she rose to go to her own room.
  • Sonya was sitting close to Nicholas who was copying out some verses for her, the first he had ever written.
  • Evidently the prince understood her, and also understood, as he had done at Anna Pavlovna's, that it would be difficult to get rid of Anna Mikhaylovna.
  • "On the contrary," replied the prince, who had plainly become depressed, "I shall be only too glad if you relieve me of that young man....
  • Pierre had taken part in tying a policeman to a bear.
  • He had now been for some days in Moscow and was staying as usual at his father's house.
  • It was the eldest who was reading--the one who had met Anna Mikhaylovna.
  • The two younger ones were embroidering: both were rosy and pretty and they differed only in that one had a little mole on her lip which made her much prettier.
  • Next day Prince Vasili had arrived and settled in the count's house.
  • He had left Moscow when Boris was a boy of fourteen, and had quite forgotten him, but in his usual impulsive and hearty way he took Boris by the hand with a friendly smile.
  • Boris knew nothing about the Boulogne expedition; he did not read the papers and it was the first time he had heard Villeneuve's name.
  • I could not have done it myself, I should not have had the courage, but it's splendid.
  • After he had gone Pierre continued pacing up and down the room for a long time, no longer piercing an imaginary foe with his imaginary sword, but smiling at the remembrance of that pleasant, intelligent, and resolute young man.
  • After Anna Mikhaylovna had driven off with her son to visit Count Cyril Vladimirovich Bezukhov, Countess Rostova sat for a long time all alone applying her handkerchief to her eyes.
  • "This is what I want, my dear fellow," said the count to the deferential young man who had entered.
  • None of them had yet seen the manifesto, but they all knew it had appeared.
  • This was Lieutenant Berg, an officer in the Semenov regiment with whom Boris was to travel to join the army, and about whom Natasha had teased her elder sister Vera, speaking of Berg as her "intended."
  • His conversation always related entirely to himself; he would remain calm and silent when the talk related to any topic that had no direct bearing on himself.
  • Pierre had come just at dinnertime and was sitting awkwardly in the middle of the drawing room on the first chair he had come across, blocking the way for everyone.
  • The latter understood that she was being asked to entertain this young man, and sitting down beside him she began to speak about his father; but he answered her, as he had the countess, only in monosyllables.
  • "You had better take care!" said the countess.
  • Natasha only desisted when she had been told that there would be pineapple ice.
  • Again the footmen rushed about, chairs scraped, and in the same order in which they had entered but with redder faces, the guests returned to the drawing room and to the count's study.
  • After she had played a little air with variations on the harp, she joined the other young ladies in begging Natasha and Nicholas, who were noted for their musical talent, to sing something.
  • "Nicholas is going away in a week's time, his... papers... have come... he told me himself... but still I should not cry," and she showed a paper she held in her hand--with the verses Nicholas had written, "still, I should not cry, but you can't... no one can understand... what a soul he has!"
  • And she began to cry again because he had such a noble soul.
  • "Sonya," she suddenly exclaimed, as if she had guessed the true reason of her friend's sorrow, "I'm sure Vera has said something to you since dinner?
  • "Really, truly!" answered Natasha, pushing in a crisp lock that had strayed from under her friend's plaits.
  • Then Nicholas sang a song he had just learned:
  • He had not finished the last verse before the young people began to get ready to dance in the large hall, and the sound of the feet and the coughing of the musicians were heard from the gallery.
  • Natasha was perfectly happy; she was dancing with a grown-up man, who had been abroad.
  • She had a fan in her hand that one of the ladies had given her to hold.
  • Assuming quite the pose of a society woman (heaven knows when and where she had learned it) she talked with her partner, fanning herself and smiling over the fan.
  • This was the count's favorite dance, which he had danced in his youth.
  • As soon as the provocatively gay strains of Daniel Cooper (somewhat resembling those of a merry peasant dance) began to sound, all the doorways of the ballroom were suddenly filled by the domestic serfs--the men on one side and the women on the other--who with beaming faces had come to see their master making merry.
  • Her enormous figure stood erect, her powerful arms hanging down (she had handed her reticule to the countess), and only her stern but handsome face really joined in the dance.
  • While in the Rostovs' ballroom the sixth anglaise was being danced, to a tune in which the weary musicians blundered, and while tired footmen and cooks were getting the supper, Count Bezukhov had a sixth stroke.
  • Prince Vasili, who had grown thinner and paler during the last few days, escorted him to the door, repeating something to him several times in low tones.
  • When the Military Governor had gone, Prince Vasili sat down all alone on a chair in the ballroom, crossing one leg high over the other, leaning his elbow on his knee and covering his face with his hand.
  • "The limits of human life... are fixed and may not be o'erpassed," said an old priest to a lady who had taken a seat beside him and was listening naively to his words.
  • The second princess had just come from the sickroom with her eyes red from weeping and sat down beside Dr. Lorrain, who was sitting in a graceful pose under a portrait of Catherine, leaning his elbow on a table.
  • Everyone again looked toward the door, which creaked as the second princess went in with the drink she had prepared according to Lorrain's instructions.
  • Meanwhile Prince Vasili had opened the door into the princess' room.
  • "I thought perhaps something had happened," she said with her unchanging stonily severe expression; and, sitting down opposite the prince, she prepared to listen.
  • The princess, holding her little dog on her lap with her thin bony hands, looked attentively into Prince Vasili's eyes evidently resolved not to be the first to break silence, if she had to wait till morning.
  • Prince Vasili looked questioningly at the princess, but could not make out whether she was considering what he had just said or whether she was simply looking at him.
  • "Yes, yes, of course," interrupted Prince Vasili impatiently, rubbing his bald head and angrily pulling back toward him the little table that he had pushed away.
  • Yes, I knew it long ago but had forgotten.
  • She had the air of one who has suddenly lost faith in the whole human race.
  • "Who sacrificed everything for him," chimed in the princess, who would again have risen had not the prince still held her fast, "though he never could appreciate it.
  • He noticed that they had not come to the front entrance but to the back door.
  • "Ah, my friend!" she said, touching his arm as she had done her son's when speaking to him that afternoon, "believe me I suffer no less than you do, but be a man!"
  • Pierre did not understand a word, but the conviction that all this had to be grew stronger, and he meekly followed Anna Mikhaylovna who was already opening a door.
  • Anna Mikhaylovna evinced no surprise, she only smiled faintly and sighed, as if to say that this was no more than she had expected.
  • Pierre could not make out what it was all about, and still less what "watching over his interests" meant, but he decided that all these things had to be.
  • Pierre, having made up his mind to obey his monitress implicitly, moved toward the sofa she had indicated.
  • As soon as Anna Mikhaylovna had disappeared he noticed that the eyes of all in the room turned to him with something more than curiosity and sympathy.
  • A deference such as he had never before received was shown him.
  • Not two minutes had passed before Prince Vasili with head erect majestically entered the room.
  • He had another stroke about half an hour ago.
  • Prince Vasili in front of the door, near the invalid chair, a wax taper in his left hand, was leaning his left arm on the carved back of a velvet chair he had turned round for the purpose, and was crossing himself with his right hand, turning his eyes upward each time he touched his forehead.
  • The sick man was so surrounded by doctors, princesses, and servants that Pierre could no longer see the reddish-yellow face with its gray mane-- which, though he saw other faces as well, he had not lost sight of for a single moment during the whole service.
  • He judged by the cautious movements of those who crowded round the invalid chair that they had lifted the dying man and were moving him.
  • It was the same as Pierre remembered it three months before, when the count had sent him to Petersburg.
  • After a few minutes' bustle beside the high bedstead, those who had carried the sick man dispersed.
  • "Catiche has had tea served in the small drawing room," said Prince Vasili to Anna Mikhaylovna.
  • Around the table all who were at Count Bezukhov's house that night had gathered to fortify themselves.
  • He looked inquiringly at his monitress and saw that she was again going on tiptoe to the reception room where they had left Prince Vasili and the eldest princess.
  • "Permit me, Princess, to know what is necessary and what is not necessary," said the younger of the two speakers, evidently in the same state of excitement as when she had slammed the door of her room.
  • Here, Pierre, tell them your opinion, said she, turning to the young man who, having come quite close, was gazing with astonishment at the angry face of the princess which had lost all dignity, and at the twitching cheeks of Prince Vasili.
  • At this moment that terrible door burst noisily open and banged against the wall.
  • "Ah, my friend!" said he, taking Pierre by the elbow; and there was in his voice a sincerity and weakness Pierre had never observed in it before.
  • But he had no time.
  • She said the count had died as she would herself wish to die, that his end was not only touching but edifying.
  • "Well, madam," he began, stooping over the book close to his daughter and placing an arm on the back of the chair on which she sat, so that she felt herself surrounded on all sides by the acrid scent of old age and tobacco, which she had known so long.
  • But the princess never saw the beautiful expression of her own eyes--the look they had when she was not thinking of herself.
  • I have had a letter from my brother, who announces his speedy arrival at Bald Hills with his wife.
  • Prince Andrew apparently knew this as well as Tikhon; he looked at his watch as if to ascertain whether his father's habits had changed since he was at home last, and, having assured himself that they had not, he turned to his wife.
  • The little princess had grown stouter during this time, but her eyes and her short, downy, smiling lip lifted when she began to speak just as merrily and prettily as ever.
  • When Prince Andrew went in the two princesses, who had only met once before for a short time at his wedding, were in each other's arms warmly pressing their lips to whatever place they happened to touch.
  • "And I had no idea!..." exclaimed Princess Mary.
  • Princess Mary had turned toward her brother, and through her tears the loving, warm, gentle look of her large luminous eyes, very beautiful at that moment, rested on Prince Andrew's face.
  • He is leaving me here, God knows why, when he might have had promotion...
  • When the twenty minutes had elapsed and the time had come for the old prince to get up, Tikhon came to call the young prince to his father.
  • Why, I have not yet had time to settle down!
  • The prince, who generally kept very strictly to social distinctions and rarely admitted even important government officials to his table, had unexpectedly selected Michael Ivanovich (who always went into a corner to blow his nose on his checked handkerchief) to illustrate the theory that all men are equals, and had more than once impressed on his daughter that Michael Ivanovich was "not a whit worse than you or I."
  • "How thoroughly like him that is!" he said to Princess Mary, who had come up to him.
  • As she became animated the prince looked at her more and more sternly, and suddenly, as if he had studied her sufficiently and had formed a definite idea of her, he turned away and addressed Michael Ivanovich.
  • Michael Ivanovich did not at all know when "you and I" had said such things about Bonaparte, but understanding that he was wanted as a peg on which to hang the prince's favorite topic, he looked inquiringly at the young prince, wondering what would follow.
  • And the prince began explaining all the blunders which, according to him, Bonaparte had made in his campaigns and even in politics.
  • Only those things he always kept with him remained in his room; a small box, a large canteen fitted with silver plate, two Turkish pistols and a saber--a present from his father who had brought it from the siege of Ochakov.
  • After crying she had fallen asleep.
  • This very sentence about Countess Zubova and this same laugh Prince Andrew had already heard from his wife in the presence of others some five times.
  • She has had a dream and is frightened.
  • Princess Mary, supporting her sister-in-law, still looked with her beautiful eyes full of tears at the door through which Prince Andrew had gone and made the sign of the cross in his direction.
  • Hardly had Prince Andrew gone when the study door opened quickly and the stern figure of the old man in the white dressing gown looked out.
  • On October 11, 1805, one of the infantry regiments that had just reached Braunau had halted half a mile from the town, waiting to be inspected by the commander-in-chief.
  • He had the air of a man happily performing one of the most solemn duties of his life.
  • We had our hands full last night.
  • A member of the Hofkriegsrath from Vienna had come to Kutuzov the day before with proposals and demands for him to join up with the army of the Archduke Ferdinand and Mack, and Kutuzov, not considering this junction advisable, meant, among other arguments in support of his view, to show the Austrian general the wretched state in which the troops arrived from Russia.
  • In half an hour all was again in order, only the squares had become gray instead of black.
  • When the eager but misrepeated words had reached their destination in a cry of: "The general to the third company," the missing officer appeared from behind his company and, though he was a middle-aged man and not in the habit of running, trotted awkwardly stumbling on his toes toward the general.
  • Thanks to the strictness and assiduity of its commander the regiment, in comparison with others that had reached Braunau at the same time, was in splendid condition.
  • Kutuzov walked through the ranks, sometimes stopping to say a few friendly words to officers he had known in the Turkish war, sometimes also to the soldiers.
  • The officer evidently had complete control of his face, and while Kutuzov was turning managed to make a grimace and then assume a most serious, deferential, and innocent expression.
  • Dolokhov, who had already changed into a soldier's gray greatcoat, did not wait to be called.
  • The hussar cornet of Kutuzov's suite who had mimicked the regimental commander, fell back from the carriage and rode up to Dolokhov.
  • Hussar cornet Zherkov had at one time, in Petersburg, belonged to the wild set led by Dolokhov.
  • Zherkov had met Dolokhov abroad as a private and had not seen fit to recognize him.
  • But now that Kutuzov had spoken to the gentleman ranker, he addressed him with the cordiality of an old friend.
  • On returning from the review, Kutuzov took the Austrian general into his private room and, calling his adjutant, asked for some papers relating to the condition of the troops on their arrival, and the letters that had come from the Archduke Ferdinand, who was in command of the advanced army.
  • The Austrian general looked dissatisfied, but had no option but to reply in the same tone.
  • But Kutuzov went on blandly smiling with the same expression, which seemed to say that he had a right to suppose so.
  • And, in fact, the last letter he had received from Mack's army informed him of a victory and stated strategically the position of the army was very favorable.
  • Here are two letters from Count Nostitz and here is one from His Highness the Archduke Ferdinand and here are these," he said, handing him several papers, "make a neat memorandum in French out of all this, showing all the news we have had of the movements of the Austrian army, and then give it to his excellency."
  • Though not much time had passed since Prince Andrew had left Russia, he had changed greatly during that period.
  • On Kutuzov's staff, among his fellow officers and in the army generally, Prince Andrew had, as he had had in Petersburg society, two quite opposite reputations.
  • But at that instant a tall Austrian general in a greatcoat, with the order of Maria Theresa on his neck and a black bandage round his head, who had evidently just arrived, entered quickly, slamming the door.
  • "Gott, wie naiv!" * said he angrily, after he had gone a few steps.
  • Cadet Rostov, ever since he had overtaken the regiment in Poland, had lived with the squadron commander.
  • Another hussar also rushed toward the horse, but Bondarenko had already thrown the reins of the snaffle bridle over the horse's head.
  • If at least we had some women here; but there's nothing foh one to do but dwink.
  • (Rook was a young horse Telyanin had sold to Rostov.)
  • "Oh, he's all right, a good horse," answered Rostov, though the horse for which he had paid seven hundred rubbles was not worth half that sum.
  • Telyanin was sitting in the same indolent pose in which Rostov had left him, rubbing his small white hands.
  • All the blood which had seemed congested somewhere below his throat rushed to his face and eyes.
  • When Telyanin had finished his lunch he took out of his pocket a double purse and, drawing its rings aside with his small, white, turned-up fingers, drew out a gold imperial, and lifting his eyebrows gave it to the waiter.
  • He was glad, and at the same instant began to pity the miserable man who stood before him, but the task he had begun had to be completed.
  • A Cossack who accompanied him had handed him a knapsack and a flask, and Nesvitski was treating some officers to pies and real doppelkummel.
  • Two of the enemy's shots had already flown across the bridge, where there was a crush.
  • Halfway across stood Prince Nesvitski, who had alighted from his horse and whose big body was jammed against the railings.
  • "It's as if a dam had burst," said the Cossack hopelessly.
  • Then came some merry soldiers who had evidently been drinking.
  • Then followed a cart unlike any that had gone before.
  • Nesvitski like the rest of the men on the bridge did not take his eyes off the women till they had passed.
  • When they had gone by, the same stream of soldiers followed, with the same kind of talk, and at last all stopped.
  • As often happens, the horses of a convoy wagon became restive at the end of the bridge, and the whole crowd had to wait.
  • "The squadwon can't pass," shouted Vaska Denisov, showing his white teeth fiercely and spurring his black thoroughbred Arab, which twitched its ears as the bayonets touched it, and snorted, spurting white foam from his bit, tramping the planks of the bridge with his hoofs, and apparently ready to jump over the railings had his rider let him.
  • "How's it you're not drunk today?" said Nesvitski when the other had ridden up to him.
  • The imposing figure of Nesvitski followed by his Cossack, and the determination of Denisov who flourished his sword and shouted frantically, had such an effect that they managed to squeeze through to the farther side of the bridge and stopped the infantry.
  • Beside the bridge Nesvitski found the colonel to whom he had to deliver the order, and having done this he rode back.
  • "Don't kick up the dust, you infantry!" jested an hussar whose prancing horse had splashed mud over some foot soldiers.
  • At last the baggage wagons had all crossed, the crush was less, and the last battalion came onto the bridge.
  • The weather had cleared again since noon and the sun was descending brightly upon the Danube and the dark hills around it.
  • The officers who had been standing together rode off to their places.
  • The black, hairy, snub-nosed face of Vaska Denisov, and his whole short sturdy figure with the sinewy hairy hand and stumpy fingers in which he held the hilt of his naked saber, looked just as it usually did, especially toward evening when he had emptied his second bottle; he was only redder than usual.
  • The high-shouldered figure of Zherkov, familiar to the Pavlograds as he had but recently left their regiment, rode up to the colonel.
  • After his dismissal from headquarters Zherkov had not remained in the regiment, saying he was not such a fool as to slave at the front when he could get more rewards by doing nothing on the staff, and had succeeded in attaching himself as an orderly officer to Prince Bagration.
  • "I will the bridge fire," he said in a solemn tone as if to announce that in spite of all the unpleasantness he had to endure he would still do the right thing.
  • Again on all the bright faces of the squadron the serious expression appeared that they had worn when under fire.
  • Rostov no longer looked at the colonel, he had no time.
  • "At boss zides, Captain," he heard the voice of the colonel, who, having ridden ahead, had pulled up his horse near the bridge, with a triumphant, cheerful face.
  • Come back, Cadet! he cried angrily; and turning to Denisov, who, showing off his courage, had ridden on to the planks of the bridge:
  • The French had time to fire three rounds of grapeshot before the hussars got back to their horses.
  • Rostov, absorbed by his relations with Bogdanich, had paused on the bridge not knowing what to do.
  • And Denisov rode up to a group that had stopped near Rostov, composed of the colonel, Nesvitski, Zherkov, and the officer from the suite.
  • No one had taken any notice, for everyone knew the sensation which the cadet under fire for the first time had experienced.
  • Austrian troops that had escaped capture at Ulm and had joined Kutuzov at Braunau now separated from the Russian army, and Kutuzov was left with only his own weak and exhausted forces.
  • For the first time, after a fortnight's retreat, the Russian troops had halted and after a fight had not only held the field but had repulsed the French.
  • His horse had been wounded under him and his own arm slightly grazed by a bullet.
  • The night was dark but starry, the road showed black in the snow that had fallen the previous day--the day of the battle.
  • Then he began to imagine that the Russians were running away and that he himself was killed, but he quickly roused himself with a feeling of joy, as if learning afresh that this was not so but that on the contrary the French had run away.
  • Despite his rapid journey and sleepless night, Prince Andrew when he drove up to the palace felt even more vigorous and alert than he had done the day before.
  • He had an intellectual and distinctive head, but the instant he turned to Prince Andrew the firm, intelligent expression on his face changed in a way evidently deliberate and habitual to him.
  • The stupid smile, which had left his face while he was speaking, reappeared.
  • They had known each other previously in Petersburg, but had become more intimate when Prince Andrew was in Vienna with Kutuzov.
  • And, in fact, Bilibin's witticisms were hawked about in the Viennese drawing rooms and often had an influence on matters considered important.
  • We had expected, as I told you, to get at their rear by seven in the morning but had not reached it by five in the afternoon.
  • When Prince Andrew reached the room prepared for him and lay down in a clean shirt on the feather bed with its warmed and fragrant pillows, he felt that the battle of which he had brought tidings was far, far away from him.
  • Recalling his recent impressions, the first thought that came into his mind was that today he had to be presented to the Emperor Francis; he remembered the Minister of War, the polite Austrian adjutant, Bilibin, and last night's conversation.
  • Having dressed for his attendance at court in full parade uniform, which he had not worn for a long time, he went into Bilibin's study fresh, animated, and handsome, with his hand bandaged.
  • And he released Bolkonski's arm to indicate that he had now quite finished.
  • But after it was over, the adjutant he had seen the previous day ceremoniously informed Bolkonski that the Emperor desired to give him an audience.
  • When had he left Krems? and so on.
  • "I cannot inform Your Majesty at what o'clock the battle began at the front, but at Durrenstein, where I was, our attack began after five in the afternoon," replied Bolkonski growing more animated and expecting that he would have a chance to give a reliable account, which he had ready in his mind, of all he knew and had seen.
  • Contrary to Bilibin's forecast the news he had brought was joyfully received.
  • Bolkonski was invited everywhere, and had to spend the whole morning calling on the principal Austrian dignitaries.
  • Before returning to Bilibin's Prince Andrew had gone to a bookshop to provide himself with some books for the campaign, and had spent some time in the shop.
  • We are Macked), he concluded, feeling that he had produced a good epigram, a fresh one that would be repeated.
  • "Where are you off to?" he said suddenly to Prince Andrew who had risen and was going toward his room.
  • They hastily turned round to him asking if he had any news.
  • He had just remembered his recent encounter with the doctor's wife and the convoy officer.
  • Weyrother was the Austrian general who had succeeded Schmidt.
  • Kozlovski's face looked worn--he too had evidently not slept all night.
  • Prince Andrew glanced at Kutuzov's face only a foot distant from him and involuntarily noticed the carefully washed seams of the scar near his temple, where an Ismail bullet had pierced his skull, and the empty eye socket.
  • On November 1 Kutuzov had received, through a spy, news that the army he commanded was in an almost hopeless position.
  • If Kutuzov decided to retreat along the road from Krems to Olmutz, to unite with the troops arriving from Russia, he risked being forestalled on that road by the French who had crossed the Vienna bridge, and encumbered by his baggage and transport, having to accept battle on the march against an enemy three times as strong, who would hem him in from two sides.
  • Kutuzov with his transport had still to march for some days before he could reach Znaim.
  • The success of the trick that had placed the Vienna bridge in the hands of the French without a fight led Murat to try to deceive Kutuzov in a similar way.
  • Bagration replied that he was not authorized either to accept or refuse a truce and sent his adjutant to Kutuzov to report the offer he had received.
  • Inform him that the general who signed that capitulation had no right to do so, and that no one but the Emperor of Russia has that right.
  • Officers are nothing when they have no powers; this one had none....
  • Between three and four o'clock in the afternoon Prince Andrew, who had persisted in his request to Kutuzov, arrived at Grunth and reported himself to Bagration.
  • Bonaparte's adjutant had not yet reached Murat's detachment and the battle had not yet begun.
  • "Yes, let's go in and I will get myself a roll and some cheese," said Prince Andrew who had not yet had time to eat anything.
  • Now you, Captain, and he turned to a thin, dirty little artillery officer who without his boots (he had given them to the canteen keeper to dry), in only his stockings, rose when they entered, smiling not altogether comfortably.
  • But before he had finished he felt that his jest was unacceptable and had not come off.
  • They had to hold their noses and put their horses to a trot to escape from the poisoned atmosphere of these latrines.
  • Another company, a lucky one for not all the companies had vodka, crowded round a pockmarked, broad-shouldered sergeant major who, tilting a keg, filled one after another the canteen lids held out to him.
  • Our front line and that of the enemy were far apart on the right and left flanks, but in the center where the men with a flag of truce had passed that morning, the lines were so near together that the men could see one another's faces and speak to one another.
  • Dolokhov had come from the left flank where their regiment was stationed, with his captain.
  • Having ridden round the whole line from right flank to left, Prince Andrew made his way up to the battery from which the staff officer had told him the whole field could be seen.
  • Mounting his horse again Prince Andrew lingered with the battery, looking at the puff from the gun that had sent the ball.
  • The smoke above it had not yet dispersed.
  • The smoke of the first shot had not yet dispersed before another puff appeared, followed by a report.
  • The battle had begun!
  • Evidently our guns had begun to reply.
  • From the bottom of the slope, where the parleys had taken place, came the report of musketry.
  • Lemarrois had just arrived at a gallop with Bonaparte's stern letter, and Murat, humiliated and anxious to expiate his fault, had at once moved his forces to attack the center and outflank both the Russian wings, hoping before evening and before the arrival of the Emperor to crush the contemptible detachment that stood before him.
  • Before he had reached the embankments that were being thrown up, he saw, in the light of the dull autumn evening, mounted men coming toward him.
  • He still looked ahead while Prince Andrew told him what he had seen.
  • Behind Prince Bagration rode an officer of the suite, the prince's personal adjutant, Zherkov, an orderly officer, the staff officer on duty, riding a fine bobtailed horse, and a civilian--an accountant who had asked permission to be present at the battle out of curiosity.
  • He reined in his horse with the care of a skillful rider and, slightly bending over, disengaged his saber which had caught in his cloak.
  • As he approached, a ringing shot issued from it deafening him and his suite, and in the smoke that suddenly surrounded the gun they could see the gunners who had seized it straining to roll it quickly back to its former position.
  • No one had given Tushin orders where and at what to fire, but after consulting his sergeant major, Zakharchenko, for whom he had great respect, he had decided that it would be a good thing to set fire to the village.
  • The French had advanced nearest on our right.
  • A bullet had evidently hit him in the throat or mouth.
  • All he knew was that at the commencement of the action balls and shells began flying all over his regiment and hitting men and that afterwards someone had shouted "Cavalry!" and our men had begun firing.
  • They were still firing, not at the cavalry which had disappeared, but at French infantry who had come into the hollow and were firing at our men.
  • Prince Bagration bowed his head as a sign that this was exactly what he had desired and expected.
  • Turning to his adjutant he ordered him to bring down the two battalions of the Sixth Chasseurs whom they had just passed.
  • While he was speaking, the curtain of smoke that had concealed the hollow, driven by a rising wind, began to move from right to left as if drawn by an invisible hand, and the hill opposite, with the French moving about on it, opened out before them.
  • The head of the column had already descended into the hollow.
  • A fat major skirted a bush, puffing and falling out of step; a soldier who had fallen behind, his face showing alarm at his defection, ran at a trot, panting to catch up with his company.
  • Bagration rode round the ranks that had marched past him and dismounted.
  • Several of our men fell, among them the round-faced officer who had marched so gaily and complacently.
  • In the center Tushin's forgotten battery, which had managed to set fire to the Schon Grabern village, delayed the French advance.
  • Bagration had sent Zherkov to the general commanding that left flank with orders to retreat immediately.
  • But no sooner had he left Bagration than his courage failed him.
  • The command of the left flank belonged by seniority to the commander of the regiment Kutuzov had reviewed at Braunau and in which Dolokhov was serving as a private.
  • The two commanders were much exasperated with one another and, long after the action had begun on the right flank and the French were already advancing, were engaged in discussion with the sole object of offending one another.
  • "He higher iss dan I in rank," said the German colonel of the hussars, flushing and addressing an adjutant who had ridden up, "so let him do what he vill, but I cannot sacrifice my hussars...
  • The French had attacked the men collecting wood in the copse.
  • The squadron in which Rostov was serving had scarcely time to mount before it was halted facing the enemy.
  • "If only they would be quick!" thought Rostov, feeling that at last the time had come to experience the joy of an attack of which he had so often heard from his fellow hussars.
  • He had noticed a solitary tree ahead of him.
  • "Where, on which side, was now the line that had so sharply divided the two armies?" he asked himself and could not answer.
  • He did not now run with the feeling of doubt and conflict with which he had trodden the Enns bridge, but with the feeling of a hare fleeing from the hounds.
  • The French had fallen behind, and just as he looked round the first man changed his run to a walk and, turning, shouted something loudly to a comrade farther back.
  • That moment of moral hesitation which decides the fate of battles had arrived.
  • The general had a fit of coughing as a result of shouting and of the powder smoke and stopped in despair.
  • It was Timokhin's company, which alone had maintained its order in the wood and, having lain in ambush in a ditch, now attacked the French unexpectedly.
  • Timokhin, armed only with a sword, had rushed at the enemy with such a desperate cry and such mad, drunken determination that, taken by surprise, the French had thrown down their muskets and run.
  • Our fugitives returned, the battalions re-formed, and the French who had nearly cut our left flank in half were for the moment repulsed.
  • The regimental commander and Major Ekonomov had stopped beside a bridge, letting the retreating companies pass by them, when a soldier came up and took hold of the commander's stirrup, almost leaning against him.
  • The man was wearing a bluish coat of broadcloth, he had no knapsack or cap, his head was bandaged, and over his shoulder a French munition pouch was slung.
  • He had an officer's sword in his hand.
  • Soon after Prince Bagration had left him, Tushin had succeeded in setting fire to Schon Grabern.
  • The French columns that had advanced beyond the village went back; but as though in revenge for this failure, the enemy placed ten guns to the right of the village and began firing them at Tushin's battery.
  • It seemed to him that it was a very long time ago, almost a day, since he had first seen the enemy and fired the first shot, and that the corner of the field he stood on was well-known and familiar ground.
  • It was the staff officer who had turned him out of the booth at Grunth.
  • The wind had fallen and black clouds, merging with the powder smoke, hung low over the field of battle on the horizon.
  • He was placed on "Matvevna," the gun from which they had removed the dead officer.
  • It had grown so dark that one could not distinguish the uniforms ten paces off, and the firing had begun to subside.
  • This was the last French attack and was met by soldiers who had sheltered in the village houses.
  • The whole moving mass began pressing closer together and a report spread that they were ordered to halt: evidently those in front had halted.
  • Captain Tushin, having given orders to his company, sent a soldier to find a dressing station or a doctor for the cadet, and sat down by a bonfire the soldiers had kindled on the road.
  • After he had gone, two soldiers rushed to the campfire.
  • The general had so wished to do this and was so sorry he had not managed to do it that it seemed to him as if it had really happened.
  • He had not seen the hussars all that day, but had heard about them from an infantry officer.
  • "I had not the pleasure of seeing you," said Prince Andrew, coldly and abruptly.
  • I had no men... your excellency.
  • It was all so strange, so unlike what he had hoped.
  • Tushin had not returned, the doctor had not come.
  • He was merely a man of the world who had got on and to whom getting on had become a habit.
  • Of these plans he had not merely one or two in his head but dozens, some only beginning to form themselves, some approaching achievement, and some in course of disintegration.
  • He had Pierre at hand in Moscow and procured for him an appointment as Gentleman of the Bedchamber, which at that time conferred the status of Councilor of State, and insisted on the young man accompanying him to Petersburg and staying at his house.
  • Something always drew him toward those richer and more powerful than himself and he had rare skill in seizing the most opportune moment for making use of people.
  • He was always hearing such words as: "With your remarkable kindness," or, "With your excellent heart," "You are yourself so honorable Count," or, "Were he as clever as you," and so on, till he began sincerely to believe in his own exceptional kindness and extraordinary intelligence, the more so as in the depth of his heart it had always seemed to him that he really was very kind and intelligent.
  • The angry eldest princess, with the long waist and hair plastered down like a doll's, had come into Pierre's room after the funeral.
  • Prince Vasili had come to the conclusion that it was necessary to throw this bone--a bill for thirty thousand rubles--to the poor princess that it might not occur to her to speak of his share in the affair of the inlaid portfolio.
  • It seemed so natural to Pierre that everyone should like him, and it would have seemed so unnatural had anyone disliked him, that he could not but believe in the sincerity of those around him.
  • Besides, he had no time to ask himself whether these people were sincere or not.
  • By "what was due from the Ryazan estate" Prince Vasili meant several thousand rubles quitrent received from Pierre's peasants, which the prince had retained for himself.
  • Like the others, Anna Pavlovna Scherer showed Pierre the change of attitude toward him that had taken place in society.
  • Formerly in Anna Pavlovna's presence, Pierre had always felt that what he was saying was out of place, tactless and unsuitable, that remarks which seemed to him clever while they formed in his mind became foolish as soon as he uttered them, while on the contrary Hippolyte's stupidest remarks came out clever and apt.
  • When he read that sentence, Pierre felt for the first time that some link which other people recognized had grown up between himself and Helene, and that thought both alarmed him, as if some obligation were being imposed on him which he could not fulfill, and pleased him as an entertaining supposition.
  • The beauty went to the aunt, but Anna Pavlovna detained Pierre, looking as if she had to give some final necessary instructions.
  • Pierre was so used to that smile, and it had so little meaning for him, that he paid no attention to it.
  • The aunt was just speaking of a collection of snuffboxes that had belonged to Pierre's father, Count Bezukhov, and showed them her own box.
  • You had not noticed that I am a woman?
  • She already had power over him, and between them there was no longer any barrier except the barrier of his own will.
  • And Pierre, anxiously trying to remember whether he had done anything reprehensible, looked round with a blush.
  • It seemed to him that everyone knew what had happened to him as he knew it himself.
  • The architect had told him that it was necessary, and Pierre, without knowing why, was having his enormous Petersburg house done up.
  • When he got home he could not sleep for a long time for thinking of what had happened.
  • He had merely understood that the woman he had known as a child, of whom when her beauty was mentioned he had said absent-mindedly: "Yes, she's good looking," he had understood that this woman might belong to him.
  • He recalled her former words and looks and the words and looks of those who had seen them together.
  • In November, 1805, Prince Vasili had to go on a tour of inspection in four different provinces.
  • He had arranged this for himself so as to visit his neglected estates at the same time and pick up his son Anatole where his regiment was stationed, and take him to visit Prince Nicholas Bolkonski in order to arrange a match for him with the daughter of that rich old man.
  • He wished to take a decision, but felt with dismay that in this matter he lacked that strength of will which he had known in himself and really possessed.
  • Into the insignificant, trifling, and artificial interests uniting that society had entered the simple feeling of the attraction of a healthy and handsome young man and woman for one another.
  • He had often before, during the last six weeks, remained alone with her, but had never spoken to her of love.
  • But, as he had to say something, he began by asking her whether she was satisfied with the party.
  • Some of the nearest relatives had not yet left.
  • Prince Vasili gave him a look of stern inquiry, as though what Pierre had just said was so strange that one could not take it in.
  • "Well, Lelya?" he asked, turning instantly to his daughter and addressing her with the careless tone of habitual tenderness natural to parents who have petted their children from babyhood, but which Prince Vasili had only acquired by imitating other parents.
  • "The step must be taken but I cannot, I cannot!" thought Pierre, and he again began speaking about indifferent matters, about Sergey Kuzmich, asking what the point of the story was as he had not heard it properly.
  • Helene answered with a smile that she too had missed it.
  • Whether he was in a bad temper because Prince Vasili was coming, or whether his being in a bad temper made him specially annoyed at Prince Vasili's visit, he was in a bad temper, and in the morning Tikhon had already advised the architect not to go to the prince with his report.
  • I'll teach you to think! and lifting his stick he swung it and would have hit Alpatych, the overseer, had not the latter instinctively avoided the blow.
  • The little princess was not unwell, but had such an overpowering fear of the prince that, hearing he was in a bad humor, she had decided not to appear.
  • When the little princess had grown accustomed to life at Bald Hills, she took a special fancy to Mademoiselle Bourienne, spent whole days with her, asked her to sleep in her room, and often talked with her about the old prince and criticized him.
  • Her cheeks had sunk, her lip was drawn up, and her eyes drawn down.
  • Prince Vasili and Anatole had separate rooms assigned to them.
  • He regarded his whole life as a continual round of amusement which someone for some reason had to provide for him.
  • He shaved and scented himself with the care and elegance which had become habitual to him and, his handsome head held high, entered his father's room with the good-humored and victorious air natural to him.
  • The little princess and Mademoiselle Bourienne had already received from Masha, the lady's maid, the necessary report of how handsome the minister's son was, with his rosy cheeks and dark eyebrows, and with what difficulty the father had dragged his legs upstairs while the son had followed him like an eagle, three steps at a time.
  • She was no longer in the loose gown she generally wore in the morning, but had on one of her best dresses.
  • Dressed as she used to be in Petersburg society, it was still more noticeable how much plainer she had become.
  • Mademoiselle Bourienne and the little princess had to own to themselves that Princess Mary in this guise looked very plain, worse than usual, but it was too late.
  • She fancied a child, her own--such as she had seen the day before in the arms of her nurse's daughter--at her own breast, the husband standing by and gazing tenderly at her and the child.
  • And scarcely had she put that question than God gave her the answer in her own heart.
  • Anatole was not quick-witted, nor ready or eloquent in conversation, but he had the faculty, so invaluable in society, of composure and imperturbable self-possession.
  • Prince Vasili readily adopted her tone and the little princess also drew Anatole, whom she hardly knew, into these amusing recollections of things that had never occurred.
  • "And didn't Hippolyte tell you?" asked Prince Vasili, turning to his son and seizing the little princess' arm as if she would have run away and he had just managed to catch her, "didn't he tell you how he himself was pining for the dear princess, and how she showed him the door?
  • She took the liberty of inquiring whether it was long since Anatole had left Paris and how he had liked that city.
  • Prince Vasili had brought his son with the evident intention of proposing, and today or tomorrow he would probably ask for an answer.
  • Anatole kissed the old man, and looked at him with curiosity and perfect composure, waiting for a display of the eccentricities his father had told him to expect.
  • "And so you've had him educated abroad, Prince Vasili, haven't you?" said the old prince to Prince Vasili.
  • And now he, a real Russian prince, had appeared.
  • "Is he really to be my husband, this stranger who is so kind--yes, kind, that is the chief thing," thought Princess Mary; and fear, which she had seldom experienced, came upon her.
  • The old prince felt as though he had been insulted through his daughter.
  • And don't I see that that idiot had eyes only for Bourienne--I shall have to get rid of her.
  • "I have had a proposition made me concerning you," he said with an unnatural smile.
  • She had no time to finish.
  • He saw the effect these words had produced on his daughter.
  • Well, pray if you like, but you had better think it over.
  • Yes or no, yes or no, yes or no! he still shouted when the princess, as if lost in a fog, had already staggered out of the study.
  • But what her father had said about Mademoiselle Bourienne was dreadful.
  • It was long since the Rostovs had news of Nicholas.
  • Anna Mikhaylovna, though her circumstances had improved, was still living with the Rostovs.
  • But Natasha had not yet felt anything like it.
  • Now that he was already an officer and a wounded hero, would it be right to remind him of herself and, as it might seem, of the obligations to her he had taken on himself?
  • After a brief description of the campaign and the two battles in which he had taken part, and his promotion, Nicholas said that he kissed his father's and mother's hands asking for their blessing, and that he kissed Vera, Natasha, and Petya.
  • Nicholas' letter was read over hundreds of times, and those who were considered worthy to hear it had to come to the countess, for she did not let it out of her hands.
  • How strange, how extraordinary, how joyful it seemed, that her son, the scarcely perceptible motion of whose tiny limbs she had felt twenty years ago within her, that son about whom she used to have quarrels with the too indulgent count, that son who had first learned to say "pear" and then "granny," that this son should now be away in a foreign land amid strange surroundings, a manly warrior doing some kind of man's work of his own, without help or guidance.
  • Anna Mikhaylovna, practical woman that she was, had even managed by favor with army authorities to secure advantageous means of communication for herself and her son.
  • She had opportunities of sending her letters to the Grand Duke Constantine Pavlovich, who commanded the Guards.
  • That day Nicholas Rostov received a letter from Boris, telling him that the Ismaylov regiment was quartered for the night ten miles from Olmutz and that he wanted to see him as he had a letter and money for him.
  • Rostov had not yet had time to get his uniform.
  • He had on a shabby cadet jacket, decorated with a soldier's cross, equally shabby cadet's riding breeches lined with worn leather, and an officer's saber with a sword knot.
  • The Guards had made their whole march as if on a pleasure trip, parading their cleanliness and discipline.
  • They had come by easy stages, their knapsacks conveyed on carts, and the Austrian authorities had provided excellent dinners for the officers at every halting place.
  • The regiments had entered and left the town with their bands playing, and by the Grand Duke's orders the men had marched all the way in step (a practice on which the Guards prided themselves), the officers on foot and at their proper posts.
  • Berg, who had obtained his captaincy during the campaign, had gained the confidence of his superiors by his promptitude and accuracy and had arranged his money matters very satisfactorily.
  • Boris, during the campaign, had made the acquaintance of many persons who might prove useful to him, and by a letter of recommendation he had brought from Pierre had become acquainted with Prince Andrew Bolkonski, through whom he hoped to obtain a post on the commander-in-chief's staff.
  • They had not met for nearly half a year and, being at the age when young men take their first steps on life's road, each saw immense changes in the other, quite a new reflection of the society in which they had taken those first steps.
  • Both had changed greatly since they last met and both were in a hurry to show the changes that had taken place in them.
  • And we too have had a splendid march.
  • You know, of course, that His Imperial Highness rode with our regiment all the time, so that we had every comfort and every advantage.
  • What receptions we had in Poland!
  • His hearers expected a story of how beside himself and all aflame with excitement, he had flown like a storm at the square, cut his way in, slashed right and left, how his saber had tasted flesh and he had fallen exhausted, and so on.
  • Prince Andrew, who liked to help young men, was flattered by being asked for his assistance and being well disposed toward Boris, who had managed to please him the day before, he wished to do what the young man wanted.
  • It seemed as though not the trumpeters were playing, but as if the army itself, rejoicing at the Emperors' approach, had naturally burst into music.
  • Till the Tsar reached it, each regiment in its silence and immobility seemed like a lifeless body, but as soon as he came up it became alive, its thunder joining the roar of the whole line along which he had already passed.
  • When the Emperor had passed nearly all the regiments, the troops began a ceremonial march past him, and Rostov on Bedouin, recently purchased from Denisov, rode past too, at the rear of his squadron--that is, alone and in full view of the Emperor.
  • They all had but one wish: to advance as soon as possible against the enemy under the Emperor's command.
  • Another, the red, stout Nesvitski, lay on a bed with his arms under his head, laughing with an officer who had sat down beside him.
  • But it was the first time he had heard Weyrother's name, or even the term "dispositions."
  • He has had a letter from Prince Kuragin about me.
  • Prince Andrew always became specially keen when he had to guide a young man and help him to worldly success.
  • Everyone at headquarters was still under the spell of the day's council, at which the party of the young had triumphed.
  • At dawn on the sixteenth of November, Denisov's squadron, in which Nicholas Rostov served and which was in Prince Bagration's detachment, moved from the place where it had spent the night, advancing into action as arranged, and after going behind other columns for about two thirds of a mile was stopped on the highroad.
  • The day was bright and sunny after a sharp night frost, and the cheerful glitter of that autumn day was in keeping with the news of victory which was conveyed, not only by the tales of those who had taken part in it, but also by the joyful expression on the faces of soldiers, officers, generals, and adjutants, as they passed Rostov going or coming.
  • Let's dwink to dwown our gwief! shouted Denisov, who had settled down by the roadside with a flask and some food.
  • One of them was leading by the bridle a fine large French horse he had taken from the prisoner.
  • The Cossacks sold the horse for two gold pieces, and Rostov, being the richest of the officers now that he had received his money, bought it.
  • He felt that this nearness by itself made up to him for the day he had lost.
  • "The reserves, sire!" replied a voice, a very human one compared to that which had said: "The Pavlograd hussars?"
  • A few minutes after the Emperor had passed, the Pavlograd division was ordered to advance.
  • The Emperor, surrounded by his suite of officers and courtiers, was riding a bobtailed chestnut mare, a different one from that which he had ridden at the review, and bending to one side he gracefully held a gold lorgnette to his eyes and looked at a soldier who lay prone, with blood on his uncovered head.
  • Rostov saw how the Emperor's rather round shoulders shuddered as if a cold shiver had run down them, how his left foot began convulsively tapping the horse's side with the spur, and how the well-trained horse looked round unconcerned and did not stir.
  • The troops of the vanguard were stationed before Wischau, within sight of the enemy's lines, which all day long had yielded ground to us at the least firing.
  • When the officers had emptied and smashed their glasses, Kirsten filled others and, in shirt sleeves and breeches, went glass in hand to the soldiers' bonfires and with his long gray mustache, his white chest showing under his open shirt, he stood in a majestic pose in the light of the campfire, waving his uplifted arm.
  • Late that night, when all had separated, Denisov with his short hand patted his favorite, Rostov, on the shoulder.
  • He ate nothing and had slept badly that night, those around him reported.
  • The Emperor had only just fallen asleep and so Savary had to wait.
  • By evening, the adjutants had spread it to all ends and parts of the army, and in the night from the nineteenth to the twentieth, the whole eighty thousand allied troops rose from their bivouacs to the hum of voices, and the army swayed and started in one enormous mass six miles long.
  • The concentrated activity which had begun at the Emperor's headquarters in the morning and had started the whole movement that followed was like the first movement of the main wheel of a large tower clock.
  • He wished to explain to Dolgorukov a plan of attack he had himself formed.
  • Weyrother evidently felt himself to be at the head of a movement that had already become unrestrainable.
  • He was bespattered with mud and had a pitiful, weary, and distracted air, though at the same time he was haughty and self-confident.
  • In the large drawing room which had become the commander in chief's office were gathered Kutuzov himself, Weyrother, and the members of the council of war.
  • He asked Weyrother several times to repeat words he had not clearly heard and the difficult names of villages.
  • Langeron's objections were valid but it was obvious that their chief aim was to show General Weyrother--who had read his dispositions with as much self-confidence as if he were addressing school children--that he had to do, not with fools, but with men who could teach him something in military matters.
  • And then that happy moment, that Toulon for which he had so long waited, presents itself to him at last.
  • The gay triumphant shouting of the enemy army had a stimulating effect on him.
  • I saw them this evening on that knoll; if they had retreated they would have withdrawn from that too....
  • Rostov reined in his horse, whose spirits had risen, like his own, at the firing, and went back at a footpace.
  • Dolgorukov was still insisting that the French had retreated and had only lit fires to deceive us.
  • The fog had grown so dense that though it was growing light they could not see ten paces ahead.
  • But what he's jabbering no one can make out, said a soldier, mimicking the general who had ridden away.
  • And the feeling of energy with which the troops had started began to turn into vexation and anger at the stupid arrangements and at the Germans.
  • Several thousand cavalry crossed in front of the infantry, who had to wait.
  • In this way the action began for the first, second, and third columns, which had gone down into the valley.
  • Napoleon, in the blue cloak which he had worn on his Italian campaign, sat on his small gray Arab horse a little in front of his marshals.
  • Part of the Russian force had already descended into the valley toward the ponds and lakes and part were leaving these Pratzen Heights which he intended to attack and regarded as the key to the position.
  • From information he had received the evening before, from the sound of wheels and footsteps heard by the outposts during the night, by the disorderly movement of the Russian columns, and from all indications, he saw clearly that the allies believed him to be far away in front of them, and that the columns moving near Pratzen constituted the center of the Russian army, and that that center was already sufficiently weakened to be successfully attacked.
  • When the sun had entirely emerged from the fog, and fields and mist were aglow with dazzling light--as if he had only awaited this to begin the action--he drew the glove from his shapely white hand, made a sign with it to the marshals, and ordered the action to begin.
  • At eight o'clock Kutuzov rode to Pratzen at the head of the fourth column, Miloradovich's, the one that was to take the place of Przebyszewski's and Langeron's columns which had already gone down into the valley.
  • When he had reached the village of Pratzen he halted.
  • Nothing was visible in the valley to the left into which our troops had descended and from whence came the sounds of firing.
  • "Do order them to form into battalion columns and go round the village!" he said angrily to a general who had ridden up.
  • An Austrian officer in a white uniform with green plumes in his hat galloped up to Kutuzov and asked in the Emperor's name had the fourth column advanced into action.
  • Hardly had Prince Andrew started than he stopped him.
  • He had felt perfectly sure that there were other troops in front of him and that the enemy must be at least six miles away.
  • "All right, all right!" he said to Prince Andrew, and turned to a general who, watch in hand, was saying it was time they started as all the left-flank columns had already descended.
  • At the Olmutz review he had seemed more majestic; here he seemed brighter and more energetic.
  • Czartoryski, Novosiltsev, Prince Volkonsky, Strogonov, and the others, all richly dressed gay young men on splendid, well-groomed, fresh, only slightly heated horses, exchanging remarks and smiling, had stopped behind the Emperor.
  • The Emperor, frowning slightly, bent his ear forward as if he had not quite heard.
  • "Lads, it's not the first village you've had to take," cried he.
  • The fog had begun to clear and enemy troops were already dimly visible about a mile and a half off on the opposite heights.
  • Kutuzov had stopped and was speaking to an Austrian general.
  • The French were supposed to be a mile and a half away, but had suddenly and unexpectedly appeared just in front of us.
  • Confused and ever-increasing crowds were running back to where five minutes before the troops had passed the Emperors.
  • The French had attacked the battery and, seeing Kutuzov, were firing at him.
  • But before he had finished speaking, Prince Andrew, feeling tears of shame and anger choking him, had already leapt from his horse and run to the standard.
  • On our right flank commanded by Bagration, at nine o'clock the battle had not yet begun.
  • On being relieved from picket duty Rostov had managed to get a few hours' sleep before morning and felt cheerful, bold, and resolute, with elasticity of movement, faith in his good fortune, and generally in that state of mind which makes everything seem possible, pleasant, and easy.
  • The morning was bright, he had a good horse under him, and his heart was full of joy and happiness.
  • These sights and sounds had no depressing or intimidating effect on him; on the contrary, they stimulated his energy and determination.
  • He had not ridden many hundred yards after that before he saw to his left, across the whole width of the field, an enormous mass of cavalry in brilliant white uniforms, mounted on black horses, trotting straight toward him and across his path.
  • Hardly had the Horse Guards passed Rostov before he heard them shout, "Hurrah!" and looking back saw that their foremost ranks were mixed up with some foreign cavalry with red epaulets, probably French.
  • Rostov was horrified to hear later that of all that mass of huge and handsome men, of all those brilliant, rich youths, officers and cadets, who had galloped past him on their thousand-ruble horses, only eighteen were left after the charge.
  • "Can you imagine it?" and he began describing how the Guards, having taken up their position and seeing troops before them, thought they were Austrians, and all at once discovered from the cannon balls discharged by those troops that they were themselves in the front line and had unexpectedly to go into action.
  • Having passed the Guards and traversed an empty space, Rostov, to avoid again getting in front of the first line as he had done when the Horse Guards charged, followed the line of reserves, going far round the place where the hottest musket fire and cannonade were heard.
  • The foreboding of evil that had suddenly come over Rostov was more and more confirmed the farther he rode into the region behind the village of Pratzen, which was full of troops of all kinds.
  • The highroad on which he had come out was thronged with caleches, carriages of all sorts, and Russian and Austrian soldiers of all arms, some wounded and some not.
  • He rode on to the region where the greatest number of men had perished in fleeing from Pratzen.
  • The French had not yet occupied that region, and the Russians--the uninjured and slightly wounded--had left it long ago.
  • The French, who had ceased firing at this field strewn with dead and wounded where there was no one left to fire at, on seeing an adjutant riding over it trained a gun on him and fired several shots.
  • Some said the report that the Emperor was wounded was correct, others that it was not, and explained the false rumor that had spread by the fact that the Emperor's carriage had really galloped from the field of battle with the pale and terrified Ober-Hofmarschal Count Tolstoy, who had ridden out to the battlefield with others in the Emperor's suite.
  • One officer told Rostov that he had seen someone from headquarters behind the village to the left, and thither Rostov rode, not hoping to find anyone but merely to ease his conscience.
  • When he had ridden about two miles and had passed the last of the Russian troops, he saw, near a kitchen garden with a ditch round it, two men on horseback facing the ditch.
  • He knew that he might and even ought to go straight to him and give the message Dolgorukov had ordered him to deliver.
  • Not one of the innumerable speeches addressed to the Emperor that he had composed in his imagination could he now recall.
  • Those speeches were intended for quite other conditions, they were for the most part to be spoken at a moment of victory and triumph, generally when he was dying of wounds and the sovereign had thanked him for heroic deeds, and while dying he expressed the love his actions had proved.
  • It was a unique chance to show his devotion to the Emperor and he had not made use of it....
  • And he turned round and galloped back to the place where he had seen the Emperor, but there was no one beyond the ditch now.
  • Przebyszewski and his corps had laid down their arms.
  • Go on! innumerable voices suddenly shouted after the ball had struck the general, the men themselves not knowing what, or why, they were shouting.
  • The ice, that had held under those on foot, collapsed in a great mass, and some forty men who were on it dashed, some forward and some back, drowning one another.
  • On the Pratzen Heights, where he had fallen with the flagstaff in his hand, lay Prince Andrew Bolkonski bleeding profusely and unconsciously uttering a gentle, piteous, and childlike moan.
  • Above him again was the same lofty sky with clouds that had risen and were floating still higher, and between them gleamed blue infinity.
  • He did not turn his head and did not see those who, judging by the sound of hoofs and voices, had ridden up and stopped near him.
  • Bonaparte riding over the battlefield had given final orders to strengthen the batteries firing at the Augesd Dam and was looking at the killed and wounded left on the field.
  • "The ammunition for the guns in position is exhausted, Your Majesty," said an adjutant who had come from the batteries that were firing at Augesd.
  • Bolkonski recognized Prince Repnin whom he had met in Petersburg society.
  • The soldiers who had carried Prince Andrew had noticed and taken the little gold icon Princess Mary had hung round her brother's neck, but seeing the favor the Emperor showed the prisoners, they now hastened to return the holy image.
  • He was already enjoying that happiness when that little Napoleon had suddenly appeared with his unsympathizing look of shortsighted delight at the misery of others, and doubts and torments had followed, and only the heavens promised peace.
  • Meeting a comrade at the last post station but one before Moscow, Denisov had drunk three bottles of wine with him and, despite the jolting ruts across the snow-covered road, did not once wake up on the way to Moscow, but lay at the bottom of the sleigh beside Rostov, who grew more and more impatient the nearer they got to Moscow.
  • The house stood cold and silent, as if quite regardless of who had come to it.
  • Rostov, who had completely forgotten Denisov, not wishing anyone to forestall him, threw off his fur coat and ran on tiptoe through the large dark ballroom.
  • Natasha, after she had pulled him down toward her and covered his face with kisses, holding him tight by the skirt of his coat, sprang away and pranced up and down in one place like a goat and shrieked piercingly.
  • The old countess had not yet come.
  • Yet it was she, dressed in a new gown which he did not know, made since he had left.
  • Denisov, who had come into the room unnoticed by anyone, stood there and wiped his eyes at the sight.
  • It was Natasha, Sonya, and Petya, who had come to see whether they were getting up.
  • Natasha had put on one spurred boot and was just getting her foot into the other.
  • Sitting on the sofa with the little cushions on its arms, in what used to be his old schoolroom, and looking into Natasha's wildly bright eyes, Rostov re-entered that world of home and childhood which had no meaning for anyone else, but gave him some of the best joys of his life; and the burning of an arm with a ruler as a proof of love did not seem to him senseless, he understood and was not surprised at it.
  • Isn't it? asked Natasha, so seriously and excitedly that it was evident that what she was now saying she had talked of before, with tears.
  • Rostov saw that it had been well considered by them.
  • Sonya had already struck him by her beauty on the preceding day.
  • Today, when he had caught a glimpse of her, she seemed still more lovely.
  • He felt that he had grown up and matured very much.
  • His passion for the Emperor had cooled somewhat in Moscow.
  • What also conduced to Bagration's being selected as Moscow's hero was the fact that he had no connections in the city and was a stranger there.
  • One had saved a standard, another had killed five Frenchmen, a third had loaded five cannon singlehanded.
  • Pierre, who at his wife's command had let his hair grow and abandoned his spectacles, went about the rooms fashionably dressed but looking sad and dull.
  • Young Rostov stood at a window with Dolokhov, whose acquaintance he had lately made and highly valued.
  • Bagration appeared in the doorway of the anteroom without hat or sword, which, in accord with the club custom, he had given up to the hall porter.
  • He had no lambskin cap on his head, nor had he a loaded whip over his shoulder, as when Rostov had seen him on the eve of the battle of Austerlitz, but wore a tight new uniform with Russian and foreign Orders, and the Star of St. George on his left breast.
  • Evidently just before coming to the dinner he had had his hair and whiskers trimmed, which changed his appearance for the worse.
  • Bekleshev and Theodore Uvarov, who had arrived with him, paused at the doorway to allow him, as the guest of honor, to enter first.
  • He walked shyly and awkwardly over the parquet floor of the reception room, not knowing what to do with his hands; he was more accustomed to walk over a plowed field under fire, as he had done at the head of the Kursk regiment at Schon Grabern--and he would have found that easier.
  • But before he had finished reading, a stentorian major-domo announced that dinner was ready!
  • Bagration also rose and shouted "Hurrah!" in exactly the same voice in which he had shouted it on the field at Schon Grabern.
  • When the voices subsided, the footmen cleared away the broken glass and everybody sat down again, smiling at the noise they had made and exchanging remarks.
  • But those who knew him intimately noticed that some great change had come over him that day.
  • Involuntarily recalling his wife's past and her relations with Dolokhov, Pierre saw clearly that what was said in the letter might be true, or might at least seem to be true had it not referred to his wife.
  • He involuntarily remembered how Dolokhov, who had fully recovered his former position after the campaign, had returned to Petersburg and come to him.
  • Pierre recalled how Helene had smilingly expressed disapproval of Dolokhov's living at their house, and how cynically Dolokhov had praised his wife's beauty to him and from that time till they came to Moscow had not left them for a day.
  • Rostov looked inimically at Pierre, first because Pierre appeared to his hussar eyes as a rich civilian, the husband of a beauty, and in a word--an old woman; and secondly because Pierre in his preoccupation and absent-mindedness had not recognized Rostov and had not responded to his greeting.
  • Pierre had the air of a man preoccupied with considerations which had no connection with the matter in hand.
  • He had evidently not slept that night.
  • He was entirely absorbed by two considerations: his wife's guilt, of which after his sleepless night he had not the slightest doubt, and the guiltlessness of Dolokhov, who had no reason to preserve the honor of a man who was nothing to him....
  • They had the right to fire when they liked as they approached the barrier.
  • The smoke, rendered denser by the mist, prevented him from seeing anything for an instant, but there was no second report as he had expected.
  • When he had become a little quieter, he explained to Rostov that he was living with his mother, who, if she saw him dying, would not survive it.
  • Pierre had of late rarely seen his wife alone.
  • The night after the duel he did not go to his bedroom but, as he often did, remained in his father's room, that huge room in which Count Bezukhov had died.
  • He lay down on the sofa meaning to fall asleep and forget all that had happened to him, but could not do so.
  • Such a storm of feelings, thoughts, and memories suddenly arose within him that he could not fall asleep, nor even remain in one place, but had to jump up and pace the room with rapid steps.
  • And he vividly recalled that moment after supper at Prince Vasili's, when he spoke those words he had found so difficult to utter: "I love you."
  • I felt then that it was not so, that I had no right to do it.
  • Often seeing the success she had with young and old men and women Pierre could not understand why he did not love her.
  • But at the moment when he imagined himself calmed by such reflections, she suddenly came into his mind as she was at the moments when he had most strongly expressed his insincere love for her, and he felt the blood rush to his heart and had again to get up and move about and break and tear whatever came to his hand.
  • She knew of the duel and had come to speak about it.
  • She waited till the valet had set down the coffee things and left the room.
  • "We had better separate," he muttered in a broken voice.
  • "I'll kill you!" he shouted, and seizing the marble top of a table with a strength he had never before felt, he made a step toward her brandishing the slab.
  • God knows what he would have done at that moment had Helene not fled from the room.
  • The gazettes from which the old prince first heard of the defeat at Austerlitz stated, as usual very briefly and vaguely, that after brilliant engagements the Russians had had to retreat and had made their withdrawal in perfect order.
  • Had he repented of his unbelief?
  • She had determined not to tell her and persuaded her father to hide the terrible news from her till after her confinement, which was expected within a few days.
  • (In accordance with Lise's and Prince Andrew's wishes they had sent in good time to Moscow for a doctor and were expecting him at any moment.)
  • Suddenly her door opened softly and her old nurse, Praskovya Savishna, who hardly ever came to that room as the old prince had forbidden it, appeared on the threshold with a shawl round her head.
  • Nurse Savishna, knitting in hand, was telling in low tones, scarcely hearing or understanding her own words, what she had told hundreds of times before: how the late princess had given birth to Princess Mary in Kishenev with only a Moldavian peasant woman to help instead of a midwife.
  • "You did not get my letter?" he asked, and not waiting for a reply-- which he would not have received, for the princess was unable to speak-- he turned back, rapidly mounted the stairs again with the doctor who had entered the hall after him (they had met at the last post station), and again embraced his sister.
  • The little princess lay supported by pillows, with a white cap on her head (the pains had just left her).
  • "My darling!" he said--a word he had never used to her before.
  • His coming had nothing to do with her sufferings or with their relief.
  • She was lying dead, in the same position he had seen her in five minutes before and, despite the fixed eyes and the pallor of the cheeks, the same expression was on her charming childlike face with its upper lip covered with tiny black hair.
  • He looked up joyfully at the baby when the nurse brought it to him and nodded approval when she told him that the wax with the baby's hair had not sunk in the font but had floated.
  • Bezukhov got off scotfree, while Fedya had to bear the whole burden on his shoulders.
  • Fancy what he had to go through!
  • In the autumn of 1806 everybody had again begun talking of the war with Napoleon with even greater warmth than the year before.
  • On the third day after Christmas Nicholas dined at home, a thing he had rarely done of late.
  • "Where would I not go at the countess' command!" said Denisov, who at the Rostovs' had jocularly assumed the role of Natasha's knight.
  • "Perhaps," coldly and angrily replied Dolokhov, glancing at Sonya, and, scowling, he gave Nicholas just such a look as he had given Pierre at the club dinner.
  • Little as Nicholas had occupied himself with Sonya of late, something seemed to give way within him at this news.
  • He tried to say, "That's capital; of course she'll forget her childish promises and accept the offer," but before he had time to say it Natasha began again.
  • This was the first time since his return that they had talked alone and about their love.
  • That year two marriages had come of these balls.
  • Iogel had taken a ballroom in Bezukhov's house, and the ball, as everyone said, was a great success.
  • You were only inattentive, but you had talent--oh yes, you had talent!
  • Knowing that Denisov had a reputation even in Poland for the masterly way in which he danced the mazurka, Nicholas ran up to Natasha:
  • He was at once shown to the best room, which Dolokhov had taken for that evening.
  • Rostov had not seen him since his proposal and Sonya's refusal and felt uncomfortable at the thought of how they would meet.
  • Dolokhov's clear, cold glance met Rostov as soon as he entered the door, as though he had long expected him.
  • Rostov recalled at that moment a strange conversation he had once had with Dolokhov.
  • "None but fools trust to luck in play," Dolokhov had then said.
  • But before he had thought of anything, Dolokhov, looking straight in his face, said slowly and deliberately so that everyone could hear:
  • Do you remember we had a talk about cards...
  • "Gentlemen," said Dolokhov after he had dealt for some time.
  • All Rostov's cards were beaten and he had eight hundred rubles scored up against him.
  • He let the eight hundred remain and laid down a seven of hearts with a torn corner, which he had picked up from the floor.
  • He laid down the seven of hearts, on which with a broken bit of chalk he had written "800 rubles" in clear upright figures; he emptied the glass of warm champagne that was handed him, smiled at Dolokhov's words, and with a sinking heart, waiting for a seven to turn up, gazed at Dolokhov's hands which held the pack.
  • On the previous Sunday the old count had given his son two thousand rubles, and though he always disliked speaking of money difficulties had told Nicholas that this was all he could let him have till May, and asked him to be more economical this time.
  • Nicholas had replied that it would be more than enough for him and that he gave his word of honor not to take anything more till the spring.
  • He had lost more than he could pay.
  • Instead of sixteen hundred rubles he had a long column of figures scored against him, which he had reckoned up to ten thousand, but that now, as he vaguely supposed, must have risen to fifteen thousand.
  • He had decided to play until that score reached forty-three thousand.
  • He had fixed on that number because forty-three was the sum of his and Sonya's joint ages.
  • I had a splendid card all ready, as if it were the fun of the game which interested him most.
  • Rostov submissively unbent the corner of his card and, instead of the six thousand he had intended, carefully wrote twenty-one.
  • To say "tomorrow" and keep up a dignified tone was not difficult, but to go home alone, see his sisters, brother, mother, and father, confess and ask for money he had no right to after giving his word of honor, was terrible.
  • At home, they had not yet gone to bed.
  • The young people, after returning from the theater, had had supper and were grouped round the clavichord.
  • Denisov, with sparkling eyes and ruffled hair, sat at the clavichord striking chords with his short fingers, his legs thrown back and his eyes rolling as he sang, with his small, husky, but true voice, some verses called "Enchantress," which he had composed, and to which he was trying to fit music:
  • She noticed at once that something had happened to him.
  • Natasha too, with her quick instinct, had instantly noticed her brother's condition.
  • Natasha, that winter, had for the first time begun to sing seriously, mainly because Denisov so delighted in her singing.
  • Only they generally said this some time after she had finished singing.
  • It was long since Rostov had felt such enjoyment from music as he did that day.
  • But no sooner had Natasha finished her barcarolle than reality again presented itself.
  • "Well--had a good time?" said the old count, smiling gaily and proudly at his son.
  • He had begun to think of the last station and was still pondering on the same question--one so important that he took no notice of what went on around him.
  • It is good for me, bad for another traveler, and for himself it's unavoidable, because he needs money for food; the man said an officer had once given him a thrashing for letting a private traveler have the courier horses.
  • But the officer thrashed him because he had to get on as quickly as possible.
  • His servant was also a yellow, wrinkled old man, without beard or mustache, evidently not because he was shaven but because they had never grown.
  • With my whole soul I wish to be what you would have me be, but I have never had help from anyone....
  • One thing he continually realized as he read that book: the joy, hitherto unknown to him, of believing in the possibility of attaining perfection, and in the possibility of active brotherly love among men, which Joseph Alexeevich had revealed to him.
  • To Pierre's inquiries as to what he must do and how he should answer, Willarski only replied that brothers more worthy than he would test him and that Pierre had only to tell the truth.
  • Having entered the courtyard of a large house where the Lodge had its headquarters, and having ascended a dark staircase, they entered a small well-lit anteroom where they took off their cloaks without the aid of a servant.
  • Willarski, stepping toward him, said something to him in French in an undertone and then went up to a small wardrobe in which Pierre noticed garments such as he had never seen before.
  • A skull, a coffin, the Gospel--it seemed to him that he had expected all this and even more.
  • By the dim light, to which Pierre had already become accustomed, he saw a rather short man.
  • This short man had on a white leather apron which covered his chest and part of his legs; he had on a kind of necklace above which rose a high white ruffle, outlining his rather long face which was lit up from below.
  • For a long time he could not utter a word, so that the Rhetor had to repeat his question.
  • I have had so many, replied Pierre.
  • Round a long table covered with black sat some twelve men in garments like those he had already seen.
  • Some of them Pierre had met in Petersburg society.
  • On his right sat the Italian abbe whom Pierre had met at Anna Pavlovna's two years before.
  • Pierre glanced at the serious faces of those around, remembered all he had already gone through, and realized that he could not stop halfway.
  • Pierre would have liked to subscribe all he had, but fearing that it might look like pride subscribed the same amount as the others.
  • The meeting was at an end, and on reaching home Pierre felt as if he had returned from a long journey on which he had spent dozens of years, had become completely changed, and had quite left behind his former habits and way of life.
  • On the previous evening at the Lodge, he had heard that a rumor of his duel had reached the Emperor and that it would be wiser for him to leave Petersburg.
  • Pierre tried several times to speak, but, on one hand, Prince Vasili did not let him and, on the other, Pierre himself feared to begin to speak in the tone of decided refusal and disagreement in which he had firmly resolved to answer his father-in-law.
  • But before Prince Vasili had finished his playful speech, Pierre, without looking at him, and with a kind of fury that made him like his father, muttered in a whisper:
  • And Prince Vasili had to go without receiving any explanation.
  • This expression suggested that she had resolved to endure her troubles uncomplainingly and that her husband was a cross laid upon her by God.
  • I said so even at the time when everybody was in raptures about him, when he had just returned from abroad, and when, if you remember, he posed as a sort of Marat at one of my soirees.
  • The novelty Anna Pavlovna was setting before her guests that evening was Boris Drubetskoy, who had just arrived as a special messenger from the Prussian army and was aide-de-camp to a very important personage.
  • Thanks to Anna Mikhaylovna's efforts, his own tastes, and the peculiarities of his reserved nature, Boris had managed during his service to place himself very advantageously.
  • To be in Anna Pavlovna's drawing room he considered an important step up in the service, and he at once understood his role, letting his hostess make use of whatever interest he had to offer.
  • For some time he engrossed the general attention, and Anna Pavlovna felt that the novelty she had served up was received with pleasure by all her visitors.
  • As soon as he had finished she turned to him with her usual smile.
  • When Boris and Anna Pavlovna returned to the others Prince Hippolyte had the ear of the company.
  • Anna Pavlovna waited for him to go on, but as he seemed quite decided to say no more she began to tell of how at Potsdam the impious Bonaparte had stolen the sword of Frederick the Great.
  • When everybody rose to go, Helene who had spoken very little all the evening again turned to Boris, asking him in a tone of caressing significant command to come to her on Tuesday.
  • It seemed as if from some words Boris had spoken that evening about the Prussian army, Helene had suddenly found it necessary to see him.
  • The life of old Prince Bolkonski, Prince Andrew, and Princess Mary had greatly changed since 1805.
  • Princess Mary had ceased taking lessons in mathematics from her father, and when the old prince was at home went to his study with the wet nurse and little Prince Nicholas (as his grandfather called him).
  • But what was still stranger, though of this Prince Andrew said nothing to his sister, was that in the expression the sculptor had happened to give the angel's face, Prince Andrew read the same mild reproach he had read on the face of his dead wife: "Ah, why have you done this to me?"
  • After the Austerlitz campaign Prince Andrew had firmly resolved not to continue his military service, and when the war recommenced and everybody had to serve, he took a post under his father in the recruitment so as to avoid active service.
  • Little Nicholas had been unwell for four days.
  • The coachman who had driven the old prince to town returned bringing papers and letters for Prince Andrew.
  • He was told that the prince had gone to the nursery.
  • I think so... but as you please, said Princess Mary, evidently intimidated and confused that her opinion had prevailed.
  • It was the second night that neither of them had slept, watching the boy who was in a high fever.
  • "Devil take them!" he muttered, and after listening to the verbal instructions his father had sent and taking the correspondence and his father's letter, he returned to the nursery.
  • He still had all the letters in his hand.
  • At first Prince Andrew read with his eyes only, but after a while, in spite of himself (although he knew how far it was safe to trust Bilibin), what he had read began to interest him more and more.
  • When he had read thus far, he crumpled the letter up and threw it away.
  • It was not what he had read that vexed him, but the fact that the life out there in which he had now no part could perturb him.
  • He shut his eyes, rubbed his forehead as if to rid himself of all interest in what he had read, and listened to what was passing in the nursery.
  • At last he saw him: the rosy boy had tossed about till he lay across the bed with his head lower than the pillow, and was smacking his lips in his sleep and breathing evenly.
  • Prince Andrew was as glad to find the boy like that, as if he had already lost him.
  • He bent over him and, as his sister had taught him, tried with his lips whether the child was still feverish.
  • Prince Andrew touched the head with his hand; even the hair was wet, so profusely had the child perspired.
  • The dark shadow was Princess Mary, who had come up to the cot with noiseless steps, lifted the curtain, and dropped it again behind her.
  • Despite Count Bezukhov's enormous wealth, since he had come into an income which was said to amount to five hundred thousand rubles a year, Pierre felt himself far poorer than when his father had made him an allowance of ten thousand rubles.
  • The building of a new church, previously begun, had cost about 10,000 in each of the last two years, and he did not know how the rest, about 100,000 rubles, was spent, and almost every year he was obliged to borrow.
  • So the first task Pierre had to face was one for which he had very little aptitude or inclination--practical business.
  • Temptations to Pierre's greatest weakness-- the one to which he had confessed when admitted to the Lodge--were so strong that he could not resist them.
  • Instead of the new life he had hoped to lead he still lived the old life, only in new surroundings.
  • He consoled himself with the thought that he fulfilled another of the precepts--that of reforming the human race--and had other virtues--love of his neighbor, and especially generosity.
  • The southern spring, the comfortable rapid traveling in a Vienna carriage, and the solitude of the road, all had a gladdening effect on Pierre.
  • The estates he had not before visited were each more picturesque than the other; the serfs everywhere seemed thriving and touchingly grateful for the benefits conferred on them.
  • What Pierre did not know was that the place where they presented him with bread and salt and wished to build a chantry in honor of Peter and Paul was a market village where a fair was held on St. Peter's day, and that the richest peasants (who formed the deputation) had begun the chantry long before, but that nine tenths of the peasants in that villages were in a state of the greatest poverty.
  • Returning from his journey through South Russia in the happiest state of mind, Pierre carried out an intention he had long had of visiting his friend Bolkonski, whom he had not seen for two years.
  • The fences and gates were new and solid; two fire pumps and a water cart, painted green, stood in a shed; the paths were straight, the bridges were strong and had handrails.
  • Pierre was struck by the modesty of the small though clean house after the brilliant surroundings in which he had last met his friend in Petersburg.
  • Pierre looked silently and searchingly into Prince Andrew's face, which had grown much older.
  • And so you had to go through that too!
  • "What does harm to another is wrong," said Pierre, feeling with pleasure that for the first time since his arrival Prince Andrew was roused, had begun to talk, and wanted to express what had brought him to his present state.
  • Prince Andrew expressed his ideas so clearly and distinctly that it was evident he had reflected on this subject more than once, and he spoke readily and rapidly like a man who has not talked for a long time.
  • I had such moments myself not long ago, in Moscow and when traveling, but at such times I collapsed so that I don't live at all--everything seems hateful to me... myself most of all.
  • They reached a river that had overflowed its banks and which they had to cross by ferry.
  • The sun had sunk half below the horizon and an evening frost was starring the puddles near the ferry, but Pierre and Andrew, to the astonishment of the footmen, coachmen, and ferrymen, still stood on the raft and talked.
  • The raft had long since stopped and only the waves of the current beat softly against it below.
  • A woman, bent with age, with a wallet on her back, and a short, long-haired, young man in a black garment had rushed back to the gate on seeing the carriage driving up.
  • Prince Andrew had no time to answer.
  • The old prince had gone to the town and was expected back any minute.
  • The old woman, lowering her eyes but casting side glances at the newcomers, had turned her cup upside down and placed a nibbled bit of sugar beside it, and sat quietly in her armchair, though hoping to be offered another cup of tea.
  • Pelageya interrupted her companion; she evidently wished to tell what she had seen.
  • "But, dear me, that must be a fraud!" said Pierre, naively, who had listened attentively to the pilgrim.
  • Old women's nonsense--old women's nonsense! he repeated, but still he patted Pierre affectionately on the shoulder, and then went up to the table where Prince Andrew, evidently not wishing to join in the conversation, was looking over the papers his father had brought from town.
  • With the stern old prince and the gentle, timid Princess Mary, though he had scarcely known them, Pierre at once felt like an old friend.
  • When Pierre had gone and the members of the household met together, they began to express their opinions of him as people always do after a new acquaintance has left, but as seldom happens, no one said anything but what was good of him.
  • On approaching it, Rostov felt as he had done when approaching his home in Moscow.
  • After his losses, he had determined to pay back his debt to his parents in five years.
  • Several times parts of the Pavlograd regiment had exchanged shots with the enemy, had taken prisoners, and once had even captured Marshal Oudinot's carriages.
  • A thaw had set in, it was muddy and cold, the ice on the river broke, and the roads became impassable.
  • The Pavlograd regiment had had only two men wounded in action, but had lost nearly half its men from hunger and sickness.
  • Rostov lived, as before, with Denisov, and since their furlough they had become more friendly than ever.
  • On one of his foraging expeditions, in a deserted and ruined village to which he had come in search of provisions, Rostov found a family consisting of an old Pole and his daughter with an infant in arms.
  • They were half clad, hungry, too weak to get away on foot and had no means of obtaining a conveyance.
  • In April the troops were enlivened by news of the Emperor's arrival, but Rostov had no chance of being present at the review he held at Bartenstein, as the Pavlograds were at the outposts far beyond that place.
  • The hut was made in the following manner, which had then come into vogue.
  • The trench itself was the room, in which the lucky ones, such as the squadron commander, had a board, lying on piles at the end opposite the entrance, to serve as a table.
  • Denisov, who was living luxuriously because the soldiers of his squadron liked him, had also a board in the roof at the farther end, with a piece of (broken but mended) glass in it for a window.
  • He was pleasantly considering the probability of being promoted in a few days for his last reconnoitering expedition, and was awaiting Denisov, who had gone out somewhere and with whom he wanted a talk.
  • Lavrushka was saying something about loaded wagons, biscuits, and oxen he had seen when he had gone out for provisions.
  • In answer to Rostov's inquiry where he was going, he answered vaguely and crossly that he had some business.
  • He did not even trouble to find out where Denisov had gone.
  • Denisov had not yet returned.
  • The weather had cleared up, and near the next hut two officers and a cadet were playing svayka, laughing as they threw their missiles which buried themselves in the soft mud.
  • Our men have had nothing to eat for two days.
  • "And mine have had nothing for two weeks," said Denisov.
  • The soldiers had biscuits dealt out to them freely, and they even shared them with the other squadrons.
  • A deep saucer of black blood was taken from his hairy arm and only then was he able to relate what had happened to him.
  • The case, as represented by the offended parties, was that, after seizing the transports, Major Denisov, being drunk, went to the chief quartermaster and without any provocation called him a thief, threatened to strike him, and on being led out had rushed into the office and given two officials a thrashing, and dislocated the arm of one of them.
  • In answer to Rostov's renewed questions, Denisov said, laughing, that he thought he remembered that some other fellow had got mixed up in it, but that it was all nonsense and rubbish, and he did not in the least fear any kind of trial, and that if those scoundrels dared attack him he would give them an answer that they would not easily forget.
  • We had a list.
  • The smell was so strong there that Rostov held his nose and had to pause and collect his strength before he could go on.
  • The foul air, to which he had already begun to get used in the corridor, was still stronger here.
  • He had not at all expected such a sight.
  • Rostov looked at him, trying to remember where he had seen him before.
  • His face had the same swollen pallor as the faces of the other hospital patients, but it was not this that struck Rostov.
  • On Rostov's inquiry as to how the matter stood, he at once produced from under his pillow a paper he had received from the commission and the rough draft of his answer to it.
  • His hospital companions, who had gathered round Rostov--a fresh arrival from the world outside--gradually began to disperse as soon as Denisov began reading his answer.
  • Rostov noticed by their faces that all those gentlemen had already heard that story more than once and were tired of it.
  • Only the man who had the next bed, a stout Uhlan, continued to sit on his bed, gloomily frowning and smoking a pipe, and little one-armed Tushin still listened, shaking his head disapprovingly.
  • This is what I say: 'If I had wobbed the Tweasuwy...'
  • Late in the evening, when Rostov was about to leave, he asked Denisov whether he had no commission for him.
  • "Yes, wait a bit," said Denisov, glancing round at the officers, and taking his papers from under his pillow he went to the window, where he had an inkpot, and sat down to write.
  • Boris Drubetskoy had asked the important personage on whom he was in attendance, to include him in the suite appointed for the stay at Tilsit.
  • "I should like to see the great man," he said, alluding to Napoleon, whom hitherto he, like everyone else, had always called Buonaparte.
  • Since he had begun to move in the highest circles Boris had made it his habit to watch attentively all that went on around him and to note it down.
  • At the time of the meeting at Tilsit he asked the names of those who had come with Napoleon and about the uniforms they wore, and listened attentively to words spoken by important personages.
  • The interview had lasted an hour and fifty- three minutes.
  • He had not only become known, but people had grown accustomed to him and accepted him.
  • Rostov, in common with the whole army from which he came, was far from having experienced the change of feeling toward Napoleon and the French- -who from being foes had suddenly become friends--that had taken place at headquarters and in Boris.
  • Only recently, talking with one of Platov's Cossack officers, Rostov had argued that if Napoleon were taken prisoner he would be treated not as a sovereign, but as a criminal.
  • But Rostov had noticed his first impulse.
  • The look of annoyance had already disappeared from Boris' face: having evidently reflected and decided how to act, he very quietly took both Rostov's hands and led him into the next room.
  • Rostov had come to Tilsit the day least suitable for a petition on Denisov's behalf.
  • He could not himself go to the general in attendance as he was in mufti and had come to Tilsit without permission to do so, and Boris, even had he wished to, could not have done so on the following day.
  • He is here! thought Rostov, who had unconsciously returned to the house where Alexander lodged.
  • On hearing this indifferent voice, Rostov grew frightened at what he was doing; the thought of meeting the Emperor at any moment was so fascinating and consequently so alarming that he was ready to run away, but the official who had questioned him opened the door, and Rostov entered.
  • Rostov went back into the hall and noticed that in the porch there were many officers and generals in full parade uniform, whom he had to pass.
  • It was a cavalry general who had obtained the Emperor's special favor during this campaign, and who had formerly commanded the division in which Rostov was serving.
  • Hardly had Rostov handed him the letter and finished explaining Denisov's case, when hasty steps and the jingling of spurs were heard on the stairs, and the general, leaving him, went to the porch.
  • The members of his suite, guessing at once what he wanted, moved about and whispered as they passed something from one to another, and a page--the same one Rostov had seen the previous evening at Boris'--ran forward and, bowing respectfully over the outstretched hand and not keeping it waiting a moment, laid in it an Order on a red ribbon.
  • The smell of the food the Preobrazhenskis were eating and a sense of hunger recalled him from these reflections; he had to get something to eat before going away.
  • He went to a hotel he had noticed that morning.
  • There he found so many people, among them officers who, like himself, had come in civilian clothes, that he had difficulty in getting a dinner.
  • Prince Andrew had spent two years continuously in the country.
  • All the plans Pierre had attempted on his estates--and constantly changing from one thing to another had never accomplished--were carried out by Prince Andrew without display and without perceptible difficulty.
  • He had in the highest degree a practical tenacity which Pierre lacked, and without fuss or strain on his part this set things going.
  • They crossed the ferry where he had talked with Pierre the year before.
  • Prince Andrew had to see the Marshal of the Nobility for the district in connection with the affairs of the Ryazan estate of which he was trustee.
  • Prince Andrew, depressed and preoccupied with the business about which he had to speak to the Marshal, was driving up the avenue in the grounds of the Rostovs' house at Otradnoe.
  • In 1809 Count Ilya Rostov was living at Otradnoe just as he had done in former years, that is, entertaining almost the whole province with hunts, theatricals, dinners, and music.
  • It was already the beginning of June when on his return journey he drove into the birch forest where the gnarled old oak had made so strange and memorable an impression on him.
  • The whole day had been hot.
  • Somewhere a storm was gathering, but only a small cloud had scattered some raindrops lightly, sprinkling the road and the sappy leaves.
  • He could not now understand how he could ever even have doubted the necessity of taking an active share in life, just as a month before he had not understood how the idea of leaving the quiet country could ever enter his head.
  • He did not even remember how formerly, on the strength of similar wretched logical arguments, it had seemed obvious that he would be degrading himself if he now, after the lessons he had had in life, allowed himself to believe in the possibility of being useful and in the possibility of happiness or love.
  • He mentioned what he had written to an old field marshal, a friend of his father's.
  • He did not know Arakcheev personally, had never seen him, and all he had heard of him inspired him with but little respect for the man.
  • During his service, chiefly as an adjutant, Prince Andrew had seen the anterooms of many important men, and the different types of such rooms were well known to him.
  • Count Arakcheev's anteroom had quite a special character.
  • And this movement of reconstruction of which Prince Andrew had a vague idea, and Speranski its chief promoter, began to interest him so keenly that the question of the army regulations quickly receded to a secondary place in his consciousness.
  • The reforming party cordially welcomed and courted him, in the first place because he was reputed to be clever and very well read, and secondly because by liberating his serfs he had obtained the reputation of being a liberal.
  • This was Speranski, Secretary of State, reporter to the Emperor and his companion at Erfurt, where he had more than once met and talked with Napoleon.
  • He did not say that the Emperor had kept him, and Prince Andrew noticed this affectation of modesty.
  • I had heard of you, as everyone has, he said after a pause.
  • Kochubey said a few words about the reception Arakcheev had given Bolkonski.
  • During the first weeks of his stay in Petersburg Prince Andrew felt the whole trend of thought he had formed during his life of seclusion quite overshadowed by the trifling cares that engrossed him in that city.
  • He did nothing, did not even think or find time to think, but only talked, and talked successfully, of what he had thought while in the country.
  • But he was so busy for whole days together that he had no time to notice that he was thinking of nothing.
  • As he had done on their first meeting at Kochubey's, Speranski produced a strong impression on Prince Andrew on the Wednesday, when he received him tête-à-tête at his own house and talked to him long and confidentially.
  • To Bolkonski so many people appeared contemptible and insignificant creatures, and he so longed to find in someone the living ideal of that perfection toward which he strove, that he readily believed that in Speranski he had found this ideal of a perfectly rational and virtuous man.
  • Had Speranski sprung from the same class as himself and possessed the same breeding and traditions, Bolkonski would soon have discovered his weak, human, unheroic sides; but as it was, Speranski's strange and logical turn of mind inspired him with respect all the more because he did not quite understand him.
  • This first long conversation with Speranski only strengthened in Prince Andrew the feeling he had experienced toward him at their first meeting.
  • It was evident that the thought could never occur to him which to Prince Andrew seemed so natural, namely, that it is after all impossible to express all one thinks; and that he had never felt the doubt, "Is not all I think and believe nonsense?"
  • During the first period of their acquaintance Bolkonski felt a passionate admiration for him similar to that which he had once felt for Bonaparte.
  • Nearly two years before this, in 1808, Pierre on returning to Petersburg after visiting his estates had involuntarily found himself in a leading position among the Petersburg Freemasons.
  • He supported almost singlehanded a poorhouse the order had founded in Petersburg.
  • When he had joined the Freemasons he had experienced the feeling of one who confidently steps onto the smooth surface of a bog.
  • Joseph Alexeevich was not in Petersburg--he had of late stood aside from the affairs of the Petersburg lodges, and lived almost entirely in Moscow.
  • He did not think of doubting Freemasonry itself, but suspected that Russian Masonry had taken a wrong path and deviated from its original principles.
  • A solemn meeting of the lodge of the second degree was convened, at which Pierre promised to communicate to the Petersburg Brothers what he had to deliver to them from the highest leaders of their order.
  • It was long since there had been so stormy a meeting.
  • Had his wife come to him, he would not have turned her away.
  • I told him everything as best I could, and told him what I had proposed to our Petersburg lodge, of the bad reception I had encountered, and of my rupture with the Brothers.
  • I told my wife that I begged her to forget the past, to forgive me whatever wrong I may have done her, and that I had nothing to forgive.
  • In this group Helene, as soon as she had settled in Petersburg with her husband, took a very prominent place.
  • Among the many young men who frequented her house every day, Boris Drubetskoy, who had already achieved great success in the service, was the most intimate friend of the Bezukhov household since Helene's return from Erfurt.
  • Returned home for dinner and dined alone--the countess had many visitors I do not like.
  • Scarcely had I torn it off before another, a bigger one, began biting me.
  • And suddenly Brother A. came and, taking my arm, led me to a building to enter which we had to pass along a narrow plank.
  • But as soon as I drew near I saw that his face had changed and grown young, and he was quietly telling me something about the teaching of our order, but so softly that I could not hear it.
  • Joseph Alexeevich's face had looked young and bright.
  • I had a dream from which I awoke with a throbbing heart.
  • I seemed to know at once that the process of regeneration had already taken place in him, and I rushed to meet him.
  • I looked at him, still holding him in my arms, and saw that his face was young, but that he had no hair on his head and his features were quite changed.
  • And I said, "I should have known you had I met you by chance," and I thought to myself, "Am I telling the truth?"
  • The Rostovs' monetary affairs had not improved during the two years they had spent in the country.
  • In Petersburg they were provincials, and the very people they had entertained in Moscow without inquiring to what set they belonged, here looked down on them.
  • Country neighbors from Otradnoe, impoverished old squires and their daughters, Peronskaya a maid of honor, Pierre Bezukhov, and the son of their district postmaster who had obtained a post in Petersburg.
  • Among the men who very soon became frequent visitors at the Rostovs' house in Petersburg were Boris, Pierre whom the count had met in the street and dragged home with him, and Berg who spent whole days at the Rostovs' and paid the eldest daughter, Countess Vera, the attentions a young man pays when he intends to propose.
  • He narrated that episode so persistently and with so important an air that everyone believed in the merit and usefulness of his deed, and he had obtained two decorations for Austerlitz.
  • He had picked up the scrap of a grenade that had killed an aide-de-camp standing near the commander-in-chief and had taken it to his commander.
  • Now in Petersburg, having considered the Rostovs' position and his own, he decided that the time had come to propose.
  • "You see," said Berg to his comrade, whom he called "friend" only because he knew that everyone has friends, "you see, I have considered it all, and should not marry if I had not thought it all out or if it were in any way unsuitable.
  • He did not know at all how much he had, what his debts amounted to, or what dowry he could give Vera.
  • Nor had he any money.
  • Natasha was sixteen and it was the year 1809, the very year to which she had counted on her fingers with Boris after they had kissed four years ago.
  • Since then she had not seen him.
  • Since Boris left Moscow in 1805 to join the army he had not seen the Rostovs.
  • Anna Mikhaylovna also had of late visited them less frequently, seemed to hold herself with particular dignity, and always spoke rapturously and gratefully of the merits of her son and the brilliant career on which he had entered.
  • He had a brilliant position in society thanks to his intimacy with Countess Bezukhova, a brilliant position in the service thanks to the patronage of an important personage whose complete confidence he enjoyed, and he was beginning to make plans for marrying one of the richest heiresses in Petersburg, plans which might very easily be realized.
  • It seemed to him that he ought to have an explanation with Natasha and tell her that the old times must be forgotten, that in spite of everything... she could not be his wife, that he had no means, and they would never let her marry him.
  • Seeing that her mother was still praying she ran on tiptoe to the bed and, rapidly slipping one little foot against the other, pushed off her slippers and jumped onto the bed the countess had feared might become her grave.
  • Speak! said she, turning to her mother, who was tenderly gazing at her daughter and in that contemplation seemed to have forgotten all she had wished to say.
  • I had a cousin...
  • Next day the countess called Boris aside and had a talk with him, after which he ceased coming to the Rostovs'.
  • A third of the visitors had already arrived, but the Rostovs, who were to be present, were still hurrying to get dressed.
  • She had got up at eight that morning and had been in a fever of excitement and activity all day.
  • Sonya was finishing dressing and so was the countess, but Natasha, who had bustled about helping them all, was behindhand.
  • "That's not the way, that's not the way, Sonya!" cried Natasha turning her head and clutching with both hands at her hair which the maid who was dressing it had not time to release.
  • They had decided to be at the ball by half past ten, and Natasha had still to get dressed and they had to call at the Taurida Gardens.
  • But they had still to call at the Taurida Gardens.
  • In spite of her age and plainness she had gone through the same process as the Rostovs, but with less flurry – for to her it was a matter of routine.
  • She had washed behind her ears just as carefully, and when she entered her drawing room in her yellow dress, wearing her badge as maid of honor, her old lady's maid was as full of rapturous admiration as the Rostovs' servants had been.
  • Natasha had not had a moment free since early morning and had not once had time to think of what lay before her.
  • "Ah, here she is, the Queen of Petersburg, Countess Bezukhova," said Peronskaya, indicating Helene who had just entered.
  • He had promised to be at the ball and introduce partners to her.
  • Suddenly everybody stirred, began talking, and pressed forward and then back, and between the two rows, which separated, the Emperor entered to the sounds of music that had immediately struck up.
  • More than half the ladies already had partners and were taking up, or preparing to take up, their positions for the polonaise.
  • She was not concerned about the Emperor or any of those great people whom Peronskaya was pointing out--she had but one thought: Is it possible no one will ask me, that I shall not be among the first to dance?
  • The strains of the polonaise, which had continued for a considerable time, had begun to sound like a sad reminiscence to Natasha's ears.
  • Peronskaya had left them.
  • At last the Emperor stopped beside his last partner (he had danced with three) and the music ceased.
  • "I have the pleasure of being already acquainted, if the countess remembers me," said Prince Andrew with a low and courteous bow quite belying Peronskaya's remarks about his rudeness, and approaching Natasha he held out his arm to grasp her waist before he had completed his invitation.
  • Hardly had he got rid of his hat before he ran into Prince Andrew's room with a preoccupied air and at once began talking.
  • He had just heard particulars of that morning's sitting of the Council of State opened by the Emperor, and he spoke of it enthusiastically.
  • And this simple reflection suddenly destroyed all the interest Prince Andrew had felt in the impending reforms.
  • He was going to dine that evening at Speranski's, "with only a few friends," as the host had said when inviting him.
  • Prince Andrew had never before heard Speranski's famous laugh, and this ringing, high-pitched laughter from a statesman made a strange impression on him.
  • Speranski, wearing a gray swallow-tail coat with a star on the breast, and evidently still the same waistcoat and high white stock he had worn at the meeting of the Council of State, stood at the table with a beaming countenance.
  • Everything that had formerly appeared mysterious and fascinating in Speranski suddenly became plain and unattractive.
  • Before Magnitski had finished his story someone else was anxious to relate something still funnier.
  • That precise, mirthless laughter rang in Prince Andrew's ears long after he had left the house.
  • He recalled his labors on the Legal Code, and how painstakingly he had translated the articles of the Roman and French codes into Russian, and he felt ashamed of himself.
  • Then he vividly pictured to himself Bogucharovo, his occupations in the country, his journey to Ryazan; he remembered the peasants and Dron the village elder, and mentally applying to them the Personal Rights he had divided into paragraphs, he felt astonished that he could have spent so much time on such useless work.
  • Next day Prince Andrew called at a few houses he had not visited before, and among them at the Rostovs' with whom he had renewed acquaintance at the ball.
  • The whole family, whom he had formerly judged severely, now seemed to him to consist of excellent, simple, and kindly people.
  • In the midst of a phrase he ceased speaking and suddenly felt tears choking him, a thing he had thought impossible for him.
  • He had absolutely nothing to weep about yet he was ready to weep.
  • As soon as Natasha had finished she went up to him and asked how he liked her voice.
  • Having lit his candle he sat up in bed, then got up, then lay down again not at all troubled by his sleeplessness: his soul was as fresh and joyful as if he had stepped out of a stuffy room into God's own fresh air.
  • Berg rose and embraced his wife carefully, so as not to crush her lace fichu for which he had paid a good price, kissing her straight on the lips.
  • The old people sat with the old, the young with the young, and the hostess at the tea table, on which stood exactly the same kind of cakes in a silver cake basket as the Panins had at their party.
  • Pierre, as one of the principal guests, had to sit down to boston with Count Rostov, the general, and the colonel.
  • At the card table he happened to be directly facing Natasha, and was struck by a curious change that had come over her since the ball.
  • After playing out a whole suit and to his partner's delight taking five tricks, Pierre, hearing greetings and the steps of someone who had entered the room while he was picking up his tricks, glanced again at Natasha.
  • With so intellectual a guest as she considered Prince Andrew to be, she felt that she had to employ her diplomatic tact.
  • The party was very successful and quite like other parties he had seen.
  • Everything was similar: the ladies' subtle talk, the cards, the general raising his voice at the card table, and the samovar and the tea cakes; only one thing was lacking that he had always seen at the evening parties he wished to imitate.
  • They had not yet had a loud conversation among the men and a dispute about something important and clever.
  • Now the general had begun such a discussion and so Berg drew Pierre to it.
  • In the evening, when Prince Andrew had left, the countess went up to Natasha and whispered: "Well, what?"
  • She told her how he had complimented her, how he told her he was going abroad, asked her where they were going to spend the summer, and then how he had asked her about Boris.
  • It seemed to Natasha that even at the time she first saw Prince Andrew at Otradnoe she had fallen in love with him.
  • It was as if she feared this strange, unexpected happiness of meeting again the very man she had then chosen (she was firmly convinced she had done so) and of finding him, as it seemed, not indifferent to her.
  • And it had to happen that he should come specially to Petersburg while we are here.
  • And it had to happen that we should meet at that ball.
  • Read them... said her mother, thoughtfully, referring to some verses Prince Andrew had written in Natasha's album.
  • That day Countess Helene had a reception at her house.
  • Pierre, who had come downstairs, walked through the rooms and struck everyone by his preoccupied, absent-minded, and morose air.
  • Since the ball he had felt the approach of a fit of nervous depression and had made desperate efforts to combat it.
  • At the same time the feeling he had noticed between his protegee Natasha and Prince Andrew accentuated his gloom by the contrast between his own position and his friend's.
  • Toward midnight, after he had left the countess' apartments, he was sitting upstairs in a shabby dressing gown, copying out the original transaction of the Scottish lodge of Freemasons at a table in his low room cloudy with tobacco smoke, when someone came in.
  • Thirdly, he had a son whom it would be a pity to entrust to a chit of a girl.
  • Three weeks after the last evening he had spent with the Rostovs, Prince Andrew returned to Petersburg.
  • Pierre did not come either and Natasha, not knowing that Prince Andrew had gone to see his father, could not explain his absence to herself.
  • Natasha had no desire to go out anywhere and wandered from room to room like a shadow, idle and listless.
  • When she had finished her first exercise she stood still in the middle of the room and sang a musical phrase that particularly pleased her.
  • She listened joyfully (as though she had not expected it) to the charm of the notes reverberating, filling the whole empty ballroom, and slowly dying away; and all at once she felt cheerful.
  • Things are nice as it is, she said to herself, and she began walking up and down the room, not stepping simply on the resounding parquet but treading with each step from the heel to the toe (she had on a new and favorite pair of shoes) and listening to the regular tap of the heel and creak of the toe as gladly as she had to the sounds of her own voice.
  • "It is long since we had the pleasure..." began the countess, but Prince Andrew interrupted her by answering her intended question, obviously in haste to say what he had to.
  • I had to talk over a very important matter with him.
  • "No," she replied, but she had not understood his question.
  • It was as if they had not known each other till now.
  • Princess Mary had two passions and consequently two joys--her nephew, little Nicholas, and religion--and these were the favorite subjects of the prince's attacks and ridicule.
  • What had she to do with the justice or injustice of other people?
  • She had to endure and love, and that she did.
  • She felt that something had happened to him, but he said nothing to her about his love.
  • Before he left he had a long talk with his father about something, and Princess Mary noticed that before his departure they were dissatisfied with one another.
  • Soon after Prince Andrew had gone, Princess Mary wrote to her friend Julie Karagina in Petersburg, whom she had dreamed (as all girls dream) of marrying to her brother, and who was at that time in mourning for her own brother, killed in Turkey.
  • Five years have passed since then, and already I, with my petty understanding, begin to see clearly why she had to die, and in what way that death was but an expression of the infinite goodness of the Creator, whose every action, though generally incomprehensible to us, is but a manifestation of His infinite love for His creatures.
  • But not to speak of her alone, that early and terrible death has had the most beneficent influence on me and on my brother in spite of all our grief.
  • He wrote that he had never loved as he did now and that only now did he understand and know what life was.
  • He asked his sister to forgive him for not having told her of his resolve when he had last visited Bald Hills, though he had spoken of it to his father.
  • Prince Andrew had loved his wife, she died, but that was not enough: he wanted to bind his happiness to another woman.
  • There was one pilgrim, a quiet pockmarked little woman of fifty called Theodosia, who for over thirty years had gone about barefoot and worn heavy chains.
  • Once, when in a room with a lamp dimly lit before the icon Theodosia was talking of her life, the thought that Theodosia alone had found the true path of life suddenly came to Princess Mary with such force that she resolved to become a pilgrim herself.
  • When Theodosia had gone to sleep Princess Mary thought about this for a long time, and at last made up her mind that, strange as it might seem, she must go on a pilgrimage.
  • Nicholas Rostov experienced this blissful condition to the full when, after 1807, he continued to serve in the Pavlograd regiment, in which he already commanded the squadron he had taken over from Denisov.
  • Rostov had become a bluff, good-natured fellow, whom his Moscow acquaintances would have considered rather bad form, but who was liked and respected by his comrades, subordinates, and superiors, and was well contented with his life.
  • He had that common sense of a matter-of- fact man which showed him what he ought to do.
  • Sonya was nearly twenty; she had stopped growing prettier and promised nothing more than she was already, but that was enough.
  • She exhaled happiness and love from the time Nicholas returned, and the faithful, unalterable love of this girl had a gladdening effect on him.
  • Once, when he had touched on this topic with his mother, he discovered, to his surprise and somewhat to his satisfaction, that in the depth of her soul she too had doubts about this marriage.
  • He was worried by the impending necessity of interfering in the stupid business matters for which his mother had called him home.
  • The countess, who heard at once from the maids what had happened at the lodge, was calmed by the thought that now their affairs would certainly improve, but on the other hand felt anxious as to the effect this excitement might have on her son.
  • You were angry that he had not entered those 700 rubles.
  • But once the countess called her son and informed him that she had a promissory note from Anna Mikhaylovna for two thousand rubles, and asked him what he thought of doing with it.
  • The verdure had thickened and its bright green stood out sharply against the brownish strips of winter rye trodden down by the cattle, and against the pale-yellow stubble of the spring buckwheat.
  • The hares had already half changed their summer coats, the fox cubs were beginning to scatter, and the young wolves were bigger than dogs.
  • (This meant that the she-wolf, about whom they both knew, had moved with her cubs to the Otradnoe copse, a small place a mile and a half from the house.)
  • The old count had always kept up an enormous hunting establishment.
  • He had a look at all the details of the hunt, sent a pack of hounds and huntsmen on ahead to find the quarry, mounted his chestnut Donets, and whistling to his own leash of borzois, set off across the threshing ground to a field leading to the Otradnoe wood.
  • Each man in the hunt knew his business, his place, what he had to do.
  • As soon as they had passed the fence they all spread out evenly and quietly, without noise or talk, along the road and field leading to the Otradnoe covert.
  • When they had gone a little less than a mile, five more riders with dogs appeared out of the mist, approaching the Rostovs.
  • Before the hunt, by old custom, the count had drunk a silver cupful of mulled brandy, taken a snack, and washed it down with half a bottle of his favorite Bordeaux.
  • The thin, hollow-cheeked Chekmar, having got everything ready, kept glancing at his master with whom he had lived on the best of terms for thirty years, and understanding the mood he was in expected a pleasant chat.
  • A third person rode up circumspectly through the wood (it was plain that he had had a lesson) and stopped behind the count.
  • "To search far..." repeated the count, evidently sorry Simon had not said more.
  • Simon did not finish, for on the still air he had distinctly caught the music of the hunt with only two or three hounds giving tongue.
  • After listening a few moments in silence, the count and his attendant convinced themselves that the hounds had separated into two packs: the sound of the larger pack, eagerly giving tongue, began to die away in the distance, the other pack rushed by the wood past the count, and it was with this that Daniel's voice was heard calling ulyulyu.
  • Simon sighed and stooped to straighten the leash a young borzoi had entangled; the count too sighed and, noticing the snuffbox in his hand, opened it and took a pinch.
  • "Look out!" he shouted, in a voice plainly showing that he had long fretted to utter that word, and letting the borzois slip he galloped toward the count.
  • At the same instant, with a cry like a wail, first one hound, then another, and then another, sprang helter-skelter from the wood opposite and the whole pack rushed across the field toward the very spot where the wolf had disappeared.
  • What sportsmen! and as if scorning to say more to the frightened and shamefaced count, he lashed the heaving flanks of his sweating chestnut gelding with all the anger the count had aroused and flew off after the hounds.
  • He knew that young and old wolves were there, that the hounds had separated into two packs, that somewhere a wolf was being chased, and that something had gone wrong.
  • Old Karay had turned his head and was angrily searching for fleas, baring his yellow teeth and snapping at his hind legs.
  • Suddenly the wolf's whole physiognomy changed: she shuddered, seeing what she had probably never seen before--human eyes fixed upon her--and turning her head a little toward Rostov, she paused.
  • But the quickness of the wolf's lope and the borzoi's slower pace made it plain that Karay had miscalculated.
  • She clicked her teeth (Karay no longer had her by the throat), leaped with a movement of her hind legs out of the gully, and having disengaged herself from the dogs, with tail tucked in again, went forward.
  • Already, at the beginning of this chase, Daniel, hearing the ulyulyuing, had rushed out from the wood.
  • But when he saw that the horsemen did not dismount and that the wolf shook herself and ran for safety, Daniel set his chestnut galloping, not at the wolf but straight toward the wood, just as Karay had run to cut the animal off.
  • The hounds had killed two of the cubs and the borzois three.
  • The count remembered the wolf he had let slip and his encounter with Daniel.
  • Nicholas dismounted, and with Natasha and Petya, who had ridden up, stopped near the hounds, waiting to see how the matter would end.
  • A likely thing, killing a fox our dogs had hunted!
  • Nicholas, though he had never seen Ilagin, with his usual absence of moderation in judgment, hated him cordially from reports of his arbitrariness and violence, and regarded him as his bitterest foe.
  • Hardly had he passed an angle of the wood before a stout gentleman in a beaver cap came riding toward him on a handsome raven-black horse, accompanied by two hunt servants.
  • Having ridden up to Nicholas, Ilagin raised his beaver cap and said he much regretted what had occurred and would have the man punished who had allowed himself to seize a fox hunted by someone else's borzois.
  • Natasha, afraid that her brother would do something dreadful, had followed him in some excitement.
  • Yes, she's a good dog, gets what she's after, answered Ilagin indifferently, of the red-spotted bitch Erza, for which, a year before, he had given a neighbor three families of house serfs.
  • "So in your parts, too, the harvest is nothing to boast of, Count?" he went on, continuing the conversation they had begun.
  • "A-tu!" came the long-drawn cry of one of the borzoi whippers-in, who had halted.
  • "A full-grown one?" asked Ilagin as he approached the whip who had sighted the hare--and not without agitation he looked round and whistled to Erza.
  • "How is it pointing?" asked Nicholas, riding a hundred paces toward the whip who had sighted the hare.
  • The hare they had started was a strong and swift one.
  • The hare had squatted.
  • A moment later everyone had drawn up round the crowd of dogs.
  • That's it, come on! said he, panting and looking wrathfully around as if he were abusing someone, as if they were all his enemies and had insulted him, and only now had he at last succeeded in justifying himself.
  • "Once she had missed it and turned it away, any mongrel could take it," Ilagin was saying at the same time, breathless from his gallop and his excitement.
  • When, much later, "Uncle" rode up to Nicholas and began talking to him, he felt flattered that, after what had happened, "Uncle" deigned to speak to him.
  • They looked at one another (now that the hunt was over and they were in the house, Nicholas no longer considered it necessary to show his manly superiority over his sister), Natasha gave him a wink, and neither refrained long from bursting into a peal of ringing laughter even before they had a pretext ready to account for it.
  • And Natasha felt that this costume, the very one she had regarded with surprise and amusement at Otradnoe, was just the right thing and not at all worse than a swallow-tail or frock coat.
  • When she had finished, she stepped aside and stopped at the door with a smile on her face.
  • Natasha ate of everything and thought she had never seen or eaten such buttermilk cakes, such aromatic jam, such honey-and-nut sweets, or such a chicken anywhere.
  • Involuntarily Rostov recalled all the good he had heard about him from his father and the neighbors.
  • Throughout the whole province "Uncle" had the reputation of being the most honorable and disinterested of cranks.
  • Just as "Uncle's" pickled mushrooms, honey, and cherry brandy had seemed to her the best in the world, so also that song, at that moment, seemed to her the acme of musical delight.
  • "Uncle" continued to play correctly, carefully, with energetic firmness, looking with a changed and inspired expression at the spot where Anisya Fedorovna had just stood.
  • Go on, Uncle, go on! shouted Natasha as soon as he had finished.
  • "Now then, niece!" he exclaimed, waving to Natasha the hand that had just struck a chord.
  • Where, how, and when had this young countess, educated by an emigree French governess, imbibed from the Russian air she breathed that spirit and obtained that manner which the pas de chale * would, one would have supposed, long ago have effaced?
  • But the spirit and the movements were those inimitable and unteachable Russian ones that "Uncle" had expected of her.
  • But as soon as she had said it a new train of thoughts and feelings arose in her.
  • He accompanied them on foot as far as the bridge that could not be crossed, so that they had to go round by the ford, and he sent huntsmen to ride in front with lanterns.
  • "Good-bye, dear niece," his voice called out of the darkness--not the voice Natasha had known previously, but the one that had sung As 'twas growing dark last night.
  • "What a darling Uncle is!" said Natasha, when they had come out onto the highroad.
  • Count Ilya Rostov had resigned the position of Marshal of the Nobility because it involved him in too much expense, but still his affairs did not improve.
  • These were all their own people who had settled down in the house almost as members of the family, or persons who were, it seemed, obliged to live in the count's house.
  • They had not as many visitors as before, but the old habits of life without which the count and countess could not conceive of existence remained unchanged.
  • There was still the hunting establishment which Nicholas had enlarged.
  • She felt this to be their last hope and that if Nicholas refused the match she had found for him, she would have to abandon the hope of ever getting matters right.
  • The countess had written direct to Julie's mother in Moscow suggesting a marriage between their children and had received a favorable answer from her.
  • Karagina had replied that for her part she was agreeable, and everything depend on her daughter's inclination.
  • She could not see people unconcernedly, but had to send them on some errand.
  • What she drew from the guitar would have had no meaning for other listeners, but in her imagination a whole series of reminiscences arose from those sounds.
  • "Mamma!" she muttered, "give him to me, give him, Mamma, quickly, quickly!" and she again had difficulty in repressing her sobs.
  • She sat down at the table and listened to the conversation between the elders and Nicholas, who had also come to the table.
  • Once in the regiment I had not gone to some merrymaking where there was music... and suddenly I felt so depressed...
  • I had a funny doll then and wanted to give it to you.
  • He was gray, you remember, and had white teeth, and stood and looked at us...
  • Of course I do, I remember his teeth as if I had just seen them.
  • Dimmler had finished the piece but still sat softly running his fingers over the strings, evidently uncertain whether to stop or to play something else.
  • "That is metempsychosis," said Sonya, who had always learned well, and remembered everything.
  • "No, I don't believe we ever were in animals," said Natasha, still in a whisper though the music had ceased.
  • "May I join you?" said Dimmler who had come up quietly, and he sat down by them.
  • She had said she did not want to sing, but it was long since she had sung, and long before she again sang, as she did that evening.
  • Dimmler, who had seated himself beside the countess, listened with closed eyes.
  • Her maternal instinct told her that Natasha had too much of something, and that because of this she would not be happy.
  • Before Natasha had finished singing, fourteen-year-old Petya rushed in delightedly, to say that some mummers had arrived.
  • The countess, when she had identified them and laughed at their costumes, went into the drawing room.
  • The young people had disappeared.
  • But the countess would not agree to his going; he had had a bad leg all these last days.
  • Nicholas, in his old lady's dress over which he had belted his hussar overcoat, stood in the middle of the sleigh, reins in hand.
  • The visitors were invited to supper in the drawing room, and the serfs had something served to them in the ballroom.
  • It seemed to him that it was only today, thanks to that burnt-cork mustache, that he had fully learned to know her.
  • And really, that evening, Sonya was brighter, more animated, and prettier than Nicholas had ever seen her before.
  • The crowd of people really had made the house stuffy.
  • From the back porch came the sound of feet descending the steps, the bottom step upon which snow had fallen gave a ringing creak and he heard the voice of an old maidservant saying, Straight, straight, along the path, Miss.
  • She was only a couple of paces away when she saw him, and to her too he was not the Nicholas she had known and always slightly feared.
  • He slipped his arms under the cloak that covered her head, embraced her, pressed her to him, and kissed her on the lips that wore a mustache and had a smell of burnt cork.
  • On the way back Nicholas drove at a steady pace instead of racing and kept peering by that fantastic all-transforming light into Sonya's face and searching beneath the eyebrows and mustache for his former and his present Sonya from whom he had resolved never to be parted again.
  • When they reached home and had told their mother how they had spent the evening at the Melyukovs', the girls went to their bedroom.
  • When they had undressed, but without washing off the cork mustaches, they sat a long time talking of their happiness.
  • On Natasha's table stood two looking glasses which Dunyasha had prepared beforehand.
  • She sat a long time looking at the receding line of candles reflected in the glasses and expecting (from tales she had heard) to see a coffin, or him, Prince Andrew, in that last dim, indistinctly outlined square.
  • Sonya had not seen anything, she was just wanting to blink and to get up when she heard Natasha say, "Of course she will!"
  • And when saying this she herself fancied she had really seen what she described.
  • The countess, with a coldness her son had never seen in her before, replied that he was of age, that Prince Andrew was marrying without his father's consent, and he could do the same, but that she would never receive that intriguer as her daughter.
  • Exploding at the word intriguer, Nicholas, raising his voice, told his mother he had never expected her to try to force him to sell his feelings, but if that were so, he would say for the last time....
  • But he had no time to utter the decisive word which the expression of his face caused his mother to await with terror, and which would perhaps have forever remained a cruel memory to them both.
  • After Nicholas had gone things in the Rostov household were more depressing than ever, and the countess fell ill from mental agitation.
  • Natasha, who had borne the first period of separation from her betrothed lightly and even cheerfully, now grew more agitated and impatient every day.
  • Natasha's trousseau had to be ordered and the house sold.
  • Had he not at one time longed with all his heart to establish a republic in Russia; then himself to be a Napoleon; then to be a philosopher; and then a strategist and the conqueror of Napoleon?
  • Had he not seen the possibility of, and passionately desired, the regeneration of the sinful human race, and his own progress to the highest degree of perfection?
  • Had he not established schools and hospitals and liberated his serfs?
  • For a long time he could not reconcile himself to the idea that he was one of those same retired Moscow gentlemen-in-waiting he had so despised seven years before.
  • Sometimes he consoled himself with the thought that he was only living this life temporarily; but then he was shocked by the thought of how many, like himself, had entered that life and that club temporarily, with all their teeth and hair, and had only left it when not a single tooth or hair remained.
  • Pierre no longer suffered moments of despair, hypochondria, and disgust with life, but the malady that had formerly found expression in such acute attacks was driven inwards and never left him for a moment.
  • He had the unfortunate capacity many men, especially Russians, have of seeing and believing in the possibility of goodness and truth, but of seeing the evil and falsehood of life too clearly to be able to take a serious part in it.
  • Only after emptying a bottle or two did he feel dimly that the terribly tangled skein of life which previously had terrified him was not as dreadful as he had thought.
  • Sometimes he remembered how he had heard that soldiers in war when entrenched under the enemy's fire, if they have nothing to do, try hard to find some occupation the more easily to bear the danger.
  • The prince had aged very much that year.
  • Latterly that private life had become very trying for Princess Mary.
  • She had quite abandoned the hope of getting married.
  • Julie, with whom she had corresponded for the last five years, was in Moscow, but proved to be quite alien to her when they met.
  • She was surrounded by young men who, she fancied, had suddenly learned to appreciate her worth.
  • Like the old emigre who declined to marry the lady with whom he had spent his evenings for years, she regretted Julie's presence and having no one to write to.
  • In Moscow Princess Mary had no one to talk to, no one to whom to confide her sorrow, and much sorrow fell to her lot just then.
  • But what distressed the princess most of all was her father's irritability, which was always directed against her and had of late amounted to cruelty.
  • Princess Mary asked Mademoiselle Bourienne's pardon, and also her father's pardon for herself and for Philip the footman, who had begged for her intervention.
  • In 1811 there was living in Moscow a French doctor--Metivier--who had rapidly become the fashion.
  • Prince Nicholas had always ridiculed medicine, but latterly on Mademoiselle Bourienne's advice had allowed this doctor to visit him and had grown accustomed to him.
  • Metivier, shrugging his shoulders, went up to Mademoiselle Bourienne who at the sound of shouting had run in from an adjoining room.
  • Had he not told her, yes, told her to make a list, and not to admit anyone who was not on that list?
  • Boris had realized this the week before when the commander-in-chief in his presence invited Rostopchin to dinner on St. Nicholas' Day, and Rostopchin had replied that he could not come:
  • "Bonaparte treats Europe as a pirate does a captured vessel," said Count Rostopchin, repeating a phrase he had uttered several times before.
  • Count Rostopchin paused, feeling that he had reached the limit beyond which censure was impossible.
  • He said this because on his journey from Petersburg he had had the honor of being presented to the Duke.
  • "One would have thought quill drivers enough had sprung up," remarked the old prince.
  • The whole expression of his face told her that he had not forgotten the morning's talk, that his decision remained in force, and only the presence of visitors hindered his speaking of it to her now.
  • I went to a party last night, and there out of five ladies three were Roman Catholics and had the Pope's indulgence for doing woolwork on Sundays.
  • Princess Mary as she sat listening to the old men's talk and faultfinding, understood nothing of what she heard; she only wondered whether the guests had all observed her father's hostile attitude toward her.
  • Boris had not succeeded in making a wealthy match in Petersburg, so with the same object in view he came to Moscow.
  • When they had last met on the old prince's name day, she had answered at random all his attempts to talk sentimentally, evidently not listening to what he was saying.
  • After the death of her brothers she had become very wealthy.
  • Though nothing of the kind had happened to her she was regarded in that light, and had even herself come to believe that she had suffered much in life.
  • He laughed blandly at her naive diplomacy but listened to what she had to say, and sometimes questioned her carefully about the Penza and Nizhegorod estates.
  • Her irritability had suddenly quite vanished, and her anxious, imploring eyes were fixed on him with greedy expectation.
  • There was no need to say more: Julie's face shone with triumph and self- satisfaction; but she forced Boris to say all that is said on such occasions--that he loved her and had never loved any other woman more than her.
  • She had already married off her daughter, and her sons were all in the service.
  • She had not yet gone to bed when the Rostovs arrived and the pulley of the hall door squeaked from the cold as it let in the Rostovs and their servants.
  • He well remembered the last interview he had had with the old prince at the time of the enrollment, when in reply to an invitation to dinner he had had to listen to an angry reprimand for not having provided his full quota of men.
  • The footman who had gone to announce them was stopped by another in the large hall and they whispered to one another.
  • She had decided to receive them, but feared lest the prince might at any moment indulge in some freak, as he seemed much upset by the Rostovs' visit.
  • Natasha felt offended by the hesitation she had noticed in the anteroom, by her father's nervousness, and by the unnatural manner of the princess who--she thought--was making a favor of receiving her, and so everything displeased her.
  • God is my witness, I did not know you had honored us with a visit, and I came in such a costume only to see my daughter.
  • When the count returned, Natasha was impolitely pleased and hastened to get away: at that moment she hated the stiff, elderly princess, who could place her in such an embarrassing position and had spent half an hour with her without once mentioning Prince Andrew.
  • Marya Dmitrievna, who knew how the prince had received the Rostovs, pretended not to notice how upset Natasha was and jested resolutely and loudly at table with the count and the other guests.
  • That evening the Rostovs went to the Opera, for which Marya Dmitrievna had taken a box.
  • No, I had better not think of him; not think of him but forget him, quite forget him for the present.
  • Natasha's looks, as everyone told her, had improved in the country, and that evening thanks to her agitation she was particularly pretty.
  • And feeling the bright light that flooded the whole place and the warm air heated by the crowd, Natasha little by little began to pass into a state of intoxication she had not experienced for a long while.
  • This was Anatole Kuragin whom she had seen and noticed long ago at the ball in Petersburg.
  • Shinshin, lowering his voice, began to tell the count of some intrigue of Kuragin's in Moscow, and Natasha tried to overhear it just because he had said she was "charmante."
  • The Rostovs had not seen him since their arrival.
  • His face looked sad, and he had grown still stouter since Natasha last saw him.
  • When the second act was over Countess Bezukhova rose, turned to the Rostovs' box--her whole bosom completely exposed--beckoned the old count with a gloved finger, and paying no attention to those who had entered her box began talking to him with an amiable smile.
  • I had heard about you from my page, Drubetskoy.
  • Kuragin asked her opinion of the performance and told her how at a previous performance Semenova had fallen down on the stage.
  • But looking into his eyes she was frightened, realizing that there was not that barrier of modesty she had always felt between herself and other men.
  • She did not know how it was that within five minutes she had come to feel herself terribly near to this man.
  • Natasha did not understand what he was saying any more than he did himself, but she felt that his incomprehensible words had an improper intention.
  • She did not know what to say and turned away as if she had not heard his remark.
  • But as soon as she had turned away she felt that he was there, behind, so close behind her.
  • Only after she had reached home was Natasha able clearly to think over what had happened to her, and suddenly remembering Prince Andrew she was horrified, and at tea to which all had sat down after the opera, she gave a loud exclamation, flushed, and ran out of the room.
  • His father announced to him that he would now pay half his debts for the last time, but only on condition that he went to Moscow as adjutant to the commander-in-chief--a post his father had procured for him--and would at last try to make a good match there.
  • As Shinshin had remarked, from the time of his arrival Anatole had turned the heads of the Moscow ladies, especially by the fact that he slighted them and plainly preferred the gypsy girls and French actresses--with the chief of whom, Mademoiselle George, he was said to be on intimate relations.
  • He had never missed a carousal at Danilov's or other Moscow revelers', drank whole nights through, outvying everyone else, and was at all the balls and parties of the best society.
  • There was a special reason for this, as he had got married two years before--a fact known only to his most intimate friends.
  • At that time while with his regiment in Poland, a Polish landowner of small means had forced him to marry his daughter.
  • Anatole had very soon abandoned his wife and, for a payment which he agreed to send to his father-in-law, had arranged to be free to pass himself off as a bachelor.
  • He was instinctively and thoroughly convinced that it was impossible for him to live otherwise than as he did and that he had never in his life done anything base.
  • He was convinced that, as a duck is so made that it must live in water, so God had made him such that he must spend thirty thousand rubles a year and always occupy a prominent position in society.
  • More than once he had vexed his father by spoiling his own career, and he laughed at distinctions of all kinds.
  • Dolokhov, who had reappeared that year in Moscow after his exile and his Persian adventures, and was leading a life of luxury, gambling, and dissipation, associated with his old Petersburg comrade Kuragin and made use of him for his own ends.
  • Natasha had made a strong impression on Kuragin.
  • Anatole had no notion and was incapable of considering what might come of such love-making, as he never had any notion of the outcome of any of his actions.
  • She was expecting Prince Andrew any moment and twice that day sent a manservant to the Vozdvizhenka to ascertain whether he had come.
  • He had not arrived.
  • She could no longer think of him by herself calmly and continuously as she had done before.
  • At her table there were extra dishes at dinner, and the servants had vodka and roast goose or suckling pig.
  • After she had gone, a dressmaker from Madame Suppert-Roguet waited on the Rostovs, and Natasha, very glad of this diversion, having shut herself into a room adjoining the drawing room, occupied herself trying on the new dresses.
  • Natasha had not time to take off the bodice before the door opened and Countess Bezukhova, dressed in a purple velvet gown with a high collar, came into the room beaming with good-humored amiable smiles.
  • No, this is really beyond anything, my dear count, said she to Count Rostov who had followed her in.
  • She looked at Natasha's dresses and praised them, as well as a new dress of her own made of "metallic gauze," which she had received from Paris, and advised Natasha to have one like it.
  • Anatole had asked her to bring him and Natasha together, and she was calling on the Rostovs for that purpose.
  • And again, under Helene's influence, what had seemed terrible now seemed simple and natural.
  • Natasha remarked to her father who had also risen and was moving through the crowd toward the actress.
  • Anatole was not upset or pained by what she had said.
  • Later on she recalled how she had asked her father to let her go to the dressing room to rearrange her dress, that Helene had followed her and spoken laughingly of her brother's love, and that she again met Anatole in the little sitting room.
  • She so wanted a word from him that would explain to her what had happened and to which she could find no answer.
  • Well, I had a talk with him....
  • I said what I had to say!
  • Being here, you had to pay your respects.
  • Princess Mary wrote that she was in despair at the misunderstanding that had occurred between them.
  • What more could she write after all that had happened the evening before?
  • All that has happened, and now all is changed, she thought as she sat with the letter she had begun before her.
  • She vividly pictured herself as Prince Andrew's wife, and the scenes of happiness with him she had so often repeated in her imagination, and at the same time, aglow with excitement, recalled every detail of yesterday's interview with Anatole.
  • With trembling hands Natasha held that passionate love letter which Dolokhov had composed for Anatole, and as she read it she found in it an echo of all that she herself imagined she was feeling.
  • I had heard that it happens like this, and you must have heard it too, but it's only now that I feel such love.
  • We have had an explanation today.
  • He asked me what I had promised Bolkonski.
  • Then suddenly it became clear to Sonya that Natasha had some dreadful plan for that evening.
  • To tell Marya Dmitrievna who had such faith in Natasha seemed to Sonya terrible.
  • Anatole had lately moved to Dolokhov's.
  • Natasha had promised to come out to Kuragin at the back porch at ten that evening.
  • Anatole had a passport, an order for post horses, ten thousand rubles he had taken from his sister and another ten thousand borrowed with Dolokhov's help.
  • Two witnesses for the mock marriage--Khvostikov, a retired petty official whom Dolokhov made use of in his gambling transactions, and Makarin, a retired hussar, a kindly, weak fellow who had an unbounded affection for Kuragin--were sitting at tea in Dolokhov's front room.
  • Dolokhov smiled contemptuously and condescendingly when Anatole had gone out.
  • Balaga was a famous troyka driver who had known Dolokhov and Anatole some six years and had given them good service with his troykas.
  • More than once when Anatole's regiment was stationed at Tver he had taken him from Tver in the evening, brought him to Moscow by daybreak, and driven him back again the next night.
  • More than once he had enabled Dolokhov to escape when pursued.
  • More than once he had driven them through the town with gypsies and "ladykins" as he called the cocottes.
  • He had ruined more than one horse in their service.
  • More than once they had beaten him, and more than once they had made him drunk on champagne and Madeira, which he loved; and he knew more than one thing about each of them which would long ago have sent an ordinary man to Siberia.
  • In their service he risked his skin and his life twenty times a year, and in their service had lost more horses than the money he had from them would buy.
  • Only a couple of times a year--when he knew from their valets that they had money in hand--he would turn up of a morning quite sober and with a deep bow would ask them to help him.
  • And Anatole and Dolokhov, when they had money, would give him a thousand or a couple of thousand rubles.
  • "Good day, your excellency!" he said, again holding out his hand to Anatole who had just come in.
  • Having looked in a mirror, and standing before Dolokhov in the same pose he had assumed before it, he lifted a glass of wine.
  • Well, comrades and friends of my youth, we've had our fling and lived and reveled.
  • We have had a good time--now farewell, lads!
  • Dolokhov, after Anatole entered, had remained at the wicket gate and was struggling with the yard porter who was trying to lock it.
  • When Gabriel came to inform her that the men who had come had run away again, she rose frowning, and clasping her hands behind her paced through the rooms a long time considering what she should do.
  • She was in just the same position in which Marya Dmitrievna had left her.
  • Well, if he had carried you off... do you think they wouldn't have found him?
  • Marya Dmitrievna went on admonishing her for some time, enjoining on her that it must all be kept from her father and assuring her that nobody would know anything about it if only Natasha herself would undertake to forget it all and not let anyone see that something had happened.
  • Natasha did not reply, nor did she sob any longer, but she grew cold and had a shivering fit.
  • Next day Count Rostov returned from his estate near Moscow in time for lunch as he had promised.
  • Natasha had not left her room that morning.
  • In reply to the count's anxious inquiries as to why she was so dejected and whether anything had happened to her betrothed, she assured him that nothing had happened and asked him not to worry.
  • Marya Dmitrievna confirmed Natasha's assurances that nothing had happened.
  • From the pretense of illness, from his daughter's distress, and by the embarrassed faces of Sonya and Marya Dmitrievna, the count saw clearly that something had gone wrong during his absence, but it was so terrible for him to think that anything disgraceful had happened to his beloved daughter, and he so prized his own cheerful tranquillity, that he avoided inquiries and tried to assure himself that nothing particularly had happened; and he was only dissatisfied that her indisposition delayed their return to the country.
  • Soon after the Rostovs came to Moscow the effect Natasha had on him made him hasten to carry out his intention.
  • He went to Tver to see Joseph Alexeevich's widow, who had long since promised to hand over to him some papers of her deceased husband's.
  • He could not reconcile the charming impression he had of Natasha, whom he had known from a child, with this new conception of her baseness, folly, and cruelty.
  • But still he pitied Prince Andrew to the point of tears and sympathized with his wounded pride, and the more he pitied his friend the more did he think with contempt and even with disgust of that Natasha who had just passed him in the ballroom with such a look of cold dignity.
  • After hearing the details of Anatole's marriage from Pierre, and giving vent to her anger against Anatole in words of abuse, Marya Dmitrievna told Pierre why she had sent for him.
  • That morning Natasha had told him that she had rejected Bolkonski.
  • "Natalya Ilynichna," Pierre began, dropping his eyes with a feeling of pity for her and loathing for the thing he had to do, "whether it is true or not should make no difference to you, because..."
  • One of Pierre's acquaintances, while they were talking about the weather, asked if he had heard of Kuragin's abduction of Rostova which was talked of in the town, and was it true?
  • Pierre laughed and said it was nonsense for he had just come from the Rostovs'.
  • One man told him he had not come yet, and another that he was coming to dinner.
  • He paced through the ballroom, waited till everyone had come, and as Anatole had not turned up did not stay for dinner but drove home.
  • Pierre without greeting his wife whom he had not seen since his return-- at that moment she was more repulsive to him than ever--entered the drawing room and seeing Anatole went up to him.
  • Pierre saw the distracted count, and Sonya, who had a tear-stained face, but he could not see Natasha.
  • Old Prince Bolkonski heard all the rumors current in the town from Mademoiselle Bourienne and had read the note to Princess Mary in which Natasha had broken off her engagement.
  • As soon as he reached Moscow, Prince Andrew had received from his father Natasha's note to Princess Mary breaking off her engagement (Mademoiselle Bourienne had purloined it from Princess Mary and given it to the old prince), and he heard from him the story of Natasha's elopement, with additions.
  • Prince Andrew had arrived in the evening and Pierre came to see him next morning.
  • She sighed, looking toward the door of the room where Prince Andrew was, evidently intending to express her sympathy with his sorrow, but Pierre saw by her face that she was glad both at what had happened and at the way her brother had taken the news of Natasha's faithlessness.
  • Evidently it had to be....
  • The conversation was about Speranski--the news of whose sudden exile and alleged treachery had just reached Moscow.
  • Prince Andrew, as if trying to remember whether he had something more to say, or waiting to see if Pierre would say anything, looked fixedly at him.
  • Natasha was in bed, the count at the club, and Pierre, after giving the letters to Sonya, went to Marya Dmitrievna who was interested to know how Prince Andrew had taken the news.
  • Till then he had reproached her in his heart and tried to despise her, but he now felt so sorry for her that there was no room in his soul for reproach.
  • Natasha was evidently dismayed at the thought of what he might think she had meant.
  • A sense of pity he had never before known overflowed Pierre's heart.
  • He knew he had something more to say to her.
  • Pierre too when she had gone almost ran into the anteroom, restraining tears of tenderness and joy that choked him, and without finding the sleeves of his fur cloak threw it on and got into his sleigh.
  • All men seemed so pitiful, so poor, in comparison with this feeling of tenderness and love he experienced: in comparison with that softened, grateful, last look she had given him through her tears.
  • Millions of men, renouncing their human feelings and reason, had to go from west to east to slay their fellows, just as some centuries previously hordes of men had come from the east to the west, slaying their fellows.
  • On the twenty-ninth of May Napoleon left Dresden, where he had spent three weeks surrounded by a court that included princes, dukes, kings, and even an emperor.
  • Before leaving, Napoleon showed favor to the emperor, kings, and princes who had deserved it, reprimanded the kings and princes with whom he was dissatisfied, presented pearls and diamonds of his own--that is, which he had taken from other kings--to the Empress of Austria, and having, as his historian tells us, tenderly embraced the Empress Marie Louise--who regarded him as her husband, though he had left another wife in Paris--left her grieved by the parting which she seemed hardly able to bear.
  • He mounted it and rode at a gallop to one of the bridges over the Niemen, deafened continually by incessant and rapturous acclamations which he evidently endured only because it was impossible to forbid the soldiers to express their love of him by such shouting, but the shouting which accompanied him everywhere disturbed him and distracted him from the military cares that had occupied him from the time he joined the army.
  • He gave an angry thrust to his horse, which had grown restive under him, and plunged into the water, heading for the deepest part where the current was swift.
  • The majority struggled back to the bank from which they had started.
  • Nothing was ready for the war that everyone expected and to prepare for which the Emperor had come from Petersburg.
  • Each of the three armies had its own commander-in-chief, but there was no supreme commander of all the forces, and the Emperor did not assume that responsibility himself.
  • Countess Bezukhova was present among other Russian ladies who had followed the sovereign from Petersburg to Vilna and eclipsed the refined Polish ladies by her massive, so-called Russian type of beauty.
  • Boris was now a rich man who had risen to high honors and no longer sought patronage but stood on an equal footing with the highest of those of his own age.
  • He was meeting Helene in Vilna after not having seen her for a long time and did not recall the past, but as Helene was enjoying the favors of a very important personage and Boris had only recently married, they met as good friends of long standing.
  • Hardly had Balashev begun to speak before a look of amazement appeared on the Emperor's face.
  • All the time Boris was going through the figures of the mazurka, he was worried by the question of what news Balashev had brought and how he could find it out before others.
  • In the figure in which he had to choose two ladies, he whispered to Helene that he meant to choose Countess Potocka who, he thought, had gone out onto the veranda, and glided over the parquet to the door opening into the garden, where, seeing Balashev and the Emperor returning to the veranda, he stood still.
  • Boris, fluttering as if he had not had time to withdraw, respectfully pressed close to the doorpost with bowed head.
  • He was satisfied with the form in which he had expressed his thoughts, but displeased that Boris had overheard it.
  • Boris was thus the first to learn the news that the French army had crossed the Niemen and, thanks to this, was able to show certain important personages that much that was concealed from others was usually known to him, and by this means he rose higher in their estimation.
  • On first receiving the news, under the influence of indignation and resentment the Emperor had found a phrase that pleased him, fully expressed his feelings, and has since become famous.
  • A French colonel of hussars, who had evidently just left his bed, came riding from the village on a handsome sleek gray horse, accompanied by two hussars.
  • The sun had by now risen and shone gaily on the bright verdure.
  • They had hardly ridden up a hill, past a tavern, before they saw a group of horsemen coming toward them.
  • He referred to the fact that the Emperor Napoleon had resented the demand that he should withdraw his troops from Prussia, especially when that demand became generally known and the dignity of France was thereby offended.
  • And he went on to inquiries about the Grand Duke and the state of his health, and to reminiscences of the gay and amusing times he had spent with him in Naples.
  • But instead of that, at the next village the sentinels of Davout's infantry corps detained him as the pickets of the vanguard had done, and an adjutant of the corps commander, who was fetched, conducted him into the village to Marshal Davout.
  • Four days before, sentinels of the Preobrazhensk regiment had stood in front of the house to which Balashev was conducted, and now two French grenadiers stood there in blue uniforms unfastened in front and with shaggy caps on their heads, and an escort of hussars and uhlans and a brilliant suite of aides-de-camp, pages, and generals, who were waiting for Napoleon to come out, were standing at the porch, round his saddle horse and his Mameluke, Rustan.
  • Napoleon received Balashev in the very house in Vilna from which Alexander had dispatched him on his mission.
  • The Comte de Turenne showed him into a big reception room where many generals, gentlemen-in-waiting, and Polish magnates--several of whom Balashev had seen at the court of the Emperor of Russia--were waiting.
  • Balashev went into a small reception room, one door of which led into a study, the very one from which the Russian Emperor had dispatched him on his mission.
  • He had just finished dressing for his ride, and wore a blue uniform, opening in front over a white waistcoat so long that it covered his rotund stomach, white leather breeches tightly fitting the fat thighs of his short legs, and Hessian boots.
  • His short hair had evidently just been brushed, but one lock hung down in the middle of his broad forehead.
  • His whole short corpulent figure with broad thick shoulders, and chest and stomach involuntarily protruding, had that imposing and stately appearance one sees in men of forty who live in comfort.
  • Nothing outside himself had any significance for him, because everything in the world, it seemed to him, depended entirely on his will.
  • When Napoleon, having finished speaking, looked inquiringly at the Russian envoy, Balashev began a speech he had prepared long before: Sire!
  • Here Balashev hesitated: he remembered the words the Emperor Alexander had not written in his letter, but had specially inserted in the rescript to Saltykov and had told Balashev to repeat to Napoleon.
  • But he had begun talking, and the more he talked the less could he control his words.
  • The whole purport of his remarks now was evidently to exalt himself and insult Alexander--just what he had least desired at the commencement of the interview.
  • Balashev began to feel uncomfortable: as envoy he feared to demean his dignity and felt the necessity of replying; but, as a man, he shrank before the transport of groundless wrath that had evidently seized Napoleon.
  • He knew that none of the words now uttered by Napoleon had any significance, and that Napoleon himself would be ashamed of them when he came to his senses.
  • When Balashev had ended, Napoleon again took out his snuffbox, sniffed at it, and stamped his foot twice on the floor as a signal.
  • The Emperor was in very good spirits after his ride through Vilna, where crowds of people had rapturously greeted and followed him.
  • On reaching Petersburg he inquired for Kuragin but the latter had already left the city.
  • Pierre had warned his brother-in-law that Prince Andrew was on his track.
  • Not only could he no longer think the thoughts that had first come to him as he lay gazing at the sky on the field of Austerlitz and had later enlarged upon with Pierre, and which had filled his solitude at Bogucharovo and then in Switzerland and Rome, but he even dreaded to recall them and the bright and boundless horizons they had revealed.
  • She had merely become more self-confident, Prince Andrew thought.
  • Dessalles, the tutor he had brought from Switzerland, was wearing a coat of Russian cut and talking broken Russian to the servants, but was still the same narrowly intelligent, conscientious, and pedantic preceptor.
  • Little Nicholas alone had changed.
  • He had grown, become rosier, had curly dark hair, and, when merry and laughing, quite unconsciously lifted the upper lip of his pretty little mouth just as the little princess used to do.
  • But though externally all remained as of old, the inner relations of all these people had changed since Prince Andrew had seen them last.
  • That day he did not see his father, who did not leave his room and admitted no one but Mademoiselle Bourienne and Tikhon, but asked several times whether his son had gone.
  • What meant still more to him was that he sought and did not find in himself the former tenderness for his son which he had hoped to reawaken by caressing the boy and taking him on his knee.
  • She understood that when speaking of "trash" he referred not only to Mademoiselle Bourienne, the cause of her misery, but also to the man who had ruined his own happiness.
  • Anatole Kuragin, whom Prince Andrew had hoped to find with the army, was not there.
  • He had gone to Petersburg, but Prince Andrew was glad to hear this.
  • Already from his military experience and what he had seen in the Austrian campaign, he had come to the conclusion that in war the most deeply considered plans have no significance and that all depends on the way unexpected movements of the enemy--that cannot be foreseen--are met, and on how and by whom the whole matter is handled.
  • The Emperor, moreover, had with him not a commander-in-chief's staff but the imperial headquarters staff.
  • The members of this party were those who had demanded an advance from Vilna into Poland and freedom from all prearranged plans.
  • At that time a famous joke of Ermolov's was being circulated, that as a great favor he had petitioned the Emperor to make him a German.
  • The men of that party, remembering Suvorov, said that what one had to do was not to reason, or stick pins into maps, but to fight, beat the enemy, keep him out of Russia, and not let the army get discouraged.
  • To the third party--in which the Emperor had most confidence--belonged the courtiers who tried to arrange compromises between the other two.
  • Of a fourth opinion the most conspicuous representative was the Tsarevich, who could not forget his disillusionment at Austerlitz, where he had ridden out at the head of the Guards, in his casque and cavalry uniform as to a review, expecting to crush the French gallantly; but unexpectedly finding himself in the front line had narrowly escaped amid the general confusion.
  • The men of this party had both the quality and the defect of frankness in their opinions.
  • A man who simply wished to retain his lucrative post would today agree with Pfuel, tomorrow with his opponent, and the day after, merely to avoid responsibility or to please the Emperor, would declare that he had no opinion at all on the matter.
  • Another who wished to gain some advantage would attract the Emperor's attention by loudly advocating the very thing the Emperor had hinted at the day before, and would dispute and shout at the council, beating his breast and challenging those who did not agree with him to duels, thereby proving that he was prepared to sacrifice himself for the common good.
  • Prince Andrew had an opportunity of getting a good look at him, for Pfuel arrived soon after himself and, in passing through to the drawing room, stopped a minute to speak to Chernyshev.
  • There was about him something of Weyrother, Mack, and Schmidt, and many other German theorist-generals whom Prince Andrew had seen in 1805, but he was more typical than any of them.
  • He nodded hurriedly in reply to Chernyshev, and smiled ironically on hearing that the sovereign was inspecting the fortifications that he, Pfuel, had planned in accord with his theory.
  • Prince Andrew did not catch what he said and would have passed on, but Chernyshev introduced him to Pfuel, remarking that Prince Andrew was just back from Turkey where the war had terminated so fortunately.
  • The Emperor was following him, and Bennigsen had hastened on to make some preparations and to be ready to receive the sovereign.
  • Prince Andrew, taking advantage of the Emperor's permission, accompanied Paulucci, whom he had known in Turkey, into the drawing room where the council was assembled.
  • From the tone in which the courtiers addressed him and the way Paulucci had allowed himself to speak of him to the Emperor, but above all from a certain desperation in Pfuel's own expressions, it was clear that the others knew, and Pfuel himself felt, that his fall was at hand.
  • Before the beginning of the campaign, Rostov had received a letter from his parents in which they told him briefly of Natasha's illness and the breaking off of her engagement to Prince Andrew (which they explained by Natasha's having rejected him) and again asked Nicholas to retire from the army and return home.
  • It was, in fact, only the commencement of the campaign that prevented Rostov from returning home as he had promised and marrying Sonya.
  • But now the campaign was beginning, and he had to remain with his regiment.
  • And since it had to be so, Nicholas Rostov, as was natural to him, felt contented with the life he led in the regiment and was able to find pleasure in that life.
  • If they regretted having to retreat, it was only because they had to leave billets they had grown accustomed to, or some pretty young Polish lady.
  • Rostov remembered Sventsyani, because on the first day of their arrival at that small town he changed his sergeant major and was unable to manage all the drunken men of his squadron who, unknown to him, had appropriated five barrels of old beer.
  • And the officer gave them details of the Saltanov battle, which he had heard at the staff.
  • He recounted how Raevski had led his two sons onto the dam under terrific fire and had charged with them beside him.
  • Since the campaigns of Austerlitz and of 1807 Rostov knew by experience that men always lie when describing military exploits, as he himself had done when recounting them; besides that, he had experience enough to know that nothing happens in war at all as we can imagine or relate it.
  • But he did not express his thoughts, for in such matters, too, he had gained experience.
  • He knew that this tale redounded to the glory of our arms and so one had to pretend not to doubt it.
  • Mary Hendrikhovna was the wife of the regimental doctor, a pretty young German woman he had married in Poland.
  • The doctor, whether from lack of means or because he did not like to part from his young wife in the early days of their marriage, took her about with him wherever the hussar regiment went and his jealousy had become a standing joke among the hussar officers.
  • Mary Hendrikhovna obliged them with the loan of a petticoat to be used as a curtain, and behind that screen Rostov and Ilyin, helped by Lavrushka who had brought their kits, changed their wet things for dry ones.
  • "But you take it without sugar?" she said, smiling all the time, as if everything she said and everything the others said was very amusing and had a double meaning.
  • Mary Hendrikhovna assented and began looking for the spoon which someone meanwhile had pounced on.
  • When they had emptied the samovar, Rostov took a pack of cards and proposed that they should play "Kings" with Mary Hendrikhovna.
  • They had hardly begun to play before the doctor's disheveled head suddenly appeared from behind Mary Hendrikhovna.
  • As soon as he had left the room all the officers burst into loud laughter and Mary Hendrikhovna blushed till her eyes filled with tears and thereby became still more attractive to them.
  • "No, gentlemen, you have had your sleep, but I have not slept for two nights," replied the doctor, and he sat down morosely beside his wife, waiting for the game to end.
  • When he had gone, taking his wife with him, and had settled down with her in their covered cart, the officers lay down in the tavern, covering themselves with their wet cloaks, but they did not sleep for a long time; now they exchanged remarks, recalling the doctor's uneasiness and his wife's delight, now they ran out into the porch and reported what was taking place in the covered trap.
  • Day was breaking, the rain had ceased, and the clouds were dispersing.
  • Rostov riding in front gave the order "Forward!" and the hussars, with clanking sabers and subdued talk, their horses' hoofs splashing in the mud, defiled in fours and moved along the broad road planted with birch trees on each side, following the infantry and a battery that had gone on in front.
  • A judge of horses and a sportsman, he had lately procured himself a large, fine, mettlesome, Donets horse, dun-colored, with light mane and tail, and when he rode it no one could outgallop him.
  • Formerly, when going into action, Rostov had felt afraid; now he had not the least feeling of fear.
  • He had grown accustomed when going into action to think about anything but what would seem most likely to interest him--the impending danger.
  • Now he rode beside Ilyin under the birch trees, occasionally plucking leaves from a branch that met his hand, sometimes touching his horse's side with his foot, or, without turning round, handing a pipe he had finished to an hussar riding behind him, with as calm and careless an air as though he were merely out for a ride.
  • The squadron overtook and passed the infantry and the battery--which had also quickened their pace--rode down a hill, and passing through an empty and deserted village again ascended.
  • After Ostermann had gone, a command rang out to the uhlans.
  • The sounds, which he had not heard for so long, had an even more pleasurable and exhilarating effect on Rostov than the previous sounds of firing.
  • Rostov, without waiting to hear him out, touched his horse, galloped to the front of his squadron, and before he had time to finish giving the word of command, the whole squadron, sharing his feeling, was following him.
  • Hardly had they reached the bottom of the hill before their pace instinctively changed to a gallop, which grew faster and faster as they drew nearer to our uhlans and the French dragoons who galloped after them.
  • With the same feeling with which he had galloped across the path of a wolf, Rostov gave rein to his Donets horse and galloped to intersect the path of the dragoons' disordered lines.
  • On the way he came upon a bush, his gallant horse cleared it, and almost before he had righted himself in his saddle he saw that he would immediately overtake the enemy he had selected.
  • The instant he had done this, all Rostov's animation vanished.
  • The officer fell, not so much from the blow--which had but slightly cut his arm above the elbow--as from the shock to his horse and from fright.
  • Rostov reined in his horse, and his eyes sought his foe to see whom he had vanquished.
  • Before Rostov had decided what to do with him, the officer cried, "I surrender!"
  • Something vague and confused, which he could not at all account for, had come over him with the capture of that officer and the blow he had dealt him.
  • When sent for by Count Ostermann, Rostov, remembering that he had charged without orders, felt sure his commander was sending for him to punish him for breach of discipline.
  • Rostov still had the same indefinite feeling, as of shame.
  • Natasha's illness was so serious that, fortunately for her and for her parents, the consideration of all that had caused the illness, her conduct and the breaking off of her engagement, receded into the background.
  • She was so ill that it was impossible for them to consider in how far she was to blame for what had happened.
  • This simple thought could not occur to the doctors (as it cannot occur to a wizard that he is unable to work his charms) because the business of their lives was to cure, and they received money for it and had spent the best years of their lives on that business.
  • Even to Natasha herself it was pleasant to see that so many sacrifices were being made for her sake, and to know that she had to take medicine at certain hours, though she declared that no medicine would cure her and that it was all nonsense.
  • But when he had gone into another room, to which the countess hurriedly followed him, he assumed a grave air and thoughtfully shaking his head said that though there was danger, he had hopes of the effect of this last medicine and one must wait and see, that the malady was chiefly mental, but...
  • Her presentiment at the time had not deceived her--that that state of freedom and readiness for any enjoyment would not return again.
  • It comforted her to reflect that she was not better as she had formerly imagined, but worse, much worse, than anybody else in the world.
  • After those involuntary words--that if he were free he would have asked on his knees for her hand and her love--uttered at a moment when she was so strongly agitated, Pierre never spoke to Natasha of his feelings; and it seemed plain to her that those words, which had then so comforted her, were spoken as all sorts of meaningless words are spoken to comfort a crying child.
  • The doctor who came to see her that day ordered her to continue the powders he had prescribed a fortnight previously.
  • It was said that the Emperor was leaving the army because it was in danger, it was said that Smolensk had surrendered, that Napoleon had an army of a million and only a miracle could save Russia.
  • All the Moscow notabilities, all the Rostovs' acquaintances, were at the Razumovskis' chapel, for, as if expecting something to happen, many wealthy families who usually left town for their country estates had not gone away that summer.
  • It always seemed to her that everyone who looked at her was thinking only of what had happened to her.
  • When they prayed for all traveling by land and sea, she remembered Prince Andrew, prayed for him, and asked God to forgive her all the wrongs she had done him.
  • When they prayed for those who love us, she prayed for the members of her own family, her father and mother and Sonya, realizing for the first time how wrongly she had acted toward them, and feeling all the strength of her love for them.
  • She included among her enemies the creditors and all who had business dealings with her father, and always at the thought of enemies and those who hated her she remembered Anatole who had done her so much harm--and though he did not hate her she gladly prayed for him as for an enemy.
  • When he had finished the Litany the deacon crossed the stole over his breast and said, "Let us commit ourselves and our whole lives to Christ the Lord!"
  • From the day when Pierre, after leaving the Rostovs' with Natasha's grateful look fresh in his mind, had gazed at the comet that seemed to be fixed in the sky and felt that something new was appearing on his own horizon--from that day the problem of the vanity and uselessness of all earthly things, that had incessantly tormented him, no longer presented itself.
  • "Wherefore?" which had come to him amid every occupation, was now replaced, not by another question or by a reply to the former question, but by her image.
  • Pierre still went into society, drank as much and led the same idle and dissipated life, because besides the hours he spent at the Rostovs' there were other hours he had to spend somehow, and the habits and acquaintances he had made in Moscow formed a current that bore him along irresistibly.
  • His love for Natasha, Antichrist, Napoleon, the invasion, the comet, 666, L'Empereur Napoleon, and L'russe Besuhof--all this had to mature and culminate, to lift him out of that spellbound, petty sphere of Moscow habits in which he felt himself held captive and lead him to a great achievement and great happiness.
  • He knew that she had not sung since her illness, and so the sound of her voice surprised and delighted him.
  • He opened the door softly and saw her, in the lilac dress she had worn at church, walking about the room singing.
  • She had her back to him when he opened the door, but when, turning quickly, she saw his broad, surprised face, she blushed and came rapidly up to him.
  • He was preparing to enter the university, but he and his friend Obolenski had lately, in secret, agreed to join the hussars.
  • Petya had come rushing out to talk to his namesake about this affair.
  • He had asked Pierre to find out whether he would be accepted in the hussars.
  • But Sonya, who had gone to look for the papers in the anteroom, had found them in Pierre's hat, where he had carefully tucked them under the lining.
  • Pierre had been silent and preoccupied all through dinner, seeming not to grasp what was said.
  • Before Shinshin had time to utter the joke he was ready to make on the count's patriotism, Natasha jumped up from her place and ran to her father.
  • "What a darling our Papa is!" she cried, kissing him, and she again looked at Pierre with the unconscious coquetry that had returned to her with her better spirits.
  • But the count had already recovered from his excitement.
  • Be quiet, I tell you! cried the count, with a glance at his wife, who had turned pale and was staring fixedly at her son.
  • Natasha's unwontedly brilliant eyes, continually glancing at him with a more than cordial look, had reduced him to this condition.
  • Yes, I had forgotten...
  • After the definite refusal he had received, Petya went to his room and there locked himself in and wept bitterly.
  • While dressing, Petya had prepared many fine things he meant to say to the gentleman-in- waiting.
  • But within the Trinity Gateway he was so pressed to the wall by people who probably were unaware of the patriotic intentions with which he had come that in spite of all his determination he had to give in, and stop while carriages passed in, rumbling beneath the archway.
  • Petya wiped his perspiring face with his hands and pulled up the damp collar which he had arranged so well at home to seem like a man's.
  • When the carriages had all passed in, the crowd, carrying Petya with it, streamed forward into the Kremlin Square which was already full of people.
  • But in spite of this he continued to struggle desperately forward, and from between the backs of those in front he caught glimpses of an open space with a strip of red cloth spread out on it; but just then the crowd swayed back--the police in front were pushing back those who had pressed too close to the procession: the Emperor was passing from the palace to the Cathedral of the Assumption--and Petya unexpectedly received such a blow on his side and ribs and was squeezed so hard that suddenly everything grew dim before his eyes and he lost consciousness.
  • A tradesman's wife was showing a rent in her shawl and telling how much the shawl had cost; another was saying that all silk goods had now got dear.
  • The clerk who had rescued Petya was talking to a functionary about the priests who were officiating that day with the bishop.
  • All these conversations, especially the joking with the girls, were such as might have had a particular charm for Petya at his age, but they did not interest him now.
  • Petya too would have run there, but the clerk who had taken the young gentleman under his protection stopped him.
  • The firing was still proceeding when officers, generals, and gentlemen-in-waiting came running out of the cathedral, and after them others in a more leisurely manner: caps were again raised, and those who had run to look at the cannon ran back again.
  • Seeing this the Emperor had a plateful of biscuits brought him and began throwing them down from the balcony.
  • He did not know why, but he had to have a biscuit from the Tsar's hand and he felt that he must not give way.
  • On all these faces, as on the faces of the crowd Petya had seen in the Square, there was a striking contradiction: the general expectation of a solemn event, and at the same time the everyday interests in a boston card party, Peter the cook, Zinaida Dmitrievna's health, and so on.
  • Pierre was there too, buttoned up since early morning in a nobleman's uniform that had become too tight for him.
  • But scarcely had Pierre uttered these words before he was attacked from three sides.
  • In the first place, I tell you we have no right to question the Emperor about that, and secondly, if the Russian nobility had that right, the Emperor could not answer such a question.
  • Many voices shouted and talked at the same time, so that Count Rostov had not time to signify his approval of them all, and the group increased, dispersed, re-formed, and then moved with a hum of talk into the largest hall and to the big table.
  • Their chairs made a scraping noise as the gentlemen who had conferred rose with apparent relief, and began walking up and down, arm in arm, to stretch their legs and converse in couples.
  • The day after his son had left, Prince Nicholas sent for Princess Mary to come to his study.
  • When she had done so Princess Mary looked inquiringly at her father.
  • Princess Mary saw Dessalles' embarrassed and astonished look fixed on her father, noticed his silence, and was struck by the fact that her father had forgotten his son's letter on the drawing-room table; but she was not only afraid to speak of it and ask Dessalles the reason of his confusion and silence, but was afraid even to think about it.
  • The prince had a list of things to be bought in Smolensk and, walking up and down the room past Alpatych who stood by the door, he gave his instructions.
  • Next, bolts for the doors of the new building were wanted and had to be of a special shape the prince had himself designed, and a leather case had to be ordered to keep the "will" in.
  • It was unsatisfactory everywhere, but the corner behind the piano in the sitting room was better than other places: he had never slept there yet.
  • But hardly had he done so before he felt the bed rocking backwards and forwards beneath him as if it were breathing heavily and jolting.
  • He had the letter taken from his pocket and the table--on which stood a glass of lemonade and a spiral wax candle--moved close to the bed, and putting on his spectacles he began reading.
  • As he went along he looked with pleasure at the year's splendid crop of corn, scrutinized the strips of ryefield which here and there were already being reaped, made his calculations as to the sowing and the harvest, and asked himself whether he had not forgotten any of the prince's orders.
  • He asked for a samovar and for hay for his horses, and when he had had his tea he went to bed.
  • Involuntarily listening now to the firing, which had drawn nearer and was increasing in strength, Alpatych hurried to his inn.
  • At these words Alpatych nodded as if in approval, and not wishing to hear more went to the door of the room opposite the innkeeper's, where he had left his purchases.
  • Alpatych replied that the Governor had not told him anything definite.
  • Alpatych collected his parcels, handed them to the coachman who had come in, and settled up with the innkeeper.
  • The town was being bombarded by a hundred and thirty guns which Napoleon had ordered up after four o'clock.
  • Ferapontov's wife, who till then had not ceased wailing under the shed, became quiet and with the baby in her arms went to the gate, listening to the sounds and looking in silence at the people.
  • Others joined those men and stopped and told how cannon balls had fallen on a house close to them.
  • "What are you staring at?" he shouted to the cook, who in her red skirt, with sleeves rolled up, swinging her bare elbows, had stepped to the corner to listen to what was being said.
  • The mistress rocked and hushed her baby and when anyone came into the cellar asked in a pathetic whisper what had become of her husband who had remained in the street.
  • The cook's moans had now subsided.
  • Soldiers were passing in a constant stream along the street blocking it completely, so that Alpatych could not pass out and had to wait.
  • On the sloping descent to the Dnieper Alpatych's cart and that of the innkeeper's wife, which were slowly moving amid the rows of soldiers and of other vehicles, had to stop.
  • In a side street near the crossroads where the vehicles had stopped, a house and some shops were on fire.
  • The walls were all on fire and the back wall had fallen in, the wooden roof was collapsing, and the rafters were alight.
  • Before he had had time to finish giving these instructions, a chief of staff followed by a suite galloped up to him.
  • Heat and drought had continued for more than three weeks.
  • But despite this, thanks to his regiment, Prince Andrew had something to think about entirely apart from general questions.
  • Grass had already begun to grow on the garden paths, and horses and calves were straying in the English park.
  • An old peasant whom Prince Andrew in his childhood had often seen at the gate was sitting on a green garden seat, plaiting a bast shoe.
  • The peasants were ruined; some of them too had gone to Bogucharovo, only a few remained.
  • The old man was still sitting in the ornamental garden, like a fly impassive on the face of a loved one who is dead, tapping the last on which he was making the bast shoe, and two little girls, running out from the hot house carrying in their skirts plums they had plucked from the trees there, came upon Prince Andrew.
  • On seeing the young master, the elder one with frightened look clutched her younger companion by the hand and hid with her behind a birch tree, not stopping to pick up some green plums they had dropped.
  • One fair-haired young soldier of the third company, whom Prince Andrew knew and who had a strap round the calf of one leg, crossed himself, stepped back to get a good run, and plunged into the water; another, a dark noncommissioned officer who was always shaggy, stood up to his waist in the water joyfully wriggling his muscular figure and snorted with satisfaction as he poured the water over his head with hands blackened to the wrists.
  • They would have had to retire of their own accord, for they had no water for men or horses.
  • Consider that on our retreat we have lost by fatigue and left in the hospital more than fifteen thousand men, and had we attacked this would not have happened.
  • One of the visitors, usually spoken of as "a man of great merit," having described how he had that day seen Kutuzov, the newly chosen chief of the Petersburg militia, presiding over the enrollment of recruits at the Treasury, cautiously ventured to suggest that Kutuzov would be the man to satisfy all requirements.
  • While this was taking place in Petersburg the French had already passed Smolensk and were drawing nearer and nearer to Moscow.
  • So he rattled on, telling all the gossip he had heard among the orderlies.
  • "As soon as Napoleon's interpreter had spoken," says Thiers, "the Cossack, seized by amazement, did not utter another word, but rode on, his eyes fixed on the conqueror whose fame had reached him across the steppes of the East.
  • Napoleon, after making the Cossack a present, had him set free like a bird restored to its native fields.
  • Napoleon rode on, dreaming of the Moscow that so appealed to his imagination, and "the bird restored to its native fields" galloped to our outposts, inventing on the way all that had not taken place but that he meant to relate to his comrades.
  • What had really taken place he did not wish to relate because it seemed to him not worth telling.
  • He ordered the militiamen to be called up from the villages and armed, and wrote a letter to the commander-in- chief informing him that he had resolved to remain at Bald Hills to the last extremity and to defend it, leaving to the commander-in-chief's discretion to take measures or not for the defense of Bald Hills, where one of Russia's oldest generals would be captured or killed, and he announced to his household that he would remain at Bald Hills.
  • He repeated every injustice he had ever inflicted on her.
  • Trying to convict her, he told her she had worn him out, had caused his quarrel with his son, had harbored nasty suspicions of him, making it the object of her life to poison his existence, and he drove her from his study telling her that if she did not go away it was all the same to him.
  • The fact that he did not, as she had feared, order her to be carried away by force but only told her not to let him see her cheered Princess Mary.
  • She knew it was a proof that in the depth of his soul he was glad she was remaining at home and had not gone away.
  • The morning after little Nicholas had left, the old prince donned his full uniform and prepared to visit the commander-in-chief.
  • All she could see was that his former stern and determined expression had altered to one of timidity and submission.
  • He was lifted up, carried to his study, and laid on the very couch he had so feared of late.
  • The doctor, who was fetched that same night, bled him and said that the prince had had a seizure paralyzing his right side.
  • By the time they reached Bogucharovo, Dessalles and the little prince had already left for Moscow.
  • For three weeks the old prince lay stricken by paralysis in the new house Prince Andrew had built at Bogucharovo, ever in the same state, getting neither better nor worse.
  • Thoughts that had not entered her mind for years--thoughts of a life free from the fear of her father, and even the possibility of love and of family happiness--floated continually in her imagination like temptations of the devil.
  • She had noticed with what dissatisfaction he turned from the look she sometimes involuntarily fixed on him.
  • But never had she felt so grieved for him or so much afraid of losing him.
  • His face seemed to have shriveled or melted; his features had grown smaller.
  • The doctor thought he had guessed them, and inquiringly repeated: "Mary, are you afraid?"
  • "Always thoughts... about you... thoughts..." he then uttered much more clearly than he had done before, now that he was sure of being understood.
  • "If only I had known..." she said through her tears.
  • Princess Mary could not quite make out what he had said, but from his look it was clear that he had uttered a tender caressing word such as he had never used to her before.
  • When she had left the room the prince again began speaking about his son, about the war, and about the Emperor, angrily twitching his brows and raising his hoarse voice, and then he had a second and final stroke.
  • The day had cleared, it was hot and sunny.
  • She could understand nothing, think of nothing and feel nothing, except passionate love for her father, love such as she thought she had never felt till that moment.
  • She ran out sobbing into the garden and as far as the pond, along the avenues of young lime trees Prince Andrew had planted.
  • This was the Marshal of the Nobility of the district, who had come personally to point out to the princess the necessity for her prompt departure.
  • One instance, which had occurred some twenty years before, was a movement among the peasants to emigrate to some unknown "warm rivers."
  • As birds migrate to somewhere beyond the sea, so these men with their wives and children streamed to the southeast, to parts where none of them had ever been.
  • Many of them were punished, some sent to Siberia, many died of cold and hunger on the road, many returned of their own accord, and the movement died down of itself just as it had sprung up, without apparent reason.
  • Alpatych also knew that on the previous day another peasant had even brought from the village of Visloukhovo, which was occupied by the French, a proclamation by a French general that no harm would be done to the inhabitants, and if they remained they would be paid for anything taken from them.
  • As proof of this the peasant had brought from Visloukhovo a hundred rubles in notes (he did not know that they were false) paid to him in advance for hay.
  • On the fifteenth, the day of the old prince's death, the Marshal had insisted on Princess Mary's leaving at once, as it was becoming dangerous.
  • He had told her that after the sixteenth he could not be responsible for what might happen.
  • But this he was unable to do, for he received tidings that the French had unexpectedly advanced, and had barely time to remove his own family and valuables from his estate.
  • Alpatych named others, but they too, according to Dron, had no horses available: some horses were carting for the government, others were too weak, and others had died for want of fodder.
  • It seemed that no horses could be had even for the carriages, much less for the carting.
  • Just as Dron was a model village Elder, so Alpatych had not managed the prince's estates for twenty years in vain.
  • But he also knew that Dron, who had acquired property and was hated by the commune, must be hesitating between the two camps: the masters' and the serfs'.
  • He had managed people for a long time and knew that the chief way to make them obey is to show no suspicion that they can possibly disobey.
  • Without saying anything of this to the princess, Alpatych had his own belongings taken out of the carts which had arrived from Bald Hills and had those horses got ready for the princess' carriages.
  • She lay on the sofa with her face to the wall, fingering the buttons of the leather cushion and seeing nothing but that cushion, and her confused thoughts were centered on one subject--the irrevocability of death and her own spiritual baseness, which she had not suspected, but which had shown itself during her father's illness.
  • The sun had reached the other side of the house, and its slanting rays shone into the open window, lighting up the room and part of the morocco cushion at which Princess Mary was looking.
  • But she remembered too how he had changed of late toward Mademoiselle Bourienne and could not bear to see her, thereby showing how unjust were the reproaches Princess Mary had mentally addressed to her.
  • This idea horrified her, made her shudder, blush, and feel such a rush of anger and pride as she had never experienced before.
  • The demands of life, which had seemed to her annihilated by her father's death, all at once rose before her with a new, previously unknown force and took possession of her.
  • Alpatych was not at home, he had gone to the police.
  • She had heard vaguely that there was such a thing as "landlord's corn" which was sometimes given to the peasants.
  • She replied that she had never doubted his devotion and that she was ready to do anything for him and for the peasants.
  • An hour later Dunyasha came to tell the princess that Dron had come, and all the peasants had assembled at the barn by the princess' order and wished to have word with their mistress.
  • Dron came and confirmed Dunyasha's words; the peasants had come by the princess' order.
  • After sunset the wind had dropped.
  • She vividly recalled the moment when he had his first stroke and was being dragged along by his armpits through the garden at Bald Hills, muttering something with his helpless tongue, twitching his gray eyebrows and looking uneasily and timidly at her.
  • He had always thought what he said then.
  • And she recalled in all its detail the night at Bald Hills before he had the last stroke, when with a foreboding of disaster she had remained at home against his will.
  • She had not slept and had stolen downstairs on tiptoe, and going to the door of the conservatory where he slept that night had listened at the door.
  • Evidently he had wanted to talk.
  • Princess Mary had thought and thought again now.
  • Now he will never tell anyone what he had in his soul.
  • I remember how he began speaking to him about Lise as if she were alive--he had forgotten she was dead--and Tikhon reminded him that she was no more, and he shouted, 'Fool!'
  • And Princess Mary uttered aloud the caressing word he had said to her on the day of his death.
  • And not the face she had known ever since she could remember and had always seen at a distance, but the timid, feeble face she had seen for the first time quite closely, with all its wrinkles and details, when she stooped near to his mouth to catch what he said.
  • And the horror that had seized her when she touched him and convinced herself that that was not he, but something mysterious and horrible, seized her again.
  • For the last three days Bogucharovo had lain between the two hostile armies, so that it was as easy for the Russian rearguard to get to it as for the French vanguard; Rostov, as a careful squadron commander, wished to take such provisions as remained at Bogucharovo before the French could get them.
  • At the moment when Rostov and Ilyin were galloping along the road, Princess Mary, despite the dissuasions of Alpatych, her nurse, and the maids, had given orders to harness and intended to start, but when the cavalrymen were espied they were taken for Frenchmen, the coachman ran away, and the women in the house began to wail.
  • She could not grasp who he was and why he had come, or what was happening to her.
  • When she began to tell him that all this had happened the day after her father's funeral, her voice trembled.
  • After the hussars had come to the village and Rostov had gone to see the princess, a certain confusion and dissension had arisen among the crowd.
  • The two tall peasants had their say.
  • If we had had only peasants to fight, we should not have let the enemy come so far, said he with a sense of shame and wishing to change the subject.
  • I am only happy to have had the opportunity of making your acquaintance.
  • His kind, honest eyes, with the tears rising in them when she herself had begun to cry as she spoke of her loss, did not leave her memory.
  • When she had taken leave of him and remained alone she suddenly felt her eyes filling with tears, and then not for the first time the strange question presented itself to her: did she love him?
  • It made him angry just because the idea of marrying the gentle Princess Mary, who was attractive to him and had an enormous fortune, had against his will more than once entered his head.
  • Ermolov had weason to ask to be pwomoted to be a German!
  • "I had the pleasure," replied Prince Andrew, "not only of taking part in the retreat but of losing in that retreat all I held dear--not to mention the estate and home of my birth--my father, who died of grief.
  • Prince Andrew knew Denisov from what Natasha had told him of her first suitor.
  • This memory carried him sadly and sweetly back to those painful feelings of which he had not thought lately, but which still found place in his soul.
  • Of late he had received so many new and very serious impressions--such as the retreat from Smolensk, his visit to Bald Hills, and the recent news of his father's death--and had experienced so many emotions, that for a long time past those memories had not entered his mind, and now that they did, they did not act on him with nearly their former strength.
  • This was a plan of campaign he had devised while serving at the outposts during the retreat.
  • He had proposed that plan to Barclay de Tolly and now wished to propose it to Kutuzov.
  • Since Prince Andrew had last seen him Kutuzov had grown still more corpulent, flaccid, and fat.
  • Denisov, having given his name, announced that he had to communicate to his Serene Highness a matter of great importance for their country's welfare.
  • He was listening to the general's report-- which consisted chiefly of a criticism of the position at Tsarevo- Zaymishche--as he had listened to Denisov, and seven years previously had listened to the discussion at the Austerlitz council of war.
  • All that Denisov had said was clever and to the point.
  • He had in his hand a French book which he closed as Prince Andrew entered, marking the place with a knife.
  • Prince Andrew told Kutuzov all he knew of his father's death, and what he had seen at Bald Hills when he passed through it.
  • And above all," thought Prince Andrew, "one believes in him because he's Russian, despite the novel by Genlis and the French proverbs, and because his voice shook when he said: 'What they have brought us to!' and had a sob in it when he said he would 'make them eat horseflesh!'"
  • After the Emperor had left Moscow, life flowed on there in its usual course, and its course was so very usual that it was difficult to remember the recent days of patriotic elation and ardor, hard to believe that Russia was really in danger and that the members of the English Club were also sons of the Fatherland ready to sacrifice everything for it.
  • It was said that Mamonov's regiment would cost him eight hundred thousand rubles, and that Bezukhov had spent even more on his, but that the best thing about Bezukhov's action was that he himself was going to don a uniform and ride at the head of his regiment without charging anything for the show.
  • But now they have had him transferred to my regiment and are expecting him every day.
  • She was surrounded, and they wanted to kill her and had wounded some of her people.
  • The first declared that the report that Count Rostopchin had forbidden people to leave Moscow was false; on the contrary he was glad that ladies and tradesmen's wives were leaving the city.
  • The second broadsheet stated that our headquarters were at Vyazma, that Count Wittgenstein had defeated the French, but that as many of the inhabitants of Moscow wished to be armed, weapons were ready for them at the arsenal: sabers, pistols, and muskets which could be had at a low price.
  • He had not decided what it should mean when he heard the voice of the eldest princess at the door asking whether she might come in.
  • The two younger ones had both married.
  • Julie had gone, and so had Princess Mary.
  • The Emperor had written to Count Rostopchin as follows:
  • He was told that there in Perkhushkovo the earth trembled from the firing, but nobody could answer his questions as to who had won.
  • Every house in Mozhaysk had soldiers quartered in it, and at the hostel where Pierre was met by his groom and coachman there was no room to be had.
  • Pierre pushed forward as fast as he could, and the farther he left Moscow behind and the deeper he plunged into that sea of troops the more was he overcome by restless agitation and a new and joyful feeling he had not experienced before.
  • It was a feeling akin to what he had felt at the Sloboda Palace during the Emperor's visit--a sense of the necessity of undertaking something and sacrificing something.
  • Before the battle of Borodino our strength in proportion to the French was about as five to six, but after that battle it was little more than one to two: previously we had a hundred thousand against a hundred and twenty thousand; afterwards little more than fifty thousand against a hundred thousand.
  • If it is said that he expected to end the campaign by occupying Moscow as he had ended a previous campaign by occupying Vienna, there is much evidence to the contrary.
  • But later on, to fit what had occurred, the historians provided cunningly devised evidence of the foresight and genius of the generals who, of all the blind tools of history were the most enslaved and involuntary.
  • Had Napoleon not ridden out on the evening of the twenty-fourth to the Kolocha, and had he not then ordered an immediate attack on the redoubt but had begun the attack next morning, no one would have doubted that the Shevardino Redoubt was the left flank of our position, and the battle would have taken place where we expected it.
  • Had Napoleon not ridden out on the evening of the twenty-fourth to the Kolocha, and had he not then ordered an immediate attack on the redoubt but had begun the attack next morning, no one would have doubted that the Shevardino Redoubt was the left flank of our position, and the battle would have taken place where we expected it.
  • We should have attacked Napoleon in the center or on the right, and the engagement would have taken place on the twenty-fifth, in the position we intended and had fortified.
  • He was looking now at the cavalry regiment that had met the convoy of wounded, now at the cart by which he was standing, in which two wounded men were sitting and one was lying.
  • The commander-in-chief was putting up there, but just when Pierre arrived he was not in and hardly any of the staff were there--they had gone to the church service.
  • When he had ascended the hill and reached the little village street, he saw for the first time peasant militiamen in their white shirts and with crosses on their caps, who, talking and laughing loudly, animated and perspiring, were at work on a huge knoll overgrown with grass to the right of the road.
  • On seeing these peasants, who were evidently still amused by the novelty of their position as soldiers, Pierre once more thought of the wounded men at Mozhaysk and understood what the soldier had meant when he said: "They want the whole nation to fall on them."
  • The officer pointed with his hand to the smoke visible on the left beyond the river, and the same stern and serious expression that Pierre had noticed on many of the faces he had met came into his face.
  • An elderly sergeant who had approached the officer while he was giving these explanations had waited in silence for him to finish speaking, but at this point, evidently not liking the officer's remark, interrupted him.
  • With a long overcoat on his exceedingly stout, round-shouldered body, with uncovered white head and puffy face showing the white ball of the eye he had lost, Kutuzov walked with plunging, swaying gait into the crowd and stopped behind the priest.
  • Boris Drubetskoy, brushing his knees with his hand (he had probably soiled them when he, too, had knelt before the icon), came up to him smiling.
  • He wore a long coat and like Kutuzov had a whip slung across his shoulder.
  • Though Kutuzov had dismissed all unnecessary men from the staff, Boris had contrived to remain at headquarters after the changes.
  • Now the decisive moment of battle had come when Kutuzov would be destroyed and the power pass to Bennigsen, or even if Kutuzov won the battle it would be felt that everything was done by Bennigsen.
  • After Kaysarov, others whom Pierre knew came up to him, and he had not time to reply to all the questions about Moscow that were showered upon him, or to listen to all that was told him.
  • When Pierre had left Kutuzov, Dolokhov came up to him and took his hand.
  • From Gorki, Bennigsen descended the highroad to the bridge which, when they had looked at it from the hill, the officer had pointed out as being the center of our position and where rows of fragrant new-mown hay lay by the riverside.
  • Narrow and burdensome and useless to anyone as his life now seemed to him, Prince Andrew on the eve of battle felt agitated and irritable as he had done seven years before at Austerlitz.
  • He had received and given the orders for next day's battle and had nothing more to do.
  • The three great sorrows of his life held his attention in particular: his love for a woman, his father's death, and the French invasion which had overrun half Russia.
  • After he had returned, voices were heard outside the shed.
  • Prince Andrew looked out of the shed and saw Pierre, who had tripped over a pole on the ground and had nearly fallen, coming his way.
  • He had approached the shed full of animation, but on seeing Prince Andrew's face he felt constrained and ill at ease.
  • "I have come... simply... you know... come... it interests me," said Pierre, who had so often that day senselessly repeated that word "interesting."
  • The officers gazed with surprise at Pierre's huge stout figure and listened to his talk of Moscow and the position of our army, round which he had ridden.
  • At Smolensk too he judged correctly that the French might outflank us, as they had larger forces.
  • He had no thought of betraying us, he tried to do the best he could, he thought out everything, and that is why he is unsuitable.
  • He could apparently not refrain from expressing the thoughts that had suddenly occurred to him.
  • And we said so because we had nothing to fight for there, we wanted to get away from the battlefield as soon as we could.
  • If we had not said that till the evening, heaven knows what might not have happened.
  • After they had gone Pierre approached Prince Andrew and was about to start a conversation when they heard the clatter of three horses' hoofs on the road not far from the shed, and looking in that direction Prince Andrew recognized Wolzogen and Clausewitz accompanied by a Cossack.
  • "Extend widely!" said Prince Andrew with an angry snort, when they had ridden past.
  • "One thing I would do if I had the power," he began again, "I would not take prisoners.
  • The question that had perturbed Pierre on the Mozhaysk hill and all that day now seemed to him quite clear and completely solved.
  • All he had seen that day, all the significant and stern expressions on the faces he had seen in passing, were lit up for him by a new light.
  • He understood that latent heat (as they say in physics) of patriotism which was present in all these men he had seen, and this explained to him why they all prepared for death calmly, and as it were lightheartedly.
  • Then there would not be war because Paul Ivanovich had offended Michael Ivanovich.
  • Natasha with animated and excited face was telling him how she had gone to look for mushrooms the previous summer and had lost her way in the big forest.
  • I'm not telling it right; no, you don't understand, though he encouraged her by saying that he did understand, and he really had understood all she wanted to say.
  • He was such a delightful old man, and it was so dark in the forest... and he had such kind...
  • No, I can't describe it, she had said, flushed and excited.
  • Prince Andrew smiled now the same happy smile as then when he had looked into her eyes.
  • "I not only understood her, but it was just that inner, spiritual force, that sincerity, that frankness of soul-- that very soul of hers which seemed to be fettered by her body--it was that soul I loved in her... loved so strongly and happily..." and suddenly he remembered how his love had ended.
  • Prince Andrew jumped up as if someone had burned him, and again began pacing up and down in front of the shed.
  • The Emperor Napoleon had not yet left his bedroom and was finishing his toilet.
  • An aide-de-camp, who had entered the bedroom to report to the Emperor the number of prisoners taken in yesterday's action, was standing by the door after delivering his message, awaiting permission to withdraw.
  • But Napoleon had dressed and come out with such unexpected rapidity that he had not time to finish arranging the surprise.
  • Napoleon made ironic remarks during Fabvier's account, as if he had not expected that matters could go otherwise in his absence.
  • "I'll see you later," he added, and summoned de Beausset, who by that time had prepared the surprise, having placed something on the chairs and covered it with a cloth.
  • But though Napoleon knew that de Beausset had to say something of this kind, and though in his lucid moments he knew it was untrue, he was pleased to hear it from him.
  • Though it was not clear what the artist meant to express by depicting the so-called King of Rome spiking the earth with a stick, the allegory apparently seemed to Napoleon, as it had done to all who had seen it in Paris, quite clear and very pleasing.
  • "Short and energetic!" he remarked when he had read over the proclamation which he had dictated straight off without corrections.
  • But Napoleon nodded to the traveler, and de Beausset had to mount.
  • General Campan's division did not seize the first fortification but was driven back, for on emerging from the wood it had to reform under grapeshot, of which Napoleon was unaware.
  • Had Napoleon then forbidden them to fight the Russians, they would have killed him and have proceeded to fight the Russians because it was inevitable.
  • The dispositions cited above are not at all worse, but are even better, than previous dispositions by which he had won victories.
  • He was so much interested in that task that he was unable to sleep, and in spite of his cold which had grown worse from the dampness of the evening, he went into the large division of the tent at three o'clock in the morning, loudly blowing his nose.
  • He asked whether the Russians had not withdrawn, and was told that the enemy's fires were still in the same places.
  • Napoleon walked about in front of his tent, looked at the fires and listened to these sounds, and as he was passing a tall guardsman in a shaggy cap, who was standing sentinel before his tent and had drawn himself up like a black pillar at sight of the Emperor, Napoleon stopped in front of him.
  • Has your regiment had its rice?
  • The first shots had not yet ceased to reverberate before others rang out and yet more were heard mingling with and overtaking one another.
  • The game had begun.
  • On returning to Gorki after having seen Prince Andrew, Pierre ordered his groom to get the horses ready and to call him early in the morning, and then immediately fell asleep behind a partition in a corner Boris had given up to him.
  • Before he was thoroughly awake next morning everybody had already left the hut.
  • The sun, just bursting forth from behind a cloud that had concealed it, was shining, with rays still half broken by the clouds, over the roofs of the street opposite, on the dew- besprinkled dust of the road, on the walls of the houses, on the windows, the fence, and on Pierre's horses standing before the hut.
  • Telling the groom to follow him with the horses, Pierre went down the street to the knoll from which he had looked at the field of battle the day before.
  • It was the same panorama he had admired from that spot the day before, but now the whole place was full of troops and covered by smoke clouds from the guns, and the slanting rays of the bright sun, rising slightly to the left behind Pierre, cast upon it through the clear morning air penetrating streaks of rosy, golden-tinted light and long dark shadows.
  • "Puff! puff!"--and two clouds arose pushing one another and blending together; and "boom, boom!" came the sounds confirming what the eye had seen.
  • From the left, over fields and bushes, those large balls of smoke were continually appearing followed by their solemn reports, while nearer still, in the hollows and woods, there burst from the muskets small cloudlets that had no time to become balls, but had their little echoes in just the same way.
  • All their faces were now shining with that latent warmth of feeling Pierre had noticed the day before and had fully understood after his talk with Prince Andrew.
  • The general mounted a horse a Cossack had brought him.
  • Pierre saw that there was a bridge in front of him and that soldiers were doing something on both sides of it and in the meadow, among the rows of new-mown hay which he had taken no notice of amid the smoke of the campfires the day before; but despite the incessant firing going on there he had no idea that this was the field of battle.
  • On that very meadow he had ridden over the day before, a soldier was lying athwart the rows of scented hay, with his head thrown awkwardly back and his shako off.
  • His first unconscious feeling of joyful animation produced by the sights and sounds of the battlefield was now replaced by another, especially since he had seen that soldier lying alone in the hayfield.
  • The stormcloud had come upon them, and in every face the fire which Pierre had watched kindle burned up brightly.
  • Pierre, who had not noticed these sounds before, now heard nothing else.
  • He had no time to realize who these men were.
  • He saw the senior officer lying on the earth wall with his back turned as if he were examining something down below and that one of the soldiers he had noticed before was struggling forward shouting "Brothers!" and trying to free himself from some men who were holding him by the arm.
  • For some seconds they gazed with frightened eyes at one another's unfamiliar faces and both were perplexed at what they had done and what they were to do next.
  • The French who had occupied the battery fled, and our troops shouting "Hurrah!" pursued them so far beyond the battery that it was difficult to call them back.
  • Pierre again went up onto the knoll where he had spent over an hour, and of that family circle which had received him as a member he did not find a single one.
  • The soldiers of Dessaix's division advancing against the fleches could only be seen till they had entered the hollow that lay between them and the fleches.
  • The sun had risen brightly and its slanting rays struck straight into Napoleon's face as, shading his eyes with his hand, he looked at the fleches.
  • Napoleon, standing on the knoll, looked through a field glass, and in its small circlet saw smoke and men, sometimes his own and sometimes Russians, but when he looked again with the naked eye, he could not tell where what he had seen was.
  • But not only was it impossible to make out what was happening from where he was standing down below, or from the knoll above on which some of his generals had taken their stand, but even from the fleches themselves--in which by this time there were now Russian and now French soldiers, alternately or together, dead, wounded, alive, frightened, or maddened-- even at those fleches themselves it was impossible to make out what was taking place.
  • But contrary to what had always happened in their former battles, instead of the news they expected of the enemy's flight, these orderly masses returned thence as disorganized and terrified mobs.
  • Friant's division disappeared as the others had done into the smoke of the battlefield.
  • Despite news of the capture of the fleches, Napoleon saw that this was not the same, not at all the same, as what had happened in his former battles.
  • Neither Napoleon nor any of his generals had ever before seen such horrors or so many slain in such a small area.
  • Napoleon stopped his horse and again fell into the reverie from which Berthier had aroused him.
  • On the rug-covered bench where Pierre had seen him in the morning sat Kutuzov, his gray head hanging, his heavy body relaxed.
  • When Scherbinin came galloping from the left flank with news that the French had captured the fleches and the village of Semenovsk, Kutuzov, guessing by the sounds of the battle and by Scherbinin's looks that the news was bad, rose as if to stretch his legs and, taking Scherbinin's arm, led him aside.
  • Adjutant General Wolzogen, the man who when riding past Prince Andrew had said, "the war should be extended widely," and whom Bagration so detested, rode up while Kutuzov was at dinner.
  • Wolzogen had come from Barclay de Tolly to report on the progress of affairs on the left flank.
  • This was Raevski, who had spent the whole day at the most important part of the field of Borodino.
  • While Kutuzov was talking to Raevski and dictating the order of the day, Wolzogen returned from Barclay and said that General Barclay wished to have written confirmation of the order the field marshal had given.
  • The tales passing from mouth to mouth at different ends of the army did not even resemble what Kutuzov had said, but the sense of his words spread everywhere because what he said was not the outcome of cunning calculations, but of a feeling that lay in the commander-in-chief's soul as in that of every Russian.
  • The peasants, adjusting the stretcher to their shoulders, started hurriedly along the path they had trodden down, to the dressing station.
  • "Now that's right!" said the one behind joyfully, when he had got into step.
  • Eh, Prince! said the trembling voice of Timokhin, who had run up and was looking down on the stretcher.
  • Prince Andrew opened his eyes and looked up at the speaker from the stretcher into which his head had sunk deep and again his eyelids drooped.
  • All he saw about him merged into a general impression of naked, bleeding human bodies that seemed to fill the whole of the low tent, as a few weeks previously, on that hot August day, such bodies had filled the dirty pond beside the Smolensk road.
  • Yes, it was the same flesh, the same chair a canon, the sight of which had even then filled him with horror, as by a presentiment.
  • When he had finished with the Tartar, whom they covered with an overcoat, the spectacled doctor came up to Prince Andrew, wiping his hands.
  • He felt in his own person the sufferings and death he had witnessed on the battlefield.
  • At that moment he did not desire Moscow, or victory, or glory (what need had he for any more glory?).
  • Napoleon had assented and had given orders that news should be brought to him of the effect those batteries produced.
  • "Sire?" asked the adjutant who had not heard the remark.
  • He could not disavow his actions, belauded as they were by half the world, and so he had to repudiate truth, goodness, and all humanity.
  • By evening this thought had ripened in every soul.
  • To speak of what would have happened had Napoleon sent his Guards is like talking of what would happen if autumn became spring.
  • It was not Napoleon alone who had experienced that nightmare feeling of the mighty arm being stricken powerless, but all the generals and soldiers of his army whether they had taken part in the battle or not, after all their experience of previous battles--when after one tenth of such efforts the enemy had fled--experienced a similar feeling of terror before an enemy who, after losing HALF his men, stood as threateningly at the end as at the beginning of the battle.
  • Not that sort of victory which is defined by the capture of pieces of material fastened to sticks, called standards, and of the ground on which the troops had stood and were standing, but a moral victory that convinces the enemy of the moral superiority of his opponent and of his own impotence was gained by the Russians at Borodino.
  • He gave orders to prepare for a fresh conflict to finish the enemy and did this not to deceive anyone, but because he knew that the enemy was beaten, as everyone who had taken part in the battle knew it.
  • It was impossible not to retreat a day's march, and then in the same way it was impossible not to retreat another and a third day's march, and at last, on the first of September when the army drew near Moscow--despite the strength of the feeling that had arisen in all ranks--the force of circumstances compelled it to retire beyond Moscow.
  • A great crowd of generals gathered round him, and Count Rostopchin, who had come out from Moscow, joined them.
  • Bennigsen, who had chosen the position, warmly displayed his Russian patriotism (Kutuzov could not listen to this without wincing) by insisting that Moscow must be defended.
  • He was convinced that he alone could maintain command of the army in these difficult circumstances, and that in all the world he alone could encounter the invincible Napoleon without fear, and he was horrified at the thought of the order he had to issue.
  • But something had to be decided, and these conversations around him which were assuming too free a character must be stopped.
  • Only Malasha, Andrew's six-year-old granddaughter whom his Serene Highness had petted and to whom he had given a lump of sugar while drinking his tea, remained on the top of the brick oven in the larger room.
  • Ermolov, Kaysarov, and Toll, who had just arrived, sat down on this bench.
  • He had a St. George's Cross round his neck and looked pale and ill.
  • Some of the generals, in low tones and in a strain very different from the way they had spoken during the council, communicated something to their commander-in-chief.
  • When he had dismissed the generals Kutuzov sat a long time with his elbows on the table, thinking always of the same terrible question: When, when did the abandonment of Moscow become inevitable?
  • The same thing that took place in Moscow had happened in all the towns and villages on Russian soil beginning with Smolensk, without the participation of Count Rostopchin and his broadsheets.
  • Those who had quitted Moscow already in July and at the beginning of August showed that they expected this.
  • They were ashamed to be called cowards, ashamed to leave, but still they left, knowing it had to be done.
  • It is impossible to suppose that Rostopchin had scared them by his accounts of horrors Napoleon had committed in conquered countries.
  • The first people to go away were the rich educated people who knew quite well that Vienna and Berlin had remained intact and that during Napoleon's occupation the inhabitants had spent their time pleasantly in the company of the charming Frenchmen whom the Russians, and especially the Russian ladies, then liked so much.
  • In Petersburg she had enjoyed the special protection of a grandee who occupied one of the highest posts in the Empire.
  • In Vilna she had formed an intimacy with a young foreign prince.
  • Had she attempted concealment, or tried to extricate herself from her awkward position by cunning, she would have spoiled her case by acknowledging herself guilty.
  • He was delighted at the unexpected rapidity of his pupil's progress, but could not abandon the edifice of argument he had laboriously constructed.
  • Only Marya Dmitrievna Akhrosimova, who had come to Petersburg that summer to see one of her sons, allowed herself plainly to express an opinion contrary to the general one.
  • Though people were afraid of Marya Dmitrievna she was regarded in Petersburg as a buffoon, and so of what she had said they only noticed, and repeated in a whisper, the one coarse word she had used, supposing the whole sting of her remark to lie in that word.
  • Prince Vasili, who of late very often forgot what he had said and repeated one and the same thing a hundred times, remarked to his daughter whenever he chanced to see her:
  • The young man who had entered took no notice of her.
  • The one thing he now desired with his whole soul was to get away quickly from the terrible sensations amid which he had lived that day and return to ordinary conditions of life and sleep quietly in a room in his own bed.
  • He felt that only in the ordinary conditions of life would he be able to understand himself and all he had seen and felt.
  • Dusk had fallen, and the roar of guns died away.
  • "And who may you be?" one of them suddenly asked Pierre, evidently meaning what Pierre himself had in mind, namely: "If you want to eat we'll give you some food, only let us know whether you are an honest man."
  • Pierre sat down by the fire and began eating the mash, as they called the food in the cauldron, and he thought it more delicious than any food he had ever tasted.
  • Pierre went on with the soldiers, quite forgetting that his inn was at the bottom of the hill and that he had already passed it.
  • There was not a room to be had at the inn, they were all occupied.
  • Scarcely had Pierre laid his head on the pillow before he felt himself falling asleep, but suddenly, almost with the distinctness of reality, he heard the boom, boom, boom of firing, the thud of projectiles, groans and cries, and smelled blood and powder, and a feeling of horror and dread of death seized him.
  • Above Pierre's head some pigeons, disturbed by the movement he had made in sitting up, fluttered under the dark roof of the penthouse.
  • They, those strange men he had not previously known, stood out clearly and sharply from everyone else.
  • And the memory of the dinner at the English Club when he had challenged Dolokhov flashed through Pierre's mind, and then he remembered his benefactor at Torzhok.
  • He felt ashamed, and with one arm covered his legs from which his cloak had in fact slipped.
  • Afterwards when he recalled those thoughts Pierre was convinced that someone outside himself had spoken them, though the impressions of that day had evoked them.
  • "To endure war is the most difficult subordination of man's freedom to the law of God," the voice had said.
  • The groom, the coachman, and the innkeeper told Pierre that an officer had come with news that the French were already near Mozhaysk and that our men were leaving it.
  • Pierre offered the use of his carriage, which had overtaken him, to a wounded general he knew, and drove with him to Moscow.
  • Count Rostopchin had only that morning returned to town from his summer villa at Sokolniki.
  • Vasilchikov and Platov had already seen the count and explained to him that it was impossible to defend Moscow and that it would have to be surrendered.
  • Though this news was being concealed from the inhabitants, the officials--the heads of the various government departments--knew that Moscow would soon be in the enemy's hands, just as Count Rostopchin himself knew it, and to escape personal responsibility they had all come to the governor to ask how they were to deal with their various departments.
  • "The count had a sty," replied the adjutant smiling, "and was very much upset when I told him people had come to ask what was the matter with him.
  • And the point is that we knew whom he had it from.
  • He could only have had it from the Postmaster.
  • But evidently they had come to some understanding.
  • Say from whom you had it.' 'I have seen no papers, I made it up myself.'
  • The count had the father fetched, but the fellow stuck to it.
  • "Ah, how do you do, great warrior?" said Rostopchin as soon as the short man had left the room.
  • Pierre did not answer and left Rostopchin's room more sullen and angry than he had ever before shown himself.
  • They all had business with Pierre and wanted decisions from him.
  • When he awoke next morning the major-domo came to inform him that a special messenger, a police officer, had come from Count Rostopchin to know whether Count Bezukhov had left or was leaving the town.
  • A dozen persons who had business with Pierre were awaiting him in the drawing room.
  • After Petya had joined Obolenski's regiment of Cossacks and left for Belaya Tserkov where that regiment was forming, the countess was seized with terror.
  • The thought that both her sons were at the war, had both gone from under her wing, that today or tomorrow either or both of them might be killed like the three sons of one of her acquaintances, struck her that summer for the first time with cruel clearness.
  • Nicholas was somewhere with the army and had not sent a word since his last letter, in which he had given a detailed account of his meeting with Princess Mary.
  • Though she concealed from him her intention of keeping him under her wing, Petya guessed her designs, and instinctively fearing that he might give way to emotion when with her--might "become womanish" as he termed it to himself--he treated her coldly, avoided her, and during his stay in Moscow attached himself exclusively to Natasha for whom he had always had a particularly brotherly tenderness, almost lover-like.
  • It was felt that everything would suddenly break up and change, but up to the first of September nothing had done so.
  • Nicholas' letter in which he mentioned Princess Mary had elicited, in her presence, joyous comments from the countess, who saw an intervention of Providence in this meeting of the princess and Nicholas.
  • "I was never pleased at Bolkonski's engagement to Natasha," said the countess, "but I always wanted Nicholas to marry the princess, and had a presentiment that it would happen.
  • The count and countess turned to her when they had any orders to give.
  • The voices and footsteps of the many servants and of the peasants who had come with the carts resounded as they shouted to one another in the yard and in the house.
  • Petya was not at home, he had gone to visit a friend with whom he meant to obtain a transfer from the militia to the active army.
  • For a while she had stood beside Sonya while the china was being packed and tried to help, but soon gave it up and went to her room to pack her own things.
  • At first she found it amusing to give away dresses and ribbons to the maids, but when that was done and what was left had still to be packed, she found it dull.
  • An enormously long row of carts full of wounded men had stopped in the street.
  • The former housekeeper, old Mavra Kuzminichna, had stepped out of the crowd by the gate, gone up to a cart with a hood constructed of bast mats, and was speaking to a pale young officer who lay inside.
  • In the hall she met her father, who had returned with bad news.
  • At dinner Petya having returned home told them the news he had heard.
  • With a woman's involuntary loving cunning she, who till then had not shown any alarm, said that she would die of fright if they did not leave that very night.
  • She had taken a cab and driven home by a side street and the cabman had told her that the people were breaking open the barrels at the drink store, having received orders to do so.
  • The count had valuable Gobelin tapestries and Persian carpets in the house.
  • A third case was needed and servants had gone to fetch it.
  • She packed, repacked, pressed, made the butler's assistant and Petya--whom she had drawn into the business of packing--press on the lid, and made desperate efforts herself.
  • The count was not angry even when they told him that Natasha had countermanded an order of his, and the servants now came to her to ask whether a cart was sufficiently loaded, and whether it might be corded up.
  • The countess had fallen asleep and the count, having put off their departure till next morning, went to bed.
  • That night another wounded man was driven down the Povarskaya, and Mavra Kuzminichna, who was standing at the gate, had him brought into the Rostovs' yard.
  • Moscow's last day had come.
  • An enormous crowd of factory hands, house serfs, and peasants, with whom some officials, seminarists, and gentry were mingled, had gone early that morning to the Three Hills.
  • As to the serfs the only indication was that three out of their huge retinue disappeared during the night, but nothing was stolen; and as to the value of their possessions, the thirty peasant carts that had come in from their estates and which many people envied proved to be extremely valuable and they were offered enormous sums of money for them.
  • On waking up that morning Count Ilya Rostov left his bedroom softly, so as not to wake the countess who had fallen asleep only toward morning, and came out to the porch in his lilac silk dressing gown.
  • Before the officer had finished speaking the orderly made the same request on behalf of his master.
  • "Papa, what are you doing that for?" asked Natasha, who had followed him into her mother's room.
  • On the first of September he had come to Moscow from the army.
  • He had nothing to do in Moscow, but he had noticed that everyone in the army was asking for leave to visit Moscow and had something to do there.
  • I tell you, Papa" (he smote himself on the breast as a general he had heard speaking had done, but Berg did it a trifle late for he should have struck his breast at the words "Russian army"), "I tell you frankly that we, the commanders, far from having to urge the men on or anything of that kind, could hardly restrain those... those... yes, those exploits of antique valor," he went on rapidly.
  • And Berg related all that he remembered of the various tales he had heard those days.
  • You know how dear Vera wanted a chiffonier like that and how we had a dispute about it.
  • It no longer seemed strange to them but on the contrary it seemed the only thing that could be done, just as a quarter of an hour before it had not seemed strange to anyone that the wounded should be left behind and the goods carted away but that had seemed the only thing to do.
  • The news that carts were to be had spread to the neighboring houses, from which wounded men began to come into the Rostovs' yard.
  • Natasha was in a state of rapturous excitement such as she had not known for a long time.
  • She was putting away the things that had to be left behind and making a list of them as the countess wished, and she tried to get as much taken away with them as possible.
  • One by one the carts with the wounded had moved out of the yard.
  • At that moment this news had only one significance for both of them.
  • In the porch and in the yard the men whom Petya had armed with swords and daggers, with trousers tucked inside their high boots and with belts and girdles tightened, were taking leave of those remaining behind.
  • Rarely had Natasha experienced so joyful a feeling as now, sitting in the carriage beside the countess and gazing at the slowly receding walls of forsaken, agitated Moscow.
  • At length when he had understood and looked in the direction the old man indicated, he recognized Natasha, and following his first impulse stepped instantly and rapidly toward the coach.
  • When he was informed that among others awaiting him in his reception room there was a Frenchman who had brought a letter from his wife, the Countess Helene, he felt suddenly overcome by that sense of confusion and hopelessness to which he was apt to succumb.
  • His major-domo came in a second time to say that the Frenchman who had brought the letter from the countess was very anxious to see him if only for a minute, and that someone from Bazdeev's widow had called to ask Pierre to take charge of her husband's books, as she herself was leaving for the country.
  • But as soon as the man had left the room Pierre took up his hat which was lying on the table and went out of his study by the other door.
  • No one had seen him.
  • Gerasim, that sallow beardless old man Pierre had seen at Torzhok five years before with Joseph Bazdeev, came out in answer to his knock.
  • Pierre went into that gloomy study which he had entered with such trepidation in his benefactor's lifetime.
  • Gerasim, being a servant who in his time had seen many strange things, accepted Pierre's taking up his residence in the house without surprise, and seemed pleased to have someone to wait on.
  • It was when Pierre (wearing the coachman's coat which Gerasim had procured for him and had disinfected by steam) was on his way with the old man to buy the pistol at the Sukharev market that he met the Rostovs.
  • Kutuzov himself had driven round by side streets to the other side of Moscow.
  • By ten o'clock in the morning of the second of September, only the rear guard remained in the Dorogomilov suburb, where they had ample room.
  • "A town captured by the enemy is like a maid who has lost her honor," thought he (he had said so to Tuchkov at Smolensk).
  • From that point of view he gazed at the Oriental beauty he had not seen before.
  • Napoleon had lunched and was again standing in the same place on the Poklonny Hill awaiting the deputation.
  • His speech to the boyars had already taken definite shape in his imagination.
  • Those sent to fetch the deputation had returned with the news that Moscow was empty, that everyone had left it.
  • There were still people in it, perhaps a fiftieth part of its former inhabitants had remained, but it was empty.
  • They have almost all died unawares, sitting in the sanctuary they had guarded and which is now no more.
  • The coup de theatre had not come off.
  • He was told by his fellow officers that the screams of the crowd and the shrieks of the woman were due to the fact that General Ermolov, coming up to the crowd and learning that soldiers were dispersing among the shops while crowds of civilians blocked the bridge, had ordered two guns to be unlimbered and made a show of firing at the bridge.
  • The crowd, crushing one another, upsetting carts, and shouting and squeezing desperately, had cleared off the bridge and the troops were now moving forward.
  • They were the yard porter Ignat, and the page boy Mishka, Vasilich's grandson who had stayed in Moscow with his grandfather.
  • Mishka had opened the clavichord and was strumming on it with one finger.
  • These men, who under the leadership of the tall lad were drinking in the dramshop that morning, had brought the publican some skins from the factory and for this had had drink served them.
  • As if this action had some mysterious and menacing significance, the workmen surrounding the publican paused in indecision.
  • When the crowd collected round him he seemed confused, but at the demand of the tall lad who had pushed his way up to him, he began in a rather tremulous voice to read the sheet from the beginning.
  • It was evident that no one had understood the last part.
  • The superintendent of police, who had gone that morning by Count Rostopchin's orders to burn the barges and had in connection with that matter acquired a large sum of money which was at that moment in his pocket, on seeing a crowd bearing down upon him told his coachman to stop.
  • The crowd halted, pressing around those who had heard what the superintendent had said, and looking at the departing trap.
  • Distressed, offended, and surprised by all this, Rostopchin had returned to Moscow.
  • Rostopchin, though he had patriotic sentiments, was a sanguine and impulsive man who had always moved in the highest administrative circles and had no understanding at all of the people he supposed himself to be guiding.
  • He was absorbed in the role he had created for himself.
  • I had everything ready.
  • I had Moscow firmly in hand.
  • Those about him had never seen the count so morose and irritable.
  • The superintendent of police, whom the crowd had stopped, went in to see him at the same time as an adjutant who informed the count that the horses were harnessed.
  • They were both pale, and the superintendent of police, after reporting that he had executed the instructions he had received, informed the count that an immense crowd had collected in the courtyard and wished to see him.
  • Those standing in front, who had seen and heard what had taken place before them, all stood with wide-open eyes and mouths, straining with all their strength, and held back the crowd that was pushing behind them.
  • The barrier of human feeling, strained to the utmost, that had held the crowd in check suddenly broke.
  • The crime had begun and must now be completed.
  • He remembered with dissatisfaction the agitation and fear he had betrayed before his subordinates.
  • "I had other duties," thought he.
  • The people had to be appeased.
  • Not only did his reason not reproach him for what he had done, but he even found cause for self-satisfaction in having so successfully contrived to avail himself of a convenient opportunity to punish a criminal and at the same time pacify the mob.
  • "Vereshchagin was tried and condemned to death," thought Rostopchin (though the Senate had only condemned Vereshchagin to hard labor), "he was a traitor and a spy.
  • Half an hour later he was driving with his fast horses across the Sokolniki field, no longer thinking of what had occurred but considering what was to come.
  • He was driving to the Yauza bridge where he had heard that Kutuzov was.
  • Count Rostopchin suddenly grew pale as he had done when the crowd closed in on Vereshchagin.
  • Recent as that mental picture was, Rostopchin already felt that it had cut deep into his heart and drawn blood.
  • He saw the frightened and then infuriated face of the dragoon who dealt the blow, the look of silent, timid reproach that boy in the fur-lined coat had turned upon him.
  • He told Kutuzov that he had come because Moscow, the capital, was no more and only the army remained.
  • About the middle of the Arbat Street, near the Church of the Miraculous Icon of St. Nicholas, Murat halted to await news from the advanced detachment as to the condition in which they had found the citadel, le Kremlin.
  • Around Murat gathered a group of those who had remained in Moscow.
  • A few instants after the echo of the reports resounding over the stone- built Kremlin had died away the French heard a strange sound above their head.
  • Murat was informed that the way had been cleared.
  • But it remained an army only until its soldiers had dispersed into their different lodgings.
  • Ten minutes after each regiment had entered a Moscow district, not a soldier or officer was left.
  • But despite all these measures the men, who had till then constituted an army, flowed all over the wealthy, deserted city with its comforts and plentiful supplies.
  • No residents were left in Moscow, and the soldiers--like water percolating through sand--spread irresistibly through the city in all directions from the Kremlin into which they had first marched.
  • The few inhabitants who had remained invited commanding officers to their houses, hoping thereby to secure themselves from being plundered.
  • Moscow was burned by its inhabitants, it is true, but by those who had abandoned it and not by those who remained in it.
  • He did not know how or when this thought had taken such possession of him, but he remembered nothing of the past, understood nothing of the present, and all he saw and heard appeared to him like a dream.
  • And with that object he had asked Gerasim to get him a peasant's coat and a pistol, confiding to him his intentions of remaining in Joseph Alexeevich's house and keeping his name secret.
  • Then during the first day spent in inaction and solitude (he tried several times to fix his attention on the masonic manuscripts, but was unable to do so) the idea that had previously occurred to him of the cabalistic significance of his name in connection with Bonaparte's more than once vaguely presented itself.
  • When, having bought the coat merely with the object of taking part among the people in the defense of Moscow, Pierre had met the Rostovs and Natasha had said to him: Are you remaining in Moscow?...
  • But when he returned to the house convinced that Moscow would not be defended, he suddenly felt that what before had seemed to him merely a possibility had now become absolutely necessary and inevitable.
  • Pierre had first experienced this strange and fascinating feeling at the Sloboda Palace, when he had suddenly felt that wealth, power, and life--all that men so painstakingly acquire and guard--if it has any worth has so only by reason of the joy with which it can all be renounced.
  • Moreover, at this moment Pierre was supported in his design and prevented from renouncing it by what he had already done in that direction.
  • The French had already entered Moscow.
  • Gerasim and the porter, who had followed Makar Alexeevich, stopped him in the vestibule and tried to take the pistol from him.
  • "But I have had a lucky escape this time," he added, pointing to the damaged plaster of the wall.
  • In reply to his last question Pierre again explained who Makar Alexeevich was and how just before their arrival that drunken imbecile had seized the loaded pistol which they had not had time to recover from him, and begged the officer to let the deed go unpunished.
  • Lead that man away! said he quickly and energetically, and taking the arm of Pierre whom he had promoted to be a Frenchman for saving his life, he went with him into the room.
  • The soldiers in the yard, hearing the shot, came into the passage asking what had happened, and expressed their readiness to punish the culprits, but the officer sternly checked them.
  • The soldiers went out again, and the orderly, who had meanwhile had time to visit the kitchen, came up to his officer.
  • He was so very polite, amiable, good-natured, and genuinely grateful to Pierre for saving his life that Pierre had not the heart to refuse, and sat down with him in the parlor--the first room they entered.
  • That beverage was already known to the French and had been given a special name.
  • They called it limonade de cochon (pig's lemonade), and Morel spoke well of the limonade de cochon he had found in the kitchen.
  • But as the captain had the wine they had taken while passing through Moscow, he left the kvass to Morel and applied himself to the bottle of Bordeaux.
  • What had they to be afraid of?
  • He had a habit of stopping short in the middle of his talk and gazing intently with his laughing, kindly eyes.
  • Paris is Talma, la Duchenois, Potier, the Sorbonne, the boulevards," and noticing that his conclusion was weaker than what had gone before, he added quickly: "There is only one Paris in the world.
  • This difficulty had arisen chiefly because the hussars did not understand what was said to them in French.
  • The German who knew little French, answered the two first questions by giving the names of his regiment and of his commanding officer, but in reply to the third question which he did not understand said, introducing broken French into his own German, that he was the quartermaster of the regiment and his commander had ordered him to occupy all the houses one after another.
  • When he had understood what was said to him, the German submitted and took his men elsewhere.
  • The few glasses of wine he had drunk and the conversation with this good-natured man had destroyed the mood of concentrated gloom in which he had spent the last few days and which was essential for the execution of his design.
  • The Frenchman's chatter which had previously amused Pierre now repelled him.
  • The captain gazed intently at him as he had done when he learned that "shelter" was Unterkunft in German, and his face suddenly brightened.
  • It was plain that l'amour which the Frenchman was so fond of was not that low and simple kind that Pierre had once felt for his wife, nor was it the romantic love stimulated by himself that he experienced for Natasha.
  • Finally, the latest episode in Poland still fresh in the captain's memory, and which he narrated with rapid gestures and glowing face, was of how he had saved the life of a Pole (in general, the saving of life continually occurred in the captain's stories) and the Pole had entrusted to him his enchanting wife (parisienne de coeur) while himself entering the French service.
  • At the time of that meeting it had not produced an effect upon him--he had not even once recalled it.
  • But now it seemed to him that that meeting had had in it something very important and poetic.
  • He said that in all his life he had loved and still loved only one woman, and that she could never be his.
  • Afterwards when he had received a name and wealth he dared not think of her because he loved her too well, placing her far above everything in the world, and especially therefore above himself.
  • When he had reached this point, Pierre asked the captain whether he understood that.
  • Whether it was the wine he had drunk, or an impulse of frankness, or the thought that this man did not, and never would, know any of those who played a part in his story, or whether it was all these things together, something loosened Pierre's tongue.
  • Urged on by Ramballe's questions he also told what he had at first concealed--his own position and even his name.
  • More than anything else in Pierre's story the captain was impressed by the fact that Pierre was very rich, had two mansions in Moscow, and that he had abandoned everything and not left the city, but remained there concealing his name and station.
  • The Rostovs' servants and coachmen and the orderlies of the wounded officers, after attending to their masters, had supper, fed the horses, and came out into the porches.
  • He had spent the first night in the same yard as the Rostovs.
  • She moved simply to be farther away from the wounded man.
  • Sonya and Madame Schoss, who had not yet undressed, went out with him.
  • Petya was no longer with the family, he had gone on with his regiment which was making for Troitsa.
  • Natasha, pale, with a fixed look, was sitting on the bench under the icons just where she had sat down on arriving and paid no attention to her father's words.
  • Sonya had cried and begged to be forgiven and now, as if trying to atone for her fault, paid unceasing attention to her cousin.
  • She was planning something and either deciding or had already decided something in her mind.
  • A bed had been made on a bedstead for the countess only.
  • But in the yard there was a light from the fire at Little Mytishchi a mile and a half away, and through the night came the noise of people shouting at a tavern Mamonov's Cossacks had set up across the street, and the adjutant's unceasing moans could still be heard.
  • The shouting in the tavern had died down; only the moaning of the adjutant was heard.
  • She did not know why she had to, she knew the meeting would be painful, but felt the more convinced that it was necessary.
  • All day she had lived only in hope of seeing him that night.
  • But now that the moment had come she was filled with dread of what she might see.
  • She passed the valet, the snuff fell from the candle wick, and she saw Prince Andrew clearly with his arms outside the quilt, and such as she had always seen him.
  • He was the same as ever, but the feverish color of his face, his glittering eyes rapturously turned toward her, and especially his neck, delicate as a child's, revealed by the turn-down collar of his shirt, gave him a peculiarly innocent, childlike look, such as she had never seen on him before.
  • Seven days had passed since Prince Andrew found himself in the ambulance station on the field of Borodino.
  • He had regained consciousness that morning.
  • The pain caused by his removal into the hut had made him groan aloud and again lose consciousness.
  • When he had been placed on his camp bed he lay for a long time motionless with closed eyes.
  • He felt Prince Andrew's pulse, and to his surprise and dissatisfaction found it had improved.
  • "By the Lord Jesus Christ, I thought we had put something under him!" said the valet.
  • The first time Prince Andrew understood where he was and what was the matter with him and remembered being wounded and how was when he asked to be carried into the hut after his caleche had stopped at Mytishchi.
  • He remembered that he had now a new source of happiness and that this happiness had something to do with the Gospels.
  • And he vividly pictured to himself Natasha, not as he had done in the past with nothing but her charms which gave him delight, but for the first time picturing to himself her soul.
  • Peter the valet, who was now wide awake, had roused the doctor.
  • At that moment a maid sent by the countess, who had noticed her daughter's absence, knocked at the door.
  • Pierre rose, rubbed his eyes, and seeing the pistol with an engraved stock which Gerasim had replaced on the writing table, he remembered where he was and what lay before him that very day.
  • The conflagration, at which he had looked with so much indifference the evening before, had greatly increased during the night.
  • Pierre's way led through side streets to the Povarskoy and from there to the church of St. Nicholas on the Arbat, where he had long before decided that the deed should be done.
  • In another side street a sentinel standing beside a green caisson shouted at him, but only when the shout was threateningly repeated and he heard the click of the man's musket as he raised it did Pierre understand that he had to pass on the other side of the street.
  • Pierre felt as if he had come back to life after a heavy swoon.
  • One of its sides had fallen in, another was on fire, and bright flames issued from the openings of the windows and from under the roof.
  • It had a peculiarly strong effect on him because at the sight of the fire he felt himself suddenly freed from the ideas that had weighed him down.
  • Pierre was seized by a sense of horror and repulsion such as he had experienced when touching some nasty little animal.
  • It was now, however, impossible to get back the way he had come; the maid, Aniska, was no longer there, and Pierre with a feeling of pity and disgust pressed the wet, painfully sobbing child to himself as tenderly as he could and ran with her through the garden seeking another way out.
  • Pierre felt that he had still much to do and to do quickly.
  • Glowing with the heat and from running, he felt at that moment more strongly than ever the sense of youth, animation, and determination that had come on him when he ran to save the child.
  • She had now become quiet and, clinging with her little hands to Pierre's coat, sat on his arm gazing about her like some little wild animal.
  • He did not find the civil servant or his wife where he had left them.
  • When he had reached the fence, still without finding those he sought, he stopped and looked about him.
  • He had for some seconds been intently watching what was going on a few steps away.
  • He was looking at the Armenian family and at two French soldiers who had gone up to them.
  • He had a nightcap on his head and his feet were bare.
  • The little Frenchman had secured his second boot and was slapping one boot against the other.
  • He rushed at the barefooted Frenchman and, before the latter had time to draw his sword, knocked him off his feet and hammered him with his fists.
  • A crowd had collected round the uhlans.
  • His elation increased at the sight of the little girl he had saved.
  • And without knowing how this aimless lie had escaped him, he went along with resolute and triumphant steps between the French soldiers.
  • The Empress Elisabeth, however, when asked what instructions she would be pleased to give--with her characteristic Russian patriotism had replied that she could give no directions about state institutions for that was the affair of the sovereign, but as far as she personally was concerned she would be the last to quit Petersburg.
  • This reading, as was always the case at Anna Pavlovna's soirees, had a political significance.
  • That evening she expected several important personages who had to be made ashamed of their visits to the French theater and aroused to a patriotic temper.
  • She had fallen ill unexpectedly a few days previously, had missed several gatherings of which she was usually ornament, and was said to be receiving no one, and instead of the celebrated Petersburg doctors who usually attended her had entrusted herself to some Italian doctor who was treating her in some new and unusual way.
  • What's that? asked Anna Pavlovna, securing silence for the mot, which she had heard before.
  • And Bilibin repeated the actual words of the diplomatic dispatch, which he had himself composed.
  • During his diplomatic career he had more than once noticed that such utterances were received as very witty, and at every opportunity he uttered in that way the first words that entered his head.
  • Prince Vasili sternly declaimed, looking round at his audience as if to inquire whether anyone had anything to say to the contrary.
  • Kutuzov wrote that the Russians had not retreated a step, that the French losses were much heavier than ours, and that he was writing in haste from the field of battle before collecting full information.
  • "Fancy the Emperor's position!" said they, and instead of extolling Kutuzov as they had done the day before, they condemned him as the cause of the Emperor's anxiety.
  • It was said that Prince Vasili and the old count had turned upon the Italian, but the latter had produced such letters from the unfortunate deceased that they had immediately let the matter drop.
  • You can yourself imagine the effect this news has had on me, and your silence increases my astonishment.
  • I left it all in flames, replied Michaud in a decided tone, but glancing at the Emperor he was frightened by what he had done.
  • Michaud had only waited for this to bring out the phrase he had prepared.
  • When he heard these words and saw the expression of firm resolution in the Emperor's eyes, Michaud--quoique etranger, russe de coeur et d'ame-- at that solemn moment felt himself enraptured by all that he had heard (as he used afterwards to say), and gave expression to his own feelings and those of the Russian people whose representative he considered himself to be, in the following words:
  • He indicated the stud farms at which Nicholas might procure horses, recommended to him a horse dealer in the town and a landowner fourteen miles out of town who had the best horses, and promised to assist him in every way.
  • Immediately on leaving the governor's, Nicholas hired post horses and, taking his squadron quartermaster with him, drove at a gallop to the landowner, fourteen miles away, who had the stud.
  • The landowner to whom Nicholas went was a bachelor, an old cavalryman, a horse fancier, a sportsman, the possessor of some century-old brandy and some old Hungarian wine, who had a snuggery where he smoked, and who owned some splendid horses.
  • When he had changed, poured water over his head, and scented himself, Nicholas arrived at the governor's rather late, but with the phrase "better late than never" on his lips.
  • As soon as Nicholas entered in his hussar uniform, diffusing around him a fragrance of perfume and wine, and had uttered the words "better late than never" and heard them repeated several times by others, people clustered around him; all eyes turned on him, and he felt at once that he had entered into his proper position in the province--that of a universal favorite: a very pleasant position, and intoxicatingly so after his long privations.
  • The governor's wife led him up to a tall and very stout old lady with a blue headdress, who had just finished her game of cards with the most important personages of the town.
  • She looked at him and, screwing up her eyes sternly, continued to upbraid the general who had won from her.
  • After a few words about Princess Mary and her late father, whom Malvintseva had evidently not liked, and having asked what Nicholas knew of Prince Andrew, who also was evidently no favorite of hers, the important old lady dismissed Nicholas after repeating her invitation to come to see her.
  • When he had parted from Malvintseva Nicholas wished to return to the dancing, but the governor's little wife placed her plump hand on his sleeve and, saying that she wanted to have a talk with him, led him to her sitting room, from which those who were there immediately withdrew so as not to be in her way.
  • On reaching Moscow after her meeting with Rostov, Princess Mary had found her nephew there with his tutor, and a letter from Prince Andrew giving her instructions how to get to her Aunt Malvintseva at Voronezh.
  • Malvintseva expressed approval, and the governor's wife began to speak of Rostov in Mary's presence, praising him and telling how he had blushed when Princess Mary's name was mentioned.
  • But when on Sunday after church the footman announced in the drawing room that Count Rostov had called, the princess showed no confusion, only a slight blush suffused her cheeks and her eyes lit up with a new and radiant light.
  • For the first time all that pure, spiritual, inward travail through which she had lived appeared on the surface.
  • Rostov saw all this as clearly as if he had known her whole life.
  • He felt that the being before him was quite different from, and better than, anyone he had met before, and above all better than himself.
  • Nicholas blushed and was confused when people spoke to him about the princess (as she did when he was mentioned) and even when he thought of her, but in her presence he felt quite at ease, and said not at all what he had prepared, but what, quite appropriately, occurred to him at the moment.
  • But he also knew (or rather felt at the bottom of his heart) that by resigning himself now to the force of circumstances and to those who were guiding him, he was not only doing nothing wrong, but was doing something very important--more important than anything he had ever done in his life.
  • But he never thought about her as he had thought of all the young ladies without exception whom he had met in society, nor as he had for a long time, and at one time rapturously, thought about Sonya.
  • He had pictured each of those young ladies as almost all honest-hearted young men do, that is, as a possible wife, adapting her in his imagination to all the conditions of married life: a white dressing gown, his wife at the tea table, his wife's carriage, little ones, Mamma and Papa, their relations to her, and so on--and these pictures of the future had given him pleasure.
  • Princess Mary, having learned of her brother's wound only from the Gazette and having no definite news of him, prepared (so Nicholas heard, he had not seen her again himself) to set off in search of Prince Andrew.
  • It was the same face he had seen before, there was the same general expression of refined, inner, spiritual labor, but now it was quite differently lit up.
  • As had occurred before when she was present, Nicholas went up to her without waiting to be prompted by the governor's wife and not asking himself whether or not it was right and proper to address her here in church, and told her he had heard of her trouble and sympathized with his whole soul.
  • When he had finished that business it was already too late to go anywhere but still too early to go to bed, and for a long time he paced up and down the room, reflecting on his life, a thing he rarely did.
  • Princess Mary had made an agreeable impression on him when he had met her in Smolensk province.
  • His having encountered her in such exceptional circumstances, and his mother having at one time mentioned her to him as a good match, had drawn his particular attention to her.
  • He was, however, preparing to go away and it had not entered his head to regret that he was thus depriving himself of chances of meeting her.
  • But that day's encounter in church had, he felt, sunk deeper than was desirable for his peace of mind.
  • Reveries about Sonya had had something merry and playful in them, but to dream of Princess Mary was always difficult and a little frightening.
  • She was right," he thought, remembering what the governor's wife had said: "Nothing but misfortune can come of marrying Sonya.
  • Yes, prayer can move mountains, but one must have faith and not pray as Natasha and I used to as children, that the snow might turn into sugar-- and then run out into the yard to see whether it had done so.
  • Softened by memories of Princess Mary he began to pray as he had not done for a long time.
  • He had read only a few lines when he turned pale and his eyes opened wide with fear and joy.
  • This unexpected and, as it seemed to Nicholas, quite voluntary letter from Sonya freed him from the knot that fettered him and from which there had seemed no escape.
  • Sonya's letter written from Troitsa, which had come as an answer to Nicholas' prayer, was prompted by this: the thought of getting Nicholas married to an heiress occupied the old countess' mind more and more.
  • But a few days before they left Moscow, moved and excited by all that was going on, she called Sonya to her and, instead of reproaching and making demands on her, tearfully implored her to sacrifice herself and repay all that the family had done for her by breaking off her engagement with Nicholas.
  • She must sacrifice herself for the family that had reared and brought her up.
  • She knew that Natasha loved no one but Prince Andrew and had never ceased to love him.
  • Despite all the terror of what had happened during those last days and during the first days of their journey, this feeling that Providence was intervening in her personal affairs cheered Sonya.
  • Not noticing the monk, who had risen to greet her and was drawing back the wide sleeve on his right arm, she went up to Sonya and took her hand.
  • "Yes, yes!" cried Natasha opening her eyes wide, and vaguely recalling that Sonya had told her something about Prince Andrew whom she had seen lying down.
  • I saw him lying on a bed," said she, making a gesture with her hand and a lifted finger at each detail, "and that he had his eyes closed and was covered just with a pink quilt, and that his hands were folded," she concluded, convincing herself that the details she had just seen were exactly what she had seen in the mirror.
  • She had in fact seen nothing then but had mentioned the first thing that came into her head, but what she had invented then seemed to her now as real as any other recollection.
  • She not only remembered what she had then said--that he turned to look at her and smiled and was covered with something red--but was firmly convinced that she had then seen and said that he was covered with a pink quilt and that his eyes were closed.
  • A few minutes later Prince Andrew rang and Natasha went to him, but Sonya, feeling unusually excited and touched, remained at the window thinking about the strangeness of what had occurred.
  • They had an opportunity that day to send letters to the army, and the countess was writing to her son.
  • Sonya was softened, excited, and touched by all that had occurred that day, especially by the mysterious fulfillment she had just seen of her vision.
  • In spite of this he was placed that day with the other arrested suspects, as the separate room he had occupied was required by an officer.
  • He had a feeling that it was only out of condescension or a kind of civility that this device of placing a channel was employed.
  • He knew he was in these men's power, that only by force had they brought him there, that force alone gave them the right to demand answers to their questions, and that the sole object of that assembly was to inculpate him.
  • And so, as they had the power and wish to inculpate him, this expedient of an inquiry and trial seemed unnecessary.
  • When asked what he was doing when he was arrested, Pierre replied in a rather tragic manner that he was restoring to its parents a child he had saved from the flames.
  • Why had he fought the marauder?
  • Why was he in the yard of a burning house where witnesses had seen him?
  • He replied that he had gone out to see what was happening in Moscow.
  • Again they interrupted him: they had not asked where he was going, but why he was found near the fire?
  • Who was he? they asked, repeating their first question, which he had declined to answer.
  • These first days, before the eighth of September when the prisoners were had up for a second examination, were the hardest of all for Pierre.
  • Pierre gazed at the ruins and did not recognize districts he had known well.
  • Here and there he could see churches that had not been burned.
  • He felt it in the merry sounds of regimental music he heard from the left side of the field, and felt and realized it especially from the list of prisoners the French officer had read out when he came that morning.
  • He did not venture to repeat what he had said at his first examination, yet to disclose his rank and position was dangerous and embarrassing.
  • But before he had decided what to do, Davout raised his head, pushed his spectacles back on his forehead, screwed up his eyes, and looked intently at him.
  • "He is a Russian spy," Davout interrupted, addressing another general who was present, but whom Pierre had not noticed.
  • It seemed that he had quite forgotten Pierre.
  • But where they were to take him Pierre did not know: back to the coach house or to the place of execution his companions had pointed out to him as they crossed the Virgin's Field.
  • The only thought in his mind at that time was: who was it that had really sentenced him to death?
  • Not the men on the commission that had first examined him--not one of them wished to or, evidently, could have done it.
  • It was not Davout, who had looked at him in so human a way.
  • In another moment Davout would have realized that he was doing wrong, but just then the adjutant had come in and interrupted him.
  • The adjutant, also, had evidently had no evil intent though he might have refrained from coming in.
  • And he had only one wish-- that the frightful thing that had to happen should happen quickly.
  • When the pit had been filled up a command was given.
  • This one, a young soldier, his face deadly pale, his shako pushed back, and his musket resting on the ground, still stood near the pit at the spot from which he had fired.
  • Without finishing what he had begun to say he made a hopeless movement with his arm and went away.
  • He had experienced this before, but never so strongly as now.
  • But now he felt that the universe had crumbled before his eyes and only meaningless ruins remained, and this not by any fault of his own.
  • In his hands he had something wrapped in a rag.
  • We had soup for dinner and the potatoes are grand!
  • Pierre had not eaten all day and the smell of the potatoes seemed extremely pleasant to him.
  • Pierre thought he had never eaten anything that tasted better.
  • We had no idea, never guessed at all.
  • "I say things happen not as we plan but as God judges," he replied, thinking that he was repeating what he had said before, and immediately continued:
  • He seemed grieved that Pierre had no parents, especially that he had no mother.
  • We had a well-to-do homestead, plenty of land, we peasants lived well and our house was one to thank God for.
  • But he, my younger brother, had five little ones, while I, you see, only left a wife behind.
  • We had a little girl, but God took her before I went as a soldier.
  • "Eh?" murmured Platon, who had almost fallen asleep.
  • His face, despite its fine, rounded wrinkles, had an expression of innocence and youth, his voice was pleasant and musical.
  • And indeed he only had to lie down, to fall asleep like a stone, and he only had to shake himself, to be ready without a moment's delay for some work, just as children are ready to play directly they awake.
  • He would often say the exact opposite of what he had said on a previous occasion, yet both would be right.
  • He liked to talk and he talked well, adorning his speech with terms of endearment and with folk sayings which Pierre thought he invented himself, but the chief charm of his talk lay in the fact that the commonest events--sometimes just such as Pierre had witnessed without taking notice of them--assumed in Karataev's a character of solemn fitness.
  • Karataev had no attachments, friendships, or love, as Pierre understood them, but loved and lived affectionately with everything life brought him in contact with, particularly with man--not any particular man, but those with whom he happened to be.
  • Sometimes Pierre, struck by the meaning of his words, would ask him to repeat them, but Platon could never recall what he had said a moment before, just as he never could repeat to Pierre the words of his favorite song: native and birch tree and my heart is sick occurred in it, but when spoken and not sung, no meaning could be got out of it.
  • But his life, as he regarded it, had no meaning as a separate thing.
  • It had meaning only as part of a whole of which he was always conscious.
  • That she had not heard from Prince Andrew himself, Princess Mary attributed to his being too weak to write or to his considering the long journey too hard and too dangerous for her and his son.
  • Her equipages were the huge family coach in which she had traveled to Voronezh, a semiopen trap, and a baggage cart.
  • With her traveled Mademoiselle Bourienne, little Nicholas and his tutor, her old nurse, three maids, Tikhon, and a young footman and courier her aunt had sent to accompany her.
  • It filled her whole soul, had become an integral part of herself, and she no longer struggled against it.
  • Latterly she had become convinced that she loved and was beloved, though she never said this definitely to herself in words.
  • She had become convinced of it at her last interview with Nicholas, when he had come to tell her that her brother was with the Rostovs.
  • Not by a single word had Nicholas alluded to the fact that Prince Andrew's relations with Natasha might, if he recovered, be renewed, but Princess Mary saw by his face that he knew and thought of this.
  • He had changed very much since Princess Mary had last seen him.
  • In spite of her one desire to see her brother as soon as possible, and her vexation that at the moment when all she wanted was to see him they should be trying to entertain her and pretending to admire her nephew, the princess noticed all that was going on around her and felt the necessity of submitting, for a time, to this new order of things which she had entered.
  • The princess looked round and saw Natasha coming in, almost running-- that Natasha whom she had liked so little at their meeting in Moscow long since.
  • As soon as Natasha, sitting at the head of Prince Andrew's bed, heard of Princess Mary's arrival, she softly left his room and hastened to her with those swift steps that had sounded buoyant to Princess Mary.
  • They sat a little while downstairs near his room till they had left off crying and were able to go to him with calm faces.
  • That danger had also passed.
  • Then fever set in, but the doctor had said the fever was not very serious.
  • Hard as she had tried to prepare herself, and now tried to remain tranquil, she knew that she would be unable to look at him without tears.
  • The princess understood what Natasha had meant by the words: "two days ago this suddenly happened."
  • She understood those words to mean that he had suddenly softened and that this softening and gentleness were signs of approaching death.
  • She was sure he would speak soft, tender words to her such as her father had uttered before his death, and that she would not be able to bear it and would burst into sobs in his presence.
  • Yet sooner or later it had to be, and she went in.
  • In one thin, translucently white hand he held a handkerchief, while with the other he stroked the delicate mustache he had grown, moving his fingers slowly.
  • Had he screamed in agony, that scream would not have struck such horror into Princess Mary's heart as the tone of his voice.
  • She now understood what had happened to him two days before.
  • Had he expected to live he could not have said those words in that offensively cold tone.
  • If he had not known that he was dying, how could he have failed to pity her and how could he speak like that in her presence?
  • "He wrote here that he took a great liking to you," he went on simply and calmly, evidently unable to understand all the complex significance his words had for living people.
  • Princess Mary heard his words but they had no meaning for her, except as a proof of how far away he now was from everything living.
  • When Princess Mary had left Prince Andrew she fully understood what Natasha's face had told her.
  • Formerly he had feared the end.
  • He had twice experienced that terribly tormenting fear of death--the end--but now he no longer understood that fear.
  • He had felt it for the first time when the shell spun like a top before him, and he looked at the fallow field, the bushes, and the sky, and knew that he was face to face with death.
  • Recalling the moment at the ambulance station when he had seen Kuragin, he could not now regain the feeling he then had, but was tormented by the question whether Kuragin was alive.
  • His illness pursued its normal physical course, but what Natasha referred to when she said: "This suddenly happened," had occurred two days before Princess Mary arrived.
  • And so it was: in Sonya's place sat Natasha who had just come in noiselessly.
  • Since she had begun looking after him, he had always experienced this physical consciousness of her nearness.
  • She had learned to knit stockings since Prince Andrew had casually mentioned that no one nursed the sick so well as old nurses who knit stockings, and that there is something soothing in the knitting of stockings.
  • At the Troitsa monastery they had spoken of the past, and he had told her that if he lived he would always thank God for his wound which had brought them together again, but after that they never spoke of the future.
  • Natasha felt happy and agitated, but at once remembered that this would not do and that he had to be quiet.
  • Prince Andrew dimly realized that all this was trivial and that he had more important cares, but he continued to speak, surprising them by empty witticisms.
  • Something not human--death--was breaking in through that door, and had to be kept out.
  • And all at once it grew light in his soul and the veil that had till then concealed the unknown was lifted from his spiritual vision.
  • That was what had happened to him two days before Princess Mary's arrival.
  • They both saw that he was sinking slowly and quietly, deeper and deeper, away from them, and they both knew that this had to be so and that it was right.
  • What would have happened had Moscow not burned down?
  • If Murat had not lost sight of the Russians?
  • If Napoleon had not remained inactive?
  • If the Russian army at Krasnaya Pakhra had given battle as Bennigsen and Barclay advised?
  • What would have happened had the French attacked the Russians while they were marching beyond the Pakhra?
  • What would have happened if on approaching Tarutino, Napoleon had attacked the Russians with but a tenth of the energy he had shown when he attacked them at Smolensk?
  • What would have happened had the French moved on Petersburg?...
  • This was the first indication of the necessity of deviating from what had previously seemed the most natural course--a direct retreat on Nizhni-Novgorod.
  • Having crossed over, by a forced march, to the Tula road beyond the Pakhra, the Russian commanders intended to remain at Podolsk and had no thought of the Tarutino position; but innumerable circumstances and the reappearance of French troops who had for a time lost touch with the Russians, and projects of giving battle, and above all the abundance of provisions in Kaluga province, obliged our army to turn still more to the south and to cross from the Tula to the Kaluga road and go to Tarutino, which was between the roads along which those supplies lay.
  • Only when the army had got there, as the result of innumerable and varying forces, did people begin to assure themselves that they had desired this movement and long ago foreseen its result.
  • At Tarutino Kutuzov received what was almost a reprimand from the Emperor for having moved his army along the Ryazan road, and the Emperor's letter indicated to him the very position he had already occupied near Kaluga.
  • Kutuzov's merit lay, not in any strategic maneuver of genius, as it is called, but in the fact that he alone understood the significance of what had happened.
  • The beast wounded at Borodino was lying where the fleeing hunter had left him; but whether he was still alive, whether he was strong and merely lying low, the hunter did not know.
  • During the month that the French troops were pillaging in Moscow and the Russian troops were quietly encamped at Tarutino, a change had taken place in the relative strength of the two armies--both in spirit and in number--as a result of which the superiority had passed to the Russian side.
  • The war went on independently of them, as it had to go: that is, never in the way people devised, but flowing always from the essential attitude of the masses.
  • Only in the highest spheres did all these schemes, crossings, and interminglings appear to be a true reflection of what had to happen.
  • But by the time this letter, which proved that the real relation of the forces had already made itself felt in Petersburg, was dispatched, Kutuzov had found himself unable any longer to restrain the army he commanded from attacking and a battle had taken place.
  • The Cossack laughingly told his comrades how he had almost fallen into the hands of the French.
  • The state of things on the staff had of late been exceedingly strained.
  • The Cossack's report, confirmed by horse patrols who were sent out, was the final proof that events had matured.
  • One man said he had seen Ermolov ride past with some other generals, others said he must have returned home.
  • He dismounted and went up into the porch of a large country house which had remained intact between the Russian and French forces.
  • They all had their coats unbuttoned and were standing in a semicircle with flushed and animated faces, laughing loudly.
  • Ermolov came forward with a frown on his face and, hearing what the officer had to say, took the papers from him without a word.
  • He sat in the caleche, dozing and waking up by turns, and listening for any sound of firing on the right as an indication that the action had begun.
  • The officer reported that no order to advance had been received.
  • He, the commander-in-chief, a Serene Highness who everybody said possessed powers such as no man had ever had in Russia, to be placed in this position--made the laughingstock of the whole army!
  • His wrath, once expended, did not return, and blinking feebly he listened to excuses and self-justifications (Ermolov did not come to see him till the next day) and to the insistence of Bennigsen, Konovnitsyn, and Toll that the movement that had miscarried should be executed next day.
  • And once more Kutuzov had to consent.
  • Some columns, supposing they had reached their destination, halted, piled arms, and settled down on the cold ground, but the majority marched all night and arrived at places where they evidently should not have been.
  • Toward dawn, Count Orlov-Denisov, who had dozed off, was awakened by a deserter from the French army being brought to him.
  • Without replying, the sergeant, with a resolute air, mounted and rode away with Grekov whose men had quickly assembled.
  • They disappeared into the forest, and Count Orlov-Denisov, having seen Grekov off, returned, shivering from the freshness of the early dawn and excited by what he had undertaken on his own responsibility, and began looking at the enemy camp, now just visible in the deceptive light of dawn and the dying campfires.
  • As often happens when someone we have trusted is no longer before our eyes, it suddenly seemed quite clear and obvious to him that the sergeant was an impostor, that he had lied, and that the whole Russian attack would be ruined by the absence of those two regiments, which he would lead away heaven only knew where.
  • Had the Cossacks pursued the French, without heeding what was behind and around them, they would have captured Murat and everything there.
  • All this had to be dealt with, the prisoners and guns secured, the booty divided--not without some shouting and even a little fighting among themselves--and it was on this that the Cossacks all busied themselves.
  • Meantime, according to the dispositions which said that "the First Column will march" and so on, the infantry of the belated columns, commanded by Bennigsen and directed by Toll, had started in due order and, as always happens, had got somewhere, but not to their appointed places.
  • Adjutants and generals galloped about, shouted, grew angry, quarreled, said they had come quite wrong and were late, gave vent to a little abuse, and at last gave it all up and went forward, simply to get somewhere.
  • He understood that for him the storm had blown over, and that Kutuzov would content himself with that hint.
  • The whole battle consisted in what Orlov-Denisov's Cossacks had done: the rest of the army merely lost some hundreds of men uselessly.
  • The battle of Tarutino obviously did not attain the aim Toll had in view--to lead the troops into action in the order prescribed by the dispositions; nor that which Count Orlov-Denisov may have had in view-- to take Murat prisoner; nor the result of immediately destroying the whole corps, which Bennigsen and others may have had in view; nor the aim of the officer who wished to go into action to distinguish himself; nor that of the Cossack who wanted more booty than he got, and so on.
  • But to say that he destroyed his army because he wished to, or because he was very stupid, would be as unjust as to say that he had brought his troops to Moscow because he wished to and because he was very clever and a genius.
  • He employed all his ability and strength to do the best he could for himself and his army, as he had done previously and as he did subsequently in 1813.
  • But as food was too precious to be given to foreigners, who were for the most part enemies, Napoleon preferred to supply them with money with which to purchase food from outside, and had paper rubles distributed to them.
  • Fleeing from Moscow the soldiers took with them everything they had stolen.
  • Probably it had never had an owner, and it still belonged to nobody and had no name.
  • Physically he had changed much during this time.
  • He no longer seemed stout, though he still had the appearance of solidity and strength hereditary in his family.
  • The former slackness which had shown itself even in his eyes was now replaced by an energetic readiness for action and resistance.
  • The sight of them reminded him of all he had experienced and learned during these weeks and this recollection was pleasant to him.
  • (The captain of whom the corporal spoke often had long chats with Pierre and showed him all sorts of favors.)
  • He is a Russian seigneur who has had misfortunes, but he is a man.
  • The other day if it had not been for you that affair would have ended ill.
  • (The affair he had alluded to had happened a few days before--a fight between the prisoners and the French soldiers, in which Pierre had succeeded in pacifying his comrades.)
  • Some of the prisoners who had heard Pierre talking to the corporal immediately asked what the Frenchman had said.
  • Rapidly and timidly raising his fingers to his forehead by way of greeting, he asked Pierre whether the soldier Platoche to whom he had given a shirt to sew was in that shed.
  • A week before the French had had boot leather and linen issued to them, which they had given out to the prisoners to make up into boots and shirts for them.
  • I said Friday and here it is, ready, said Platon, smiling and unfolding the shirt he had sewn.
  • "You see, dear man, this is not a sewing shop, and I had no proper tools; and, as they say, one needs a tool even to kill a louse," said Platon with one of his round smiles, obviously pleased with his work.
  • The Frenchman looked at the linen, considered for a moment, then looked inquiringly at Pierre and, as if Pierre's look had told him something, suddenly blushed and shouted in a squeaky voice:
  • And just at this time he obtained the tranquillity and ease of mind he had formerly striven in vain to reach.
  • He had long sought in different ways that tranquillity of mind, that inner harmony which had so impressed him in the soldiers at the battle of Borodino.
  • And now without thinking about it he had found that peace and inner harmony only through the horror of death, through privation, and through what he recognized in Karataev.
  • Those dreadful moments he had lived through at the executions had as it were forever washed away from his imagination and memory the agitating thoughts and feelings that had formerly seemed so important.
  • It was evidently not so much his sufferings that caused him to moan (he had dysentery) as his fear and grief at being left alone.
  • Pierre, girt with a rope round his waist and wearing shoes Karataev had made for him from some leather a French soldier had torn off a tea chest and brought to have his boots mended with, went up to the sick man and squatted down beside him.
  • Just as Pierre reached the door, the corporal who had offered him a pipe the day before came up to it with two soldiers.
  • The corporal and soldiers were in marching kit with knapsacks and shakos that had metal straps, and these changed their familiar faces.
  • The prisoners had to be counted before being let out.
  • In the corporal's changed face, in the sound of his voice, in the stirring and deafening noise of the drums, he recognized that mysterious, callous force which compelled people against their will to kill their fellow men--that force the effect of which he had witnessed during the executions.
  • One had to wait and endure.
  • When that door was opened and the prisoners, crowding against one another like a flock of sheep, squeezed into the exit, Pierre pushed his way forward and approached that very captain who as the corporal had assured him was ready to do anything for him.
  • The captain was also in marching kit, and on his cold face appeared that same it which Pierre had recognized in the corporal's words and in the roll of the drums.
  • The officers, who had come from the other sheds, were all strangers to Pierre and much better dressed than he.
  • From the bridge they had a view of endless lines of moving baggage trains before and behind them.
  • These were troops of Beauharnais' corps which had started before any of the others.
  • When they had crossed the Crimean bridge the prisoners moved a few steps forward, halted, and again moved on, and from all sides vehicles and men crowded closer and closer together.
  • They advanced the few hundred paces that separated the bridge from the Kaluga road, taking more than an hour to do so, and came out upon the square where the streets of the Transmoskva ward and the Kaluga road converge, and the prisoners jammed close together had to stand for some hours at that crossway.
  • From the moment Pierre had recognized the appearance of the mysterious force nothing had seemed to him strange or dreadful: neither the corpse smeared with soot for fun nor these women hurrying away nor the burned ruins of Moscow.
  • During the hour Pierre watched them they all came flowing from the different streets with one and the same desire to get on quickly; they all jostled one another, began to grow angry and to fight, white teeth gleamed, brows frowned, ever the same words of abuse flew from side to side, and all the faces bore the same swaggeringly resolute and coldly cruel expression that had struck Pierre that morning on the corporal's face when the drums were beating.
  • It seemed that all these men, now that they had stopped amid fields in the chill dusk of the autumn evening, experienced one and the same feeling of unpleasant awakening from the hurry and eagerness to push on that had seized them at the start.
  • During this halt the escort treated the prisoners even worse than they had done at the start.
  • This spite increased still more when, on calling over the roll of prisoners, it was found that in the bustle of leaving Moscow one Russian soldier, who had pretended to suffer from colic, had escaped.
  • Pierre felt that that fatal force which had crushed him during the executions, but which he had not felt during his imprisonment, now again controlled his existence.
  • They spoke of personal reminiscences, of amusing scenes they had witnessed during the campaign, and avoided all talk of their present situation.
  • The sun had set long since.
  • The evening was ending, but the night had not yet come.
  • The huge, endless bivouac that had previously resounded with the crackling of campfires and the voices of many men had grown quiet, the red campfires were growing paler and dying down.
  • Kutuzov replied to this letter as he had done to the one formerly brought by Lauriston, saying that there could be no question of peace.
  • In Smolensk, at the Malakhov Gate, he had hardly dozed off in a paroxysm of fever before he was awakened by the bombardment of the town--and Smolensk held out all day long.
  • At that time Dokhturov had under his command, besides Dorokhov's detachment, the two small guerrilla detachments of Figner and Seslavin.
  • On the evening of October 11 Seslavin came to the Aristovo headquarters with a French guardsman he had captured.
  • The prisoner said that the troops that had entered Forminsk that day were the vanguard of the whole army, that Napoleon was there and the whole army had left Moscow four days previously.
  • That same evening a house serf who had come from Borovsk said he had seen an immense army entering the town.
  • From all these reports it was evident that where they had expected to meet a single division there was now the whole French army marching from Moscow in an unexpected direction--along the Kaluga road.
  • He had been ordered to attack Forminsk.
  • It had been raining for four days.
  • It's very important! said he to someone who had risen and was sniffing in the dark passage.
  • "But this is very important, from General Dokhturov," said Bolkhovitinov, entering the open door which he had found by feeling in the dark.
  • The orderly had gone in before him and began waking somebody.
  • The man who had wakened yawned and stretched himself.
  • Bolkhovitinov was bespattered all over with mud and had smeared his face by wiping it with his sleeve.
  • Konovnitsyn had understood at once that the news brought was of great importance and that no time must be lost.
  • Like Dokhturov he had the reputation of being a man of very limited capacity and information, and like Dokhturov he never made plans of battle but was always found where the situation was most difficult.
  • Since his appointment as general on duty he had always slept with his door open, giving orders that every messenger should be allowed to wake him up.
  • Since Bennigsen, who corresponded with the Emperor and had more influence than anyone else on the staff, had begun to avoid him, Kutuzov was more at ease as to the possibility of himself and his troops being obliged to take part in useless aggressive movements.
  • The undecided question as to whether the wound inflicted at Borodino was mortal or not had hung over Kutuzov's head for a whole month.
  • On the one hand the French had occupied Moscow.
  • But in any case proofs were needed; he had waited a whole month for them and grew more impatient the longer he waited.
  • The promised land for the French during their advance had been Moscow, during their retreat it was their native land.
  • Coming out onto the highroad the French fled with surprising energy and unheard-of rapidity toward the goal they had fixed on.
  • When the flight of the French army along the Smolensk road became well defined, what Konovnitsyn had foreseen on the night of the eleventh of October began to occur.
  • The French, retreating in 1812--though according to tactics they should have separated into detachments to defend themselves--congregated into a mass because the spirit of the army had so fallen that only the mass held the army together.
  • There were some that adopted all the army methods and had infantry, artillery, staffs, and the comforts of life.
  • Its first period had passed: when the partisans themselves, amazed at their own boldness, feared every minute to be surrounded and captured by the French, and hid in the forests without unsaddling, hardly daring to dismount and always expecting to be pursued.
  • By the end of October this kind of warfare had taken definite shape: it had become clear to all what could be ventured against the French and what could not.
  • The small bands that had started their activities long before and had already observed the French closely considered things possible which the commanders of the big detachments did not dare to contemplate.
  • Since early morning he and his party had been on the move.
  • That morning, Cossacks of Denisov's party had seized and carried off into the forest two wagons loaded with cavalry saddles, which had stuck in the mud not far from Mikulino where the forest ran close to the road.
  • Since then, and until evening, the party had watched the movements of the French without attacking.
  • They reckoned that the convoy had fifteen hundred men.
  • Denisov had two hundred, and Dolokhov might have as many more, but the disparity of numbers did not deter Denisov.
  • All that he now wanted to know was what troops these were and to learn that he had to capture a "tongue"--that is, a man from the enemy column.
  • The men sat huddled up trying not to stir, so as to warm the water that had trickled to their bodies and not admit the fresh cold water that was leaking in under their seats, their knees, and at the back of their necks.
  • In front, at a weary gallop and using his leather whip, rode an officer, disheveled and drenched, whose trousers had worked up to above his knees.
  • "Will there be any orders, your honor?" he asked Denisov, holding his hand at the salute and resuming the game of adjutant and general for which he had prepared himself, "or shall I remain with your honor?"
  • Denisov, Petya, and the esaul, accompanied by some Cossacks and the hussar who had the prisoner, rode to the left across a ravine to the edge of the forest.
  • The rain had stopped, and only the mist was falling and drops from the trees.
  • On reaching a large oak tree that had not yet shed its leaves, he stopped and beckoned mysteriously to them with his hand.
  • The French who had been pursuing him stopped.
  • When Denisov had come to Pokrovsk at the beginning of his operations and had as usual summoned the village elder and asked him what he knew about the French, the elder, as though shielding himself, had replied, as all village elders did, that he had neither seen nor heard anything of them.
  • Denisov had Tikhon called and, having praised him for his activity, said a few words in the elder's presence about loyalty to the Tsar and the country and the hatred of the French that all sons of the fatherland should cherish.
  • Next day when Denisov had left Pokrovsk, having quite forgotten about this peasant, it was reported to him that Tikhon had attached himself to their party and asked to be allowed to remain with it.
  • Denisov then relieved him from drudgery and began taking him with him when he went out on expeditions and had him enrolled among the Cossacks.
  • He had a musketoon over his shoulder and an ax stuck in his girdle.
  • Tikhon scratched his back with one hand and his head with the other, then suddenly his whole face expanded into a beaming, foolish grin, disclosing a gap where he had lost a tooth (that was why he was called Shcherbaty--the gap-toothed).
  • Tikhon followed behind and Petya heard the Cossacks laughing with him and at him, about some pair of boots he had thrown into the bushes.
  • That was why Petya had blushed and grown confused when Denisov asked him whether he could stay.
  • Before they had ridden to the outskirts of the forest Petya had considered he must carry out his instructions strictly and return at once.
  • In the twilight saddled horses could be seen, and Cossacks and hussars who had rigged up rough shelters in the glade and were kindling glowing fires in a hollow of the forest where the French could not see the smoke.
  • Then suddenly, dismayed lest he had said too much, Petya stopped and blushed.
  • He tried to remember whether he had not done anything else that was foolish.
  • Petya replied that he wanted the French lad who had been captured that day.
  • When the boy had entered the hut, Petya sat down at a distance from him, considering it beneath his dignity to pay attention to him.
  • The arrival of Dolokhov diverted Petya's attention from the drummer boy, to whom Denisov had had some mutton and vodka given, and whom he had had dressed in a Russian coat so that he might be kept with their band and not sent away with the other prisoners.
  • Petya had heard in the army many stories of Dolokhov's extraordinary bravery and of his cruelty to the French, so from the moment he entered the hut Petya did not take his eyes from him, but braced himself up more and more and held his head high, that he might not be unworthy even of such company.
  • But Dolokhov, who in Moscow had worn a Persian costume, had now the appearance of a most correct officer of the Guards.
  • Denisov told him of the designs the large detachments had on the transport, of the message Petya had brought, and his own replies to both generals.
  • "Have you had that youngster with you long?" he asked Denisov.
  • And without waiting for an answer from the sentinel, who had stepped aside, Dolokhov rode up the incline at a walk.
  • Dolokhov, as if he had not heard the question, did not reply, but lighting a short French pipe which he took from his pocket began asking the officer in how far the road before them was safe from Cossacks.
  • But Dolokhov restarted the conversation which had dropped and began putting direct questions as to how many men there were in the battalion, how many battalions, and how many prisoners.
  • When they had descended to the bridge Petya and Dolokhov rode past the sentinel, who without saying a word paced morosely up and down it, then they descended into the hollow where the Cossacks awaited them.
  • Petya was as musical as Natasha and more so than Nicholas, but had never learned music or thought about it, and so the melody that unexpectedly came to his mind seemed to him particularly fresh and attractive.
  • And what was played was a fugue--though Petya had not the least conception of what a fugue is.
  • Each instrument--now resembling a violin and now a horn, but better and clearer than violin or horn--played its own part, and before it had finished the melody merged with another instrument that began almost the same air, and then with a third and a fourth; and they all blended into one and again became separate and again blended, now into solemn church music, now into something dazzlingly brilliant and triumphant.
  • The horses that had previously been invisible could now be seen to their very tails, and a watery light showed itself through the bare branches.
  • When they had come to the edge of the forest it was noticeably growing light over the field.
  • When they had all ridden by, Denisov touched his horse and rode down the hill.
  • On the bridge he collided with a Cossack who had fallen behind, but he galloped on.
  • Cossacks, hussars, and ragged Russian prisoners, who had come running from both sides of the road, were shouting something loudly and incoherently.
  • When Petya galloped up the Frenchman had already fallen.
  • The shots came from the yard of the landowner's house he had visited the night before with Dolokhov.
  • A bullet had pierced his skull.
  • "Done for!" repeated Dolokhov as if the utterance of these words afforded him pleasure, and he went quickly up to the prisoners, who were surrounded by Cossacks who had hurried up.
  • Denisov did not reply; he rode up to Petya, dismounted, and with trembling hands turned toward himself the bloodstained, mud-bespattered face which had already gone white.
  • On the twenty-second of October that party was no longer with the same troops and baggage trains with which it had left Moscow.
  • Not one of those dismounted cavalrymen who had marched in front of the prisoners was left; they had all disappeared.
  • The artillery the prisoners had seen in front of them during the first days was now replaced by Marshal Junot's enormous baggage train, convoyed by Westphalians.
  • From Vyazma onwards the French army, which had till then moved in three columns, went on as a single group.
  • The road along which they moved was bordered on both sides by dead horses; ragged men who had fallen behind from various regiments continually changed about, now joining the moving column, now again lagging behind it.
  • The group of prisoners had melted away most of all.
  • Of the three hundred and thirty men who had set out from Moscow fewer than a hundred now remained.
  • At Dorogobuzh while the soldiers of the convoy, after locking the prisoners in a stable, had gone off to pillage their own stores, several of the soldier prisoners tunneled under the wall and ran away, but were recaptured by the French and shot.
  • All who could walk went together, and after the third stage Pierre had rejoined Karataev and the gray-blue bandy-legged dog that had chosen Karataev for its master.
  • On the third day after leaving Moscow Karataev again fell ill with the fever he had suffered from in the hospital in Moscow, and as he grew gradually weaker Pierre kept away from him.
  • Pierre did not know why, but since Karataev had begun to grow weaker it had cost him an effort to go near him.
  • While imprisoned in the shed Pierre had learned not with his intellect but with his whole being, by life itself, that man is created for happiness, that happiness is within him, in the satisfaction of simple human needs, and that all unhappiness arises not from privation but from superfluity.
  • And now during these last three weeks of the march he had learned still another new, consolatory truth--that nothing in this world is terrible.
  • He had learned that as there is no condition in which man can be happy and entirely free, so there is no condition in which he need be unhappy and lack freedom.
  • After the second day's march Pierre, having examined his feet by the campfire, thought it would be impossible to walk on them; but when everybody got up he went along, limping, and, when he had warmed up, walked without feeling the pain, though at night his feet were more terrible to look at than before.
  • The dog was merrier and sleeker than it had been in Moscow.
  • At their yesterday's halting place, feeling chilly by a dying campfire, Pierre had got up and gone to the next one, which was burning better.
  • Pierre had long been familiar with that story.
  • Karataev had told it to him alone some half-dozen times and always with a specially joyful emotion.
  • And they began telling what each was suffering for, and how they had sinned against God.
  • Now it happened that in the group was the very man who had killed the other merchant.
  • A paper has come from the Tsar!' so they began looking for him," here Karataev's lower jaw trembled, "but God had already forgiven him--he was dead!
  • The Duke! and hardly had the sleek cavalry passed, before a carriage drawn by six gray horses rattled by.
  • On his face, besides the look of joyful emotion it had worn yesterday while telling the tale of the merchant who suffered innocently, there was now an expression of quiet solemnity.
  • From behind, where Karataev had been sitting, came the sound of a shot.
  • They both looked pale, and in the expression on their faces--one of them glanced timidly at Pierre-- there was something resembling what he had seen on the face of the young soldier at the execution.
  • Pierre looked at the soldier and remembered that, two days before, that man had burned his shirt while drying it at the fire and how they had laughed at him.
  • Behind him, where Karataev had been sitting, the dog began to howl.
  • He again slept as he had done at Mozhaysk after the battle of Borodino.
  • And suddenly he saw vividly before him a long-forgotten, kindly old man who had given him geography lessons in Switzerland.
  • A Frenchman who had just pushed a Russian soldier away was squatting by the fire, engaged in roasting a piece of meat stuck on a ramrod.
  • A prisoner, the Russian soldier the Frenchman had pushed away, was sitting near the fire patting something with his hand.
  • The French, excited by all that had happened, were talking loudly among themselves, but as they passed Dolokhov who gently switched his boots with his whip and watched them with cold glassy eyes that boded no good, they became silent.
  • From Moscow to Vyazma the French army of seventy-three thousand men not reckoning the Guards (who did nothing during the whole war but pillage) was reduced to thirty-six thousand, though not more than five thousand had fallen in battle.
  • I deem it my duty to report to Your Majesty the condition of the various corps I have had occasion to observe during different stages of the last two or three days' march.
  • But these orders and reports were only on paper, nothing in them was acted upon for they could not be carried out, and though they entitled one another Majesties, Highnesses, or Cousins, they all felt that they were miserable wretches who had done much evil for which they had now to pay.
  • Ney, who had had a corps of ten thousand men, reached Napoleon at Orsha with only one thousand men left, having abandoned all the rest and all his cannon, and having crossed the Dnieper at night by stealth at a wooded spot.
  • From the time they turned onto the Kaluga road to the day their leader fled from the army, none of the movements of the crowd had any sense.
  • And Napoleon, escaping home in a warm fur coat and leaving to perish those who were not merely his comrades but were (in his opinion) men he had brought there, feels que c'est grand, *(2) and his soul is tranquil.
  • How was it that the Russian army, which when numerically weaker than the French had given battle at Borodino, did not achieve its purpose when it had surrounded the French on three sides and when its aim was to capture them?
  • Can the French be so enormously superior to us that when we had surrounded them with superior forces we could not beat them?
  • But even if we admitted that Kutuzov, Chichagov, and others were the cause of the Russian failures, it is still incomprehensible why, the position of the Russian army being what it was at Krasnoe and at the Berezina (in both cases we had superior forces), the French army with its marshals, kings, and Emperor was not captured, if that was what the Russians aimed at.
  • Why was the Russian army--which with inferior forces had withstood the enemy in full strength at Borodino--defeated at Krasnoe and the Berezina by the disorganized crowds of the French when it was numerically superior?
  • All the profound plans about cutting off and capturing Napoleon and his army were like the plan of a market gardener who, when driving out of his garden a cow that had trampled down the beds he had planted, should run to the gate and hit the cow on the head.
  • But not even that could be said for those who drew up this project, for it was not they who had suffered from the trampled beds.
  • The people had a single aim: to free their land from invasion.
  • The Russian army had to act like a whip to a running animal.
  • She was gazing in the direction in which he had gone--to the other side of life.
  • And that other side of life, of which she had never before thought and which had formerly seemed to her so far away and improbable, was now nearer and more akin and more comprehensible than this side of life, where everything was either emptiness and desolation or suffering and indignity.
  • She was gazing where she knew him to be; but she could not imagine him otherwise than as he had been here.
  • Natasha as usual answered before she had time to think what she would say.
  • She now saw him from the commencement of that scene and relived what she had then felt.
  • You know that for me there is nothing in life but you, and to suffer with you is the greatest happiness for me, and he took her hand and pressed it as he had pressed it that terrible evening four days before his death.
  • He had evidently run out of that room to give vent to the sobs that were choking him.
  • Petya's death had torn from her half her life.
  • Princess Mary put off her departure, and for three weeks looked after Natasha as if she had been a sick child.
  • The last weeks passed in her mother's bedroom had strained Natasha's physical strength.
  • Natasha lay down, but when Princess Mary had drawn the blinds and was going away she called her back.
  • Natasha had grown thin and pale and physically so weak that they all talked about her health, and this pleased her.
  • The wound had begun to heal from within.
  • But besides this, since the exhaustion and enormous diminution of the army caused by the rapidity of the advance had become evident, another reason for slackening the pace and delaying presented itself to Kutuzov.
  • The road the French would take was unknown, and so the closer our troops trod on their heels the greater distance they had to cover.
  • Kutuzov merely shrugged his shoulders when one after another they presented projects of maneuvers to be made with those soldiers-- ill-shod, insufficiently clad, and half starved--who within a month and without fighting a battle had dwindled to half their number, and who at the best if the flight continued would have to go a greater distance than they had already traversed, before they reached the frontier.
  • Not only did his contemporaries, carried away by their passions, talk in this way, but posterity and history have acclaimed Napoleon as grand, while Kutuzov is described by foreigners as a crafty, dissolute, weak old courtier, and by Russians as something indefinite--a sort of puppet useful only because he had a Russian name.
  • Kutuzov never talked of "forty centuries looking down from the Pyramids," of the sacrifices he offered for the fatherland, or of what he intended to accomplish or had accomplished; in general he said nothing about himself, adopted no pose, always appeared to be the simplest and most ordinary of men, and said the simplest and most ordinary things.
  • Not merely in these cases but continually did that old man--who by experience of life had reached the conviction that thoughts and the words serving as their expression are not what move people--use quite meaningless words that happened to enter his head.
  • One of the generals was reporting to him where the guns and prisoners had been captured.
  • Most of them were disfigured by frost-bitten noses and cheeks, and nearly all had red, swollen and festering eyes.
  • One group of the French stood close to the road, and two of them, one of whom had his face covered with sores, were tearing a piece of raw flesh with their hands.
  • "Lower its head, lower it!" he said to a soldier who had accidentally lowered the French eagle he was holding before the Preobrazhensk standards.
  • "You see, brothers..." said he when the shouts had ceased... and all at once his voice and the expression of his face changed.
  • He looked around, and in the direct, respectful, wondering gaze fixed upon him he read sympathy with what he had said.
  • All day it had been calm and frosty with occasional lightly falling snow and toward evening it began to clear.
  • An infantry regiment which had left Tarutino three thousand strong but now numbered only nine hundred was one of the first to arrive that night at its halting place--a village on the highroad.
  • Some fifteen men with merry shouts were shaking down the high wattle wall of a shed, the roof of which had already been removed.
  • The lower stakes cracked more and more and at last the wall fell, and with it the men who had been pushing it.
  • He's made my face all bloody, said he in a frightened whisper when the sergeant major had passed on.
  • In the hut which the men had passed, the chief officers had gathered and were in animated talk over their tea about the events of the day and the maneuvers suggested for tomorrow.
  • The wattle wall the men had brought was set up in a semicircle by the Eighth Company as a shelter from the north, propped up by musket rests, and a campfire was built before it.
  • They beat the tattoo, called the roll, had supper, and settled down round the fires for the night--some repairing their footgear, some smoking pipes, and some stripping themselves naked to steam the lice out of their shirts.
  • On the contrary, the army had never under the best material conditions presented a more cheerful and animated aspect.
  • The handsome young soldier who had brought the wood, setting his arms akimbo, began stamping his cold feet rapidly and deftly on the spot where he stood.
  • "I've had an eye on him this long while," said the other.
  • "What a lot of those Frenchies were taken today, and the fact is that not one of them had what you might call real boots on," said a soldier, starting a new theme.
  • If it had been from the cold, ours would not have rotted either.
  • You would think the women had spread out their linen, said one of the men, gazing with admiration at the Milky Way.
  • In the silence that ensued, the snoring of those who had fallen asleep could be heard.
  • These were two Frenchmen who had been hiding in the forest.
  • When Morel had drunk some vodka and finished his bowl of porridge he suddenly became unnaturally merry and chattered incessantly to the soldiers, who could not understand him.
  • A Russian officer who had come up to the fire sent to ask his colonel whether he would not take a French officer into his hut to warm him, and when the messenger returned and said that the colonel wished the officer to be brought to him, Ramballe was told to go.
  • He rose and tried to walk, but staggered and would have fallen had not a soldier standing by held him up.
  • Morel, a short sturdy Frenchman with inflamed and streaming eyes, was wearing a woman's cloak and had a shawl tied woman fashion round his head over his cap.
  • * Who had a triple talent For drinking, for fighting, And for being a gallant old boy...
  • They had heard all that before.
  • And all he said--that it was necessary to await provisions, or that the men had no boots--was so simple, while what they proposed was so complicated and clever, that it was evident that he was old and stupid and that they, though not in power, were commanders of genius.
  • From the habit of fifty years all this had a physically agitating effect on the old general.
  • And this embrace too, owing to a long-standing impression related to his innermost feelings, had its usual effect on Kutuzov and he gave a sob.
  • The same submissive, expressionless look with which he had listened to the Emperor's commands on the field of Austerlitz seven years before settled on his face now.
  • Kutuzov had received the Order of St. George of the First Class and the Emperor showed him the highest honors, but everyone knew of the imperial dissatisfaction with him.
  • Kutuzov alone would not see this and openly expressed his opinion that no fresh war could improve the position or add to the glory of Russia, but could only spoil and lower the glorious position that Russia had gained.
  • His health had to be bad for his place to be taken away and given to another.
  • So naturally, simply, and gradually--just as he had come from Turkey to the Treasury in Petersburg to recruit the militia, and then to the army when he was needed there--now when his part was played out, Kutuzov's place was taken by a new and necessary performer.
  • As generally happens, Pierre did not feel the full effects of the physical privation and strain he had suffered as prisoner until after they were over.
  • He had what the doctors termed "bilious fever."
  • On the day of his rescue he had seen the body of Petya Rostov.
  • That same day he had learned that Prince Andrew, after surviving the battle of Borodino for more than a month had recently died in the Rostovs' house at Yaroslavl, and Denisov who told him this news also mentioned Helene's death, supposing that Pierre had heard of it long before.
  • Just then he was only anxious to get away as quickly as possible from places where people were killing one another, to some peaceful refuge where he could recover himself, rest, and think over all the strange new facts he had learned; but on reaching Orel he immediately fell ill.
  • A joyous feeling of freedom--that complete inalienable freedom natural to man which he had first experienced at the first halt outside Moscow-- filled Pierre's soul during his convalescence.
  • He was surprised to find that this inner freedom, which was independent of external conditions, now had as it were an additional setting of external liberty.
  • How splendid! said he to himself when a cleanly laid table was moved up to him with savory beef tea, or when he lay down for the night on a soft clean bed, or when he remembered that the French had gone and that his wife was no more.
  • The very question that had formerly tormented him, the thing he had continually sought to find--the aim of life--no longer existed for him now.
  • That search for the aim of life had not merely disappeared temporarily--he felt that it no longer existed for him and could not present itself again.
  • He could not see an aim, for he now had faith--not faith in any kind of rule, or words, or ideas, but faith in an ever-living, ever-manifest God.
  • Formerly he had sought Him in aims he set himself.
  • All his life he had looked over the heads of the men around him, when he should have merely looked in front of him without straining his eyes.
  • He had only felt that it must exist somewhere and had looked for it.
  • In everything near and comprehensible he had only what was limited, petty, commonplace, and senseless.
  • He had equipped himself with a mental telescope and looked into remote space, where petty worldliness hiding itself in misty distance had seemed to him great and infinite merely because it was not clearly seen.
  • And such had European life, politics, Freemasonry, philosophy, and philanthropy seemed to him.
  • But even then, at moments of weakness as he had accounted them, his mind had penetrated to those distances and he had there seen the same pettiness, worldliness, and senselessness.
  • That dreadful question, "What for?" which had formerly destroyed all his mental edifices, no longer existed for him.
  • In external ways Pierre had hardly changed at all.
  • The difference between his former and present self was that formerly when he did not grasp what lay before him or was said to him, he had puckered his forehead painfully as if vainly seeking to distinguish something at a distance.
  • Previously he had talked a great deal, grew excited when he talked, and seldom listened; now he was seldom carried away in conversation and knew how to listen so that people readily told him their most intimate secrets.
  • His servants too--Terenty and Vaska--in their own way noticed the change that had taken place in Pierre.
  • They considered that he had become much "simpler."
  • Terenty, when he had helped him undress and wished him good night, often lingered with his master's boots in his hands and clothes over his arm, to see whether he would not start a talk.
  • Pierre had evoked the passionate affection of the Italian merely by evoking the best side of his nature and taking a pleasure in so doing.
  • During the last days of Pierre's stay in Orel his old masonic acquaintance Count Willarski, who had introduced him to the lodge in 1807, came to see him.
  • Willarski was married to a Russian heiress who had a large estate in Orel province, and he occupied a temporary post in the commissariat department in that town.
  • But to his surprise Willarski soon noticed that Pierre had lagged much behind the times, and had sunk, as he expressed it to himself, into apathy and egotism.
  • In practical matters Pierre unexpectedly felt within himself a center of gravity he had previously lacked.
  • "To give or not to give?" he had asked himself.
  • The first time he had recourse to his new judge was when a French prisoner, a colonel, came to him and, after talking a great deal about his exploits, concluded by making what amounted to a demand that Pierre should give him four thousand francs to send to his wife and children.
  • The burning of Moscow had cost him, according to the head steward's calculation, about two million rubles.
  • But in January Savelich came from Moscow and gave him an account of the state of things there, and spoke of the estimate an architect had made of the cost of rebuilding the town and country houses, speaking of this as of a settled matter.
  • And Pierre decided that the steward's proposals which had so pleased him were wrong and that he must go to Petersburg and settle his wife's affairs and must rebuild in Moscow.
  • Within a week Moscow already had fifteen thousand inhabitants, in a fortnight twenty-five thousand, and so on.
  • They continued what the French had begun.
  • But plundering by the Russians, with which the reoccupation of the city began, had an opposite effect: the longer it continued and the greater the number of people taking part in it the more rapidly was the wealth of the city and its regular life restored.
  • They abused the police and bribed them, made out estimates at ten times their value for government stores that had perished in the fire, and demanded relief.
  • Everyone was pleased to see Pierre, everyone wished to meet him, and everyone questioned him about what he had seen.
  • He had heard that the Rostovs were at Kostroma but the thought of Natasha seldom occurred to him.
  • He felt himself not only free from social obligations but also from that feeling which, it seemed to him, he had aroused in himself.
  • The death, sufferings, and last days of Prince Andrew had often occupied Pierre's thoughts and now recurred to him with fresh vividness.
  • The house had escaped the fire; it showed signs of damage but its general aspect was unchanged.
  • Pierre remembered that the princess always had lady companions, but who they were and what they were like he never knew or remembered.
  • "Yes," she said, looking at his altered face after he had kissed her hand, "so this is how we meet again.
  • It was the first piece of good news we had received for a long time.
  • I thought he had been killed.
  • But as soon as he tried to continue the conversation he had begun with Princess Mary he again glanced at Natasha, and a still-deeper flush suffused his face and a still-stronger agitation of mingled joy and fear seized his soul.
  • Pierre had failed to notice Natasha because he did not at all expect to see her there, but he had failed to recognize her because the change in her since he last saw her was immense.
  • Why had such a splendid boy, so full of life, to die?
  • Natasha had already opened her mouth to speak but suddenly stopped.
  • Pierre's confusion had now almost vanished, but at the same time he felt that his freedom had also completely gone.
  • Princess Mary--reluctantly as is usual in such cases--began telling of the condition in which she had found Prince Andrew.
  • With all his soul he had always sought one thing--to be perfectly good--so he could not be afraid of death.
  • The faults he had--if he had any--were not of his making.
  • I had no idea and could not imagine what state he was in, all I wanted was to see him and be with him, she said, trembling, and breathing quickly.
  • Pierre gazed at the door through which she had disappeared and did not understand why he suddenly felt all alone in the world.
  • Princess Mary roused him from his abstraction by drawing his attention to her nephew who had entered the room.
  • At that moment of emotional tenderness young Nicholas' face, which resembled his father's, affected Pierre so much that when he had kissed the boy he got up quickly, took out his handkerchief, and went to the window.
  • Natasha was calm, though a severe and grave expression had again settled on her face.
  • They had evidently both formed the same resolution; the eyes of both shone with satisfaction and a confession that besides sorrow life also has joy.
  • Mary Abramovna invited me to her house and kept telling me what had happened, or ought to have happened, to me.
  • "Tell me, you did not know of the countess' death when you decided to remain in Moscow?" asked Princess Mary and immediately blushed, noticing that her question, following his mention of freedom, ascribed to his words a meaning he had perhaps not intended.
  • One was snatched out before my eyes... and there were women who had their things snatched off and their earrings torn out... he flushed and grew confused.
  • By this time he had risen from the table and was pacing the room, Natasha following him with her eyes.
  • He now, as it were, saw a new meaning in all he had gone through.
  • Natasha continued to look at him intently with bright, attentive, and animated eyes, as if trying to understand something more which he had perhaps left untold.
  • They talked of what Pierre had told them.
  • With a short coat and his hair cropped; just as if, well, just as if he had come straight from the bath...
  • And the same mischievous smile lingered for a long time on her face as if it had been forgotten there.
  • A few days previously Pierre had decided to go to Petersburg on the Friday.
  • The princess seemed to see nothing more extraordinary in that than if he had seen Anna Semenovna.
  • The princess too had prepared provisions for Pierre's journey.
  • As he drove through the streets past the houses that had been burned down, he was surprised by the beauty of those ruins.
  • But he had hardly entered the room before he felt her presence with his whole being by the loss of his sense of freedom.
  • She was as he had known her almost as a child and later on as Prince Andrew's fiancee.
  • Though Princess Mary and Natasha were evidently glad to see their visitor and though all Pierre's interest was now centered in that house, by the evening they had talked over everything and the conversation passed from one trivial topic to another and repeatedly broke off.
  • The weariness she had plainly shown before had now quite passed off.
  • "Yes, I wanted to tell you," said he, answering her look as if she had spoken.
  • She was going to say that to speak of love was impossible, but she stopped because she had seen by the sudden change in Natasha two days before that she would not only not be hurt if Pierre spoke of his love, but that it was the very thing she wished for.
  • Before her words were out, Pierre had sprung up and with a frightened expression seized Princess Mary's hand.
  • There was nothing in Pierre's soul now at all like what had troubled it during his courtship of Helene.
  • He did not repeat to himself with a sickening feeling of shame the words he had spoken, or say: "Oh, why did I not say that?" and, "Whatever made me say 'Je vous aime'?"
  • There was now not a shadow of doubt in his mind as to whether what he had undertaken was right or wrong.
  • A joyful, unexpected frenzy, of which he had thought himself incapable, possessed him.
  • When dealing with the affairs and papers of his dead wife, her memory aroused in him no feeling but pity that she had not known the bliss he now knew.
  • From that evening she seemed to have forgotten all that had happened to her.
  • The reawakened power of life that had seized Natasha was so evidently irrepressible and unexpected by her that in her presence Princess Mary felt that she had no right to reproach her even in her heart.
  • And with a sad and rather stern look she told Natasha all that Pierre had said.
  • Seven years had passed.
  • The storm-tossed sea of European history had subsided within its shores and seemed to have become calm.
  • He had no plan, he was afraid of everything, but the parties snatched at him and demanded his participation.
  • He alone--with his ideal of glory and grandeur developed in Italy and Egypt, his insane self-adulation, his boldness in crime and frankness in lying--he alone could justify what had to be done.
  • Chance puts the Duc d'Enghien in his hands and unexpectedly causes him to kill him--thereby convincing the mob more forcibly than in any other way that he had the right, since he had the might.
  • In 1811 the group of people that had formed in France unites into one group with the peoples of Central Europe.
  • During the ten-year preparatory period this man had formed relations with all the crowned heads of Europe.
  • That city is taken; the Russian army suffers heavier losses than the opposing armies had suffered in the former war from Austerlitz to Wagram.
  • But suddenly instead of those chances and that genius which hitherto had so consistently led him by an uninterrupted series of successes to the predestined goal, an innumerable sequence of inverse chances occur--from the cold in his head at Borodino to the sparks which set Moscow on fire, and the frosts--and instead of genius, stupidity and immeasurable baseness become evident.
  • The man who had devastated France returns to France alone, without any conspiracy and without soldiers.
  • And some years pass during which he plays a pitiful comedy to himself in solitude on his island, justifying his actions by intrigues and lies when the justification is no longer needed, and displaying to the whole world what it was that people had mistaken for strength as long as an unseen hand directed his actions.
  • When Pierre and his wife had left, he grew very quiet and began to complain of depression.
  • It was just when the count's affairs had become so involved that it was impossible to say what would happen if he lived another year that he unexpectedly died.
  • The state of the count's affairs became quite obvious a month after his death, surprising everyone by the immense total of small debts the existence of which no one had suspected.
  • Nicholas was allowed no respite and no peace, and those who had seemed to pity the old man--the cause of their losses (if they were losses)--now remorselessly pursued the young heir who had voluntarily undertaken the debts and was obviously not guilty of contracting them.
  • Natasha and Pierre were living in Petersburg at the time and had no clear idea of Nicholas' circumstances.
  • She had all that people are valued for, but little that could have made him love her.
  • Remembering her friendly relations with all the Rostovs which had made her almost a member of the family, she thought it her duty to go to see them.
  • But instead of being greeted with pleasure as she had expected, at his first glance at her his face assumed a cold, stiff, proud expression she had not seen on it before.
  • I can't bear these ladies and all these civilities! said he aloud in Sonya's presence, evidently unable to repress his vexation, after the princess' carriage had disappeared.
  • And when she asked herself what distressed her, she had to admit that it was her relation to Rostov.
  • One day in midwinter when sitting in the schoolroom attending to her nephew's lessons, she was informed that Rostov had called.
  • Her first glance at Nicholas' face told her that he had only come to fulfill the demands of politeness, and she firmly resolved to maintain the tone in which he addressed her.
  • With Mademoiselle Bourienne's help the princess had maintained the conversation very well, but at the very last moment, just when he rose, she was so tired of talking of what did not interest her, and her mind was so full of the question why she alone was granted so little happiness in life, that in a fit of absent-mindedness she sat still, her luminous eyes gazing fixedly before her, not noticing that he had risen.
  • But the princess had caught a glimpse of the man she had known and loved, and it was to him that she now spoke.
  • "I had come so near to you... and to all your family that I thought you would not consider my sympathy misplaced, but I was mistaken," and suddenly her voice trembled.
  • I have had so little happiness in life that every loss is hard for me to bear....
  • For a few seconds they gazed silently into one another's eyes--and what had seemed impossible and remote suddenly became possible, inevitable, and very near.
  • Within four years he had paid off all his remaining debts without selling any of his wife's property, and having received a small inheritance on the death of a cousin he paid his debt to Pierre as well.
  • In another three years, by 1820, he had so managed his affairs that he was able to buy a small estate adjoining Bald Hills and was negotiating to buy back Otradnoe--that being his pet dream.
  • He always had before his mind's eye the estate as a whole and not any particular part of it.
  • Only when he had understood the peasants' tastes and aspirations, had learned to talk their language, to grasp the hidden meaning of their words, and felt akin to them did he begin boldly to manage his serfs, that is, to perform toward them the duties demanded of him.
  • He was as careful of the sowing and reaping of the peasants' hay and corn as of his own, and few landowners had their crops sown and harvested so early and so well, or got so good a return, as did Nicholas.
  • When a decision had to be taken regarding a domestic serf, especially if one had to be punished, he always felt undecided and consulted everybody in the house; but when it was possible to have a domestic serf conscripted instead of a land worker he did so without the least hesitation.
  • She did not understand why he spoke with such admiration and delight of the farming of the thrifty and well- to-do peasant Matthew Ermishin, who with his family had carted corn all night; or of the fact that his (Nicholas') sheaves were already stacked before anyone else had his harvest in.
  • She felt he had a world apart, which he loved passionately and which had laws she had not fathomed.
  • Once in summer he had sent for the village elder from Bogucharovo, a man who had succeeded to the post when Dron died and who was accused of dishonesty and various irregularities.
  • Nicholas went out into the porch to question him, and immediately after the elder had given a few replies the sound of cries and blows were heard.
  • If he had told me he was drunk and did not see...
  • He understood what she was weeping about, but could not in his heart at once agree with her that what he had regarded from childhood as quite an everyday event was wrong.
  • From the time of his marriage Sonya had lived in his house.
  • Before that, Nicholas had told his wife all that had passed between himself and Sonya, blaming himself and commending her.
  • He had asked Princess Mary to be gentle and kind to his cousin.
  • Once she had a talk with her friend Natasha about Sonya and about her own injustice toward her.
  • It really seemed that Sonya did not feel her position trying, and had grown quite reconciled to her lot as a sterile flower.
  • Like a cat, she had attached herself not to the people but to the home.
  • She waited on the old countess, petted and spoiled the children, was always ready to render the small services for which she had a gift, and all this was unconsciously accepted from her with insufficient gratitude.
  • It had bare deal floors and was furnished with very simple hard sofas, armchairs, tables, and chairs made by their own serf carpenters out of their own birchwood.
  • The house was spacious and had rooms for the house serfs and apartments for visitors.
  • Natasha had been staying at her brother's with her husband and children since early autumn.
  • Pierre had gone to Petersburg on business of his own for three weeks as he said, but had remained there nearly seven weeks and was expected back every minute.
  • Having taken precautions against the general drunkenness to be expected on the morrow because it was a great saint's day, he returned to dinner, and without having time for a private talk with his wife sat down at the long table laid for twenty persons, at which the whole household had assembled.
  • She asked him where he had been.
  • Nicholas and his wife lived together so happily that even Sonya and the old countess, who felt jealous and would have liked them to disagree, could find nothing to reproach them with; but even they had their moments of antagonism.
  • As she listened to it she saw before her his smooth handsome forehead, his mustache, and his whole face, as she had so often seen it in the stillness of the night when he slept.
  • "Again!" she commanded, pointing with a peremptory gesture to the spot where Nicholas had placed the kiss.
  • A thought had occurred to him and so it belonged to her also.
  • Countess Mary listened till he had finished, made some remark, and in her turn began thinking aloud.
  • At that moment they heard the sound of the door pulley and footsteps in the hall and anteroom, as if someone had arrived.
  • Natasha had married in the early spring of 1813, and in 1820 already had three daughters besides a son for whom she had longed and whom she was now nursing.
  • She had grown stouter and broader, so that it was difficult to recognize in this robust, motherly woman the slim, lively Natasha of former days.
  • Her features were more defined and had a calm, soft, and serene expression.
  • In her face there was none of the ever-glowing animation that had formerly burned there and constituted its charm.
  • That happened only when, as was the case that day, her husband returned home, or a sick child was convalescent, or when she and Countess Mary spoke of Prince Andrew (she never mentioned him to her husband, who she imagined was jealous of Prince Andrew's memory), or on the rare occasions when something happened to induce her to sing, a practice she had quite abandoned since her marriage.
  • Since their marriage Natasha and her husband had lived in Moscow, in Petersburg, on their estate near Moscow, or with her mother, that is to say, in Nicholas' house.
  • All who had known Natasha before her marriage wondered at the change in her as at something extraordinary.
  • She felt that the allurements instinct had formerly taught her to use would now be merely ridiculous in the eyes of her husband, to whom she had from the first moment given herself up entirely--that is, with her whole soul, leaving no corner of it hidden from him.
  • The chief reason for devoting no time either to singing, to dress, or to choosing her words was that she really had no time to spare for these things.
  • The subject which wholly engrossed Natasha's attention was her family: that is, her husband whom she had to keep so that he should belong entirely to her and to the home, and the children whom she had to bear, bring into the world, nurse, and bring up.
  • From the very first days of their married life Natasha had announced her demands.
  • To make up for this, at home Pierre had the right to regulate his life and that of the whole family exactly as he chose.
  • Pierre had but to show a partiality for anything to get just what he liked done always.
  • He had only to express a wish and Natasha would jump up and run to fulfill it.
  • Thus in a time of trouble ever memorable to him after the birth of their first child who was delicate, when they had to change the wet nurse three times and Natasha fell ill from despair, Pierre one day told her of Rousseau's view, with which he quite agreed, that to have a wet nurse is unnatural and harmful.
  • It very often happened that in a moment of irritation husband and wife would have a dispute, but long afterwards Pierre to his surprise and delight would find in his wife's ideas and actions the very thought against which she had argued, but divested of everything superfluous that in the excitement of the dispute he had added when expressing his opinion.
  • Denisov, now a general on the retired list and much dissatisfied with the present state of affairs, had arrived during that fortnight.
  • Denisov, who had come out of the study into the dancing room with his pipe, now for the first time recognized the old Natasha.
  • "He's come!" she exclaimed as she ran past, and Denisov felt that he too was delighted that Pierre, whom he did not much care for, had returned.
  • You are pleased, you've had a good time....
  • But in spite of much that was interesting and had to be discussed, the baby with the little cap on its unsteady head evidently absorbed all his attention.
  • He alone could play on the clavichord that ecossaise (his only piece) to which, as he said, all possible dances could be danced, and they felt sure he had brought presents for them all.
  • He did not miss a single word he uttered, and would afterwards, with Dessalles or by himself, recall and reconsider the meaning of everything Pierre had said.
  • From broken remarks about Natasha and his father, from the emotion with which Pierre spoke of that dead father, and from the careful, reverent tenderness with which Natasha spoke of him, the boy, who was only just beginning to guess what love is, derived the notion that his father had loved Natasha and when dying had left her to his friend.
  • So the boy also was happy that Pierre had arrived.
  • Knowing that Natasha asked nothing for herself, and gave him commissions for others only when he himself had offered to undertake them, he now found an unexpected and childlike pleasure in this purchase of presents for everyone in the house, and never forgot anything.
  • He felt that his way of life had now been settled once for all till death and that to change it was not in his power, and so that way of life proved economical.
  • Her face had shriveled, her upper lip had sunk in, and her eyes were dim.
  • But until death came she had to go on living, that is, to use her vital forces.
  • Her life had no external aims--only a need to exercise her various functions and inclinations was apparent.
  • She had to eat, sleep, think, speak, weep, work, give vent to her anger, and so on, merely because she had a stomach, a brain, muscles, nerves, and a liver.
  • She cried as a child does, because her nose had to be cleared, and so on.
  • Thus in the morning--especially if she had eaten anything rich the day before--she felt a need of being angry and would choose as the handiest pretext Belova's deafness.
  • Just as she needed to work off her spleen so she had sometimes to exercise her still-existing faculty of thinking--and the pretext for that was a game of patience.
  • When her vocal organs needed exercise, which was usually toward seven o'clock when she had had an after-dinner rest in a darkened room, the pretext would be the retelling of the same stories over and over again to the same audience.
  • But those glances expressed something more: they said that she had played her part in life, that what they now saw was not her whole self, that we must all become like her, and that they were glad to yield to her, to restrain themselves for this once precious being formerly as full of life as themselves, but now so much to be pitied.
  • They consisted of a box for cards, of splendid workmanship, a bright- blue Sevres tea cup with shepherdesses depicted on it and with a lid, and a gold snuffbox with the count's portrait on the lid which Pierre had had done by a miniaturist in Petersburg.
  • The countess had long wished for such a box, but as she did not want to cry just then she glanced indifferently at the portrait and gave her attention chiefly to the box for cards.
  • The children with their tutors and governesses had had tea and their voices were audible from the next room.
  • At tea all sat in their accustomed places: Nicholas beside the stove at a small table where his tea was handed to him; Milka, the old gray borzoi bitch (daughter of the first Milka), with a quite gray face and large black eyes that seemed more prominent than ever, lay on the armchair beside him; Denisov, whose curly hair, mustache, and whiskers had turned half gray, sat beside countess Mary with his general's tunic unbuttoned; Pierre sat between his wife and the old countess.
  • Denisov, not being a member of the family, did not understand Pierre's caution and being, as a malcontent, much interested in what was occurring in Petersburg, kept urging Pierre to tell them about what had happened in the Semenovsk regiment, then about Arakcheev, and then about the Bible Society.
  • "What is that, mon cher ami?" asked the countess, who had finished her tea and evidently needed a pretext for being angry after her meal.
  • Natasha, who had long expected to be fetched to nurse her baby, now heard the nurse calling her and went to the nursery.
  • Nicholas, who had left his nephew, irritably pushed up an armchair, sat down in it, and listened to Pierre, coughing discontentedly and frowning more and more.
  • Did the Tugendbund which saved Europe" (they did not then venture to suggest that Russia had saved Europe) "do any harm?
  • Natasha, who had come in during the conversation, looked joyfully at her husband.
  • The boy with the thin neck stretching out from the turn-down collar-- whom everyone had forgotten--gazed at Pierre with even greater and more rapturous joy.
  • He had, however, to give him an answer.
  • The lad looked down and seemed now for the first time to notice what he had done to the things on the table.
  • It was plain that what troubled him most was that he had grieved me.
  • He had none, but looked so unhappily and greedily at the others while they were eating!
  • That's just what I said to him, put in Nicholas, who fancied he really had said it.
  • But they insisted on their own view: love of one's neighbor and Christianity--and all this in the presence of young Nicholas, who had gone into my study and broke all my things.
  • This evening he listened to Pierre in a sort of trance, and fancy--as we were going in to supper I looked and he had broken everything on my table to bits, and he told me of it himself at once!
  • "Yes, Pierre always was a dreamer and always will be," he continued, returning to the talk in the study which had evidently disturbed him.
  • What business was it of mine when I married and was so deep in debt that I was threatened with prison, and had a mother who could not see or understand it?
  • But she had to force herself to attend, for what he was saying did not interest her at all.
  • Besides this feeling which absorbed her altogether and hindered her from following the details of her husband's plans, thoughts that had no connection with what he was saying flitted through her mind.
  • Natasha spoke to Pierre about her brother's life and doings, of how she had suffered and lacked life during his own absence, and of how she was fonder than ever of Mary, and how Mary was in every way better than herself.
  • But I understand that you value what opens up a fresh line, said she, repeating words Pierre had once uttered.
  • "For instance, he is collecting a library and has made it a rule not to buy a new book till he has read what he had already bought--Sismondi and Rousseau and Montesquieu," he added with a smile.
  • "You know how much I..." he began to soften down what he had said; but Natasha interrupted him to show that this was unnecessary.
  • Natasha would have had no doubt as to the greatness of Pierre's idea, but one thing disconcerted her.
  • Judging by what he had said there was no one he had respected so highly as Platon Karataev.
  • No, and if I had I shouldn't have recognized her.
  • While you were talking in the study I was looking at you, Natasha began, evidently anxious to disperse the cloud that had come over them.
  • Pierre finished what he had begun.
  • Little Nicholas, who had just waked up in a cold perspiration, sat up in bed and gazed before him with wide-open eyes.
  • He had awaked from a terrible dream.
  • He had dreamed that he and Uncle Pierre, wearing helmets such as were depicted in his Plutarch, were leading a huge army.
  • In his place was his father-- Prince Andrew--and his father had neither shape nor form, but he existed, and when little Nicholas perceived him he grew faint with love: he felt himself powerless, limp, and formless.
  • In 1812 it reaches its extreme limit, Moscow, and then, with remarkable symmetry, a countermovement occurs from east to west, attracting to it, as the first movement had done, the nations of middle Europe.
  • Louis XIV was a very proud and self-confident man; he had such and such mistresses and such and such ministers and he ruled France badly.
  • And they had such and such favorites and such and such mistresses.
  • He had the power and so what he ordered was done.
  • If we examined simple actions and had a vast number of such actions under observation, our conception of their inevitability would be still greater.
  • Maybe lifting had nothing to do with it.
  • She was uneasy because she had never been on a plane before.
  • In a way, Carmen and Alex had adopted a family.
  • Josh had been her childhood playmate.
  • His tail was short and scraggly, and his harness had been broken in many places and fastened together again with cords and bits of wire.
  • Crash after crash echoed far above their heads, as the earth came together where it had split, and stones and chunks of clay rattled around them on every side.
  • "Those were the first words I ever said," called out the horse, who had overheard them, "and I can't explain why I happened to speak then.
  • Can you remember any breakfast that I've had today? growled Jim, as if he resented Zeb's speech.
  • There was not an ugly person in all the throng.
  • The Prince had listened with attention.
  • The little man, having had a good sleep, felt rested and refreshed, and looking through the glass partition of the room he saw Zeb sitting up on his bench and yawning.
  • In a few minutes they had forgotten about the birds.
  • Two other baby birds were there, that had not fallen out.
  • His shoes were covered with mud; he had torn his coat on the thorny tree.
  • He stooped and picked up a bird's nest that had fallen upon the ground.
  • It had a bright blue cover, which he was careful not to soil.
  • He was dressed in black, and had a very pleasant face.
  • The next day, every pupil except one had written a composition.
  • It was the first money that he had ever had.
  • If he had been the only child in the family, things might have been different.
  • Sometimes he had several hundreds of lambs to look after.
  • They exist simply because we have not had the means to solve them in the past.
  • What if the basic unit was a couple, a relationship, and what if that relationship had an identity?
  • If I had an even faster computer than I have today, I could come up with really interesting questions to ask it.
  • It is thought to have had its apex in Italy—in Venice, Florence, and Rome.
  • Early one morning, however, the fever left me as suddenly and mysteriously as it had come.
  • I had noticed that my mother and my friends did not use signs as I did when they wanted anything done, but talked with their mouths.
  • If I had remembered this it would have prevented some mistakes.
  • Pierre went up to the circle that had formed round the speaker and listened.
  • She could not have read the letter as she did not even know it had arrived.
  • But as soon as he had left the room the old prince, looking uneasily round, threw down his napkin and went himself.
  • The Mangaboos were much impressed because they had never before seen any light that did not come directly from their suns.
  • He had done one good deed.
  • No wonder the lad had never owned a toy.
  • He had not gone far when he met a larger boy, who was blowing a whistle.
  • If you had looked ahead fifty years to 1240, you wouldn't have anticipated much change.
  • Long ago, before Gutenberg, if you wanted to know something, you had to memorize it.
  • As became known later, he had scarcely begun to address the merchants before tears gushed from his eyes and he concluded in a trembling voice.
  • The Renaissance artists and thinkers had very few tools: pen and paper, paint and canvas, marble and chisel, and a few more.
  • Old Rostov could not tell his wife of what had passed without tears, and at once consented to Petya's request and went himself to enter his name.
  • The assembled nobles all took off their uniforms and settled down again in their homes and clubs, and not without some groans gave orders to their stewards about the enrollment, feeling amazed themselves at what they had done.
  • To this letter the old prince had replied affectionately, and from that time had kept the Frenchwoman at a distance.
  • In his first letter which came soon after he had left home, Prince Andrew had dutifully asked his father's forgiveness for what he had allowed himself to say and begged to be restored to his favor.
  • They had two adopted children already.
  • Carmen and Alex hosted Thanksgiving Dinner for all the family they had in Arkansas.
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